Eight hundred and seventieth chapters hidden in the heart of a devil
"You fight yourself, I'll take a rest first."
Ye Bufan returned to the back, sat on the lounge chair, picked up a drink and took a sip.
Su Ruyue practiced there alone, once, twice, and three times.
After playing several times in succession, Ye Bufan praised: "These guys are playing well and making progress."
Su Ruyue stopped, looked back at him and said, "I'm not stupid."
This sentence seemed to express her dissatisfaction, but when she came back again, her posture was a little irregular.
Ye Bufan stood up and slapped her again unceremoniously, then held her in his arms and held the club with both hands: "At this level, you still have the nerve to say that you are not stupid. I will teach you this again.
It’s the last time.”
His tone seemed helpless, like a teacher who was angry with a student.
The two men swung together again, and with a snap, the ball flew about 400 meters this time.
"Okay, that's it, I'm leaving."
Ye Bufan said and let go of Su Ruyue.
"Dr. Ye, where are you going? Aren't you going to treat me?"
Ye Bufan asked: "Do you know the cause of your illness?"
"I don't know, I'm not a doctor."
"The root cause of your disease is that your nature has been suppressed too hard, which is why you are depressed."
Su Ruyue said: "Can you make it clearer?"
"For example, when I taught Jin Zhao and those two guys a lesson just now, did you feel particularly excited? Did you feel particularly refreshed? Did you also want to rush up and slap them in the mouth?"
Su Ruyue bit her lip, but finally nodded silently.
She really thought that way, and even for a long time, the scene of Ye Bufan slapping Jin Zhao in the mouth would appear in her mind.
"Dr. Ye, am I prone to violence?"
"This is not a violent tendency, but a desire to free one's heart.
Because the two of them are very in need of a slap, that's why you have the desire to slap them. If you were an ordinary person, you wouldn't think so."
Su Ruyue thought about it and realized that it was indeed the case.
Ye Bufan continued: "But the education you received is completely different from your nature. You are required to set a ladylike example at all times and cannot vent your dissatisfaction.
For example, the former Ximen Yuliang almost made you a scumbag for the rest of your life.
In such an extremely angry situation, you just slapped him in the mouth, and even felt that you were a little rude afterwards."
Su Ruyue didn't speak, just savored it carefully.
"Also when I was just playing basketball, I said you were stupid and had a low IQ. Normally, you have enough capital to refute me. You have many achievements that normal people cannot achieve in a few lifetimes.
But you didn't, you just suppressed your own nature, worked hard to do better, and wanted to prove yourself with facts!
Although it is correct to do so, it shows from another perspective that suppressing yourself has become a habit and an unconscious behavior, which makes your nature very uncomfortable."
Ye Bufan continued: "It is precisely because you are so outstanding that you have an aura that is envied by countless people, and this aura has become a shackle that binds you.
For example, if I spanked you just now, how would a normal woman react?"
"I have no idea."
Su Ruyue lowered her head and spoke in a low voice, as if she was a child who had done something wrong.
"A normal woman, if she hates me, would directly vent her dissatisfaction, accuse me, or even call the police.
If you like me, you will express it instead of silently accepting it like you.
Because of the strict education you received, you don't know how to deal with it. Whether you resist or cooperate, you are afraid that it will affect your image in the minds of others.
How is it? Am I right?"
"Um!"
Su Ruyue nodded, feeling that Ye Bufan had completely seen into her heart. There were even some things that he didn't see clearly, but others made them clear.
"To sum it up in one sentence, there is a devil and a beast hidden in your heart, but the aura around you and the education you received have bound it to death and will never be released, eventually causing you to get sick.
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"Dr. Ye, what should I do?"
"It's very simple. Release the devil, even just once, and the inner depression will be completely eliminated and your heart disease will be suppressed from the root."
Su Ruyue was silent for a while, then said weakly: "But I don't dare."
In the eyes of the world, she is the president of the Su Group, a strong woman who is outstanding in all aspects.
She is so outstanding, so outstanding that she is almost perfect. No matter in appearance, family background, ability, education, words or deeds, there is nothing to be faulty about.
But I am very afraid of my family, my parents, especially my mother Bai Ruili.
Generally speaking, this kind of fear is very common among large families, but normally there is a limit.
But Su Ruyue is completely different. She has been indoctrinated too much since she was a child, and eventually formed her current pleaser personality.
If it were an ordinary kid from aristocratic family, if he did something wrong, he would just want to avoid being discovered. Even if he was discovered, he would just apologize and admit his mistake.
But when it comes to Su Ruyue, it turns out that she will never allow herself to make mistakes, or allow her production to have even the slightest flaw.
The reason why she thinks this way is usually because she is afraid of disappointing the people around her.
At the company, she is afraid that she will not do well enough and disappoint the shareholders; at home, she is afraid that she will make some mistakes and disappoint her parents.
The reason why there is so much ideological pressure is simply because she is so good that no one is allowed to have any flaws, including herself.
"This is your problem. I can only help you so much."
Ye Bufan said, "I have reported what I did to you just now to my wife. I believe she will be here in a few minutes."
"ah!"
Only then did Su Ruyue realize this, and a flash of panic flashed across her face.
"You have two choices now. First, continue to stay here to admit your mistake to your mother, continue to be your good daughter, continue to be your perfect woman, and then wait for the disease to get worse and worse, and eventually destroy yourself.
"
"I don't want this." Su Ruyue said nervously, "What's the other option?"
"The other option is to break the shackles of the outside world on you and release the devil in your heart. Once you take this step, you will be completely fine."
"What to do?"
"It's very simple, run out of here with me."
Ye Bufan had a naughty smile on his face, like a bad uncle who tricked the little girl into doing bad things.
A complicated look flashed in Su Ruyue's eyes: "Actually, if you tell my mother that it's to treat me, she will also agree to our going out."
"You are stupid, but you are really stupid." Ye Bufan said angrily, "Our purpose of running out was not at all. The purpose was to break your mother's restraint on you. What's the point of asking for her consent?
"
"But……"
Su Ruyue's heart suddenly tightened when she thought of sneaking out with a man. This was completely inconsistent with the education she had received since childhood.
