In the blink of an eye, this book has reached more than six million words. It is still three months away from completing two years. To be honest, the book that can be written up to now has exceeded Xiao Chen's expectations. It just broke through some time ago.
Two thousand chapters, what kind of concept is this? If you told me two years ago that you would write a book with two thousand chapters, I wouldn’t believe it.
Being able to write this to this point is undoubtedly due to your support, which has allowed this book, and Xiao Chen, to get to where it is now step by step.
By now, Xiao Chen is exhausted both physically and mentally, let alone physically. After writing books for several years, I have developed all the occupational diseases that a writer should have, and my health has become very poor.
Mentally, I feel even more exhausted. Every time I update, I feel more tired than before. Some people may not understand it. It’s like moving bricks. At first, you move ten bricks and then move your head very quickly, and then you move a hundred bricks very quickly, but when you continue to move bricks,
How about moving 10,000 yuan? Every time you move a piece, it is unparalleledly heavy.
The author's profession is an industry that lasts 365 days a year. In other words, I have been nervous for almost two years since I started writing the book. We are not great gods and we dare not stop updating at will.
, it feels terrible to wake up every day and owe nine thousand words. You can imagine it when this kind of pressure has been maintained for two years.
I am not saying this to gain sympathy. You have to endure such pressure just to eat this bowl of rice. I am just reporting my current situation to everyone.
I feel like I have suddenly reached a critical point, a critical point that is about to collapse. It seems that I am about to reach a crossroads. The future is uncertain, filled with unknowns and fears.
Haha, actually now I really want to just ignore everything, have fun, and relax completely before thinking about other things. In order to write a book, I have quit gaming for a long time. Of course, I don’t mean that I don’t play, but I am very restrained when I play occasionally, because I know that I am in control.
If you are not strong enough, you dare not act recklessly.
It's just that these days, when I'm busy every day, even if I'm as tired as a dead dog, I still have to climb up and play games for a while, just to relieve the anxiety in my heart.
It's nonsense. I don't know what I want to say. In short, I just want to adjust during this period and re-find the direction for the future. Well, that's it!
