In 2000, the common sizes of bamboo mats were 1.2 and 1.5 meters. The one from Qiao Nan's house was 1.5 meters, so after laying down Zhai Hua, there was still a lot of space for people to sit and relax.
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Without saying anything, Shi Qing occupied a comfortable place with her legs crossed, turned on the TV, switched to the radio station she was more interested in, and watched the summer program: "Qiao Nan, I think you are just nervous. Sister Zhai Hua is with Wei De.
After that, there will be a lot, but I think it is impossible for Sister Zhai Hua to change some of her deep-rooted habits. If something really happened to her, she would fight you with real swords as soon as she entered the door. She is sleeping now
It's fine, I guess it's nothing serious. Maybe something happened to that man Wei De, which made Sister Zhai Hua feel uncomfortable, so she went out for a walk and came to your place to find some peace and quiet."
Saying that, Shi Qing "kaba" and took a bite of a peach. It was sweet and delicious, the meat was tender and juicy, and Shi Qing was so beautiful.
"Have you really decided not to teach classes during the summer vacation? The price they are offering you now is terrifyingly high." This is what Shi Qing is curious about.
Qiao Nan also sat on the mat and watched TV with Shi Qing: "No, I've been beaten since... I've always had a problem in my mind since the third grade of junior high school. My grades have always been much better than those of my sister.
, just like that, my mother still didn’t let me study. My father likes scholars. During the summer vacation of my second year of junior high school, I knew that my mother wanted me to drop out of school and work to support my sister’s studies, so I told myself that I had to fight for opportunities by myself.
It's useless to tell my mother, so I can only use my own strength to win my dad's vote. If my dad doesn't approve of me studying for my sister to study, it only means that my grades are not enough.
good."
When it comes to the past four years of life, Qiao Nan actually feels very tired.
She is not a machine. With such a tight arrangement and rhythm, how can she feel nothing at all.
It was just the critical moment, and she didn't dare to relax at all, for fear that once she relaxed, she wouldn't be able to go back.
"In order for my grades to be good enough that my dad can't be partial to my sister, I can't do it without working hard. I know that my dad has a burden on his heart. It's really not easy to support two daughters to study together. The family's money,
My mother has already blamed my sister. Therefore, if I want to study, not only do I have good grades, I also have to strive for opportunities to reduce the pressure of tuition on my father. If one of these two prerequisites is missing, I will have
Maybe I won’t be able to read.”
Therefore, she will work hard to find ways to make money. If parents want to send their children for tutoring, she will set the price a little higher than ordinary people.
If she doesn't work harder, it means she is in danger of dropping out of school at any time.
"Qiao Nan, you are so tired." Shi Qing looked at Qiao Nan blankly. Uncle Qiao usually looked very fond of Qiao Nan, but he didn't expect that Uncle Qiao actually gave Qiao Nan so much pressure and shadow.
"So tired?" Qiao Nan smiled bitterly: "If you want to study and others don't let you study, and they want you to take a completely opposite path that will ruin your life, you won't feel tired, you will only feel scared! I
It can be regarded as a situation of being born in sorrow and dying in happiness. My parents are divorced, and Principal Meng helped me apply for a bunch of scholarships. I can get them all before the start of school, and with government subsidies, I can study with confidence.
University. All the burdens are gone. Of course I also hope that I can live a more relaxed life and don’t think of myself as a top, spinning constantly.”
Qiao Nan really had to endure four whole years before she had the moment of relaxation and peace before her.
Some are relaxed, but who wants to be as tired as an ox all day long?
There is no such person in this world.
"That's right..." Shi Qing didn't know what else she could say to comfort Qiao Nan. After all, Qiao Nan thought about all the situations more clearly and thoroughly than she did. There was no need for her to persuade her, so she was here to comfort her.
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Living in such a family, if Qiao Nan doesn't think too much, imagines more, and works harder, then among the two children of the Qiao family, the one who will be eliminated and sacrificed must be Qiao Nan.
Now that Qiao Nan has the path she wants to take, in order to continue, she must put in ten times more effort and hardship than ordinary people.
At least now, Qiao Nan is successful, and everything she has put in before is worth it.
In the past, Shi Qing might not understand Qiao Nan's situation and the Qiao family's mentality, but under the influence of Qiao Nan, Shi Qing began to understand what kind of society this is, and between people,
What kind of changeable and complex relationships and emotions there are.
It's her luck that her parents only have one child, and they love her wholeheartedly.
As for the grandparents, except for Qiu Chenxi who would be a little biased when she was around, they were usually very good to her.
Zhai Hua, who was lying on the ground and had actually woken up since Shi Qing entered the room, became even more silent after listening to Qiao Nan's words.
It is not unreasonable to say that people have a reputation for self-awareness.
The clearer you are about your situation, the more effort you have to put in to gain everything you want.
If you just sit and wait, no pie will fall in the world, and no one will take the initiative to hold the results in front of you. As a human being, you have to pay to get something!
She seemed to understand a little bit why her parents and Zhai Sheng were so disgusted with Wei De. What Wei De lacked the most in what he did more than a year ago was the reputation of self-knowledge.
Qiao Nan is so young and a little girl. She understands everything and understands it so profoundly, but Wei De, the eldest and the youngest, doesn't seem to understand.
Also, Qiao Nan knows that her parents are partial, so she has to work harder to prove the significance and strength of her existence. Wei Deming knows that her family members don't like him, so he shouldn't work harder and do everything well.
Strive to get full marks for every possible performance and slowly change her family's view of him, right?
All along, Wei De seemed to be asking her to do whatever she wanted so that they could do whatever they wanted in the future.
She rarely heard Wei De say what he wanted to do, and then ask her parents to agree with him and work hard for their future...
The reason why Zhai Hua came to Qiao's house today is that after leaving Zhai's house and not being able to go to Wei De's house, Zhai Hua really didn't know where else he could go, and this place must make him feel relaxed and comfortable.
So Zhai Hua thought that Miao Liang liked coming to Qiao's house very much, so she just came too.
Perhaps, she should also talk to Qiao Nan to relieve her depressed mood.
What Zhai Hua didn't expect was that before she could have a proper chat with Qiao Nan, Qiao Nan and Shi Qing's unintentional confession made her think a little bit better.
There is no need to doubt or hesitate, there is something wrong with Wei De! (To be continued)