Li Qing's house has four tile-roofed houses, and an agricultural motorized tricycle is parked at the door.
There are two trees in the yard, one is a jujube tree and the other is a camphor tree.
At first, the dates are as small as beans, green and cute. As time goes by, they grow up. The fruits fall on the branches. The sunlight turns the dates from green to red. After knocking them down with bamboo poles, they are dried and dried in the sun.
date.
Later, Ruiwen stuffed the dried dates into her body, soaked them until they were round and plump, and then took them out for Li Qing to eat.
Li Qing is born in the 1980s. He has been different from other boys since he entered adolescence. He likes to squat and pee, likes pink clothes, and is as shy and sensitive as a girl. He doesn’t know where he got a book.
He lay on the bed and peeked at bodybuilding magazines. Those muscular men made him blush. He clamped a corner of the quilt with his legs and kept rubbing it. He felt that it was very comfortable. As a male, he had never had an erection before.
Deep inside my heart lives a girl.
This is a large and secretive group, unknown to outsiders.
Li Qing didn't realize that he was a TS. The full name of TS is transsexual.
They wear women's clothes or dress up as women, not to seek sexual stimulation, but because they think they are women in their hearts. Li Qing was strongly dissatisfied with his gender. Once, he took scissors and wanted to cut off the small things on his lower body.
But he didn't dare to take action. In the end, he obeyed the pressure of the world and married Ruiwen.
In fact, few people will get married on their wedding night. Most people's feeling on the wedding day is just one word: tired. At least half of the relatives, friends and guests attending the wedding are unknown to them. You must entertain them with a smile and consider
After seeing every detail of the wedding, I was physically and mentally exhausted and just wanted to fall asleep.
Ruiwen is not a virgin, she has dated two people before, and she has normal sexual needs.
Even though she was very tired on the wedding night, Raven's interest did not diminish at all. This may be related to the sexual harassment during the wedding night. In many places, the wedding night is just a hooliganism. On the wedding day, Raven was hugged and touched by many people, and countless hands were stretched out.
Inside her wedding dress.
After seeing off the guests, the two went to bed. Ruiwen fiddled with the soft thing underneath Li Qing and said, "You're not hard either."
Li Qing nervously covered his lower body with his hands and said, "I'm tired today."
After many years of marriage, both Li Qing and Ruiwen have no children. Li Qing's impotence disease makes it difficult for him to hold his head up at home. Ruiwen is usually bossy, nagging every day, and often criticizes her husband Li Qing to her neighbors. Li Qing wrote in the newspaper
I have read a conjecture about future weapons. Scientists believe that sound bombs and sound missiles will become super weapons on the future battlefield. Li Qing fully agrees with this. He feels that his wife’s nagging is simply unbearable, but he
Always accept the hardships and seek perfection.
In the few years after their marriage, life was very difficult, and the two of them failed to save any money.
Rui Wen is diligent and frugal in housekeeping, and is very economical. She has to roll the toothpaste skin again with a rolling pin to squeeze out the last bit of toothpaste. Whenever it rains, she will go to the market specially, because at this time the vendors are often ready to close the stalls and sell the goods.
It was extremely cheap. Their family was usually vegetarian and rarely bought meat, but Li Qing was very greedy. Once, Li Qing bought a roast chicken and ate it secretly. In the end, he didn't finish it because he was afraid that Riwen would blame him and say that he spent money frivolously.
, he threw half of the roast chicken onto the roof.
When Ruiwen went up to the roof to dry the food, she accidentally discovered the half of the roast chicken and returned to her parents' home in anger.
Ruiwen chattered for a full two hours, constantly telling her father, Lao Ma, about Li Qing's misdeeds over the years. While nagging, she also patted her legs and wiped away her tears. She had not had sex for a long time and had become a middle-aged woman.
women.
Lao Ma said: "Why don't you have children?"
Ruiwen said: "His stuff is not good, he can't be hard."
Lao Ma said: "Oh, let's go to the hospital to see the doctor."
Ruiwen said: "How can we have money? We can't even afford roast chicken."
Lao Ma suggested buying an agricultural motorized tricycle for transportation. Ruiwen went to her two brothers to borrow money. The eldest brother said he had no money, but the second brother said it was okay to borrow money, but he would have to pay interest. Ruiwen was angry and refused to borrow the money, and finally Lao Ma
I got a mortgage from a rural credit cooperative. Because of this, the eldest brother and the second brother had a quarrel with their father. The two unfilial sons refused to interact with their father during the holidays.
After buying a tricycle, Li Qing and Lao Ma went to sell vegetables in other places. The close relationship between son-in-law and father-in-law began from this time.
Li Qing was driving, and Lao Ma was sitting next to him. The cab was a small, enclosed space.
My personal goodwill is increasing day by day. Selling vegetables has increased my income. The two of them ate together and loaded and unloaded vegetables together. They walked through the busy city, passed the back streets, and saw the ruins of ancient temple monuments. Li Qing and Lao Ma were not so much husband-in-laws as they were.
It's better to say they are friends.
Once, the weather was so hot that they were sweating profusely in the cab, and their socks were soaked and sticky. They drove to a fish pond to take a bath, and Lao Ma went into the water wearing only a pair of blue acrylic underwear. Li Qing
It was the first time I saw my father-in-law's body. His father-in-law was not old, and his muscles were very strong due to years of hard work. What was terrible was that his father-in-law had a lot of sexy chest hair on his chest, which was very masculine and gave Li Qing a strong shock in his heart. Li Qing
Recalling the bodybuilding magazines I had read when I was a teenager, I felt flustered. The wet acrylic underwear clung tightly to my father-in-law's body, unable to cover up his ugliness at all, and a stick-like object was clearly visible.
Father-in-law said: "Xiaoqing, get a towel and rub my back."
Li Qing said: "I...I've finished washing."
The father-in-law said: "You kid, I can't reach you on my back."
Li Qing said: "Dad, I'm a little embarrassed."
My father-in-law said: "You look shy, you are not a girl."
Throughout the summer, the two often went to bathe, and their relationship became increasingly close. Li Qing was already infatuated with his father-in-law in his heart, and his father-in-law also regarded Li Qing as his own. However, the mountain of moral ethics could not be overcome.
During that time, Li Qing often trafficked watermelons. He parked his tricycle near the Stone Sculpture Park. The watermelons were very fresh, with green leaves attached, and they were sold out in a short time. As night fell, Lao Ma went home early, and Li Qing sat on the tricycle.
While counting money in the driver's cab, a woman with heavy makeup knocked on the door and came forward to solicit business. Li Qing recognized this person as a man disguised as a woman.
He discovered that there were some cross-dressers near the stone sculpture park.
Li Qing found a sense of identity. Most of the CDs were ugly, but Li Qing felt that they were so beautiful and brave.
The Stone Sculpture Park became a holy place in Li Qing's heart. Li Qing often took detours and deliberately passed by the Stone Sculpture Park just to take a look at them. Li Qing's mentality gradually changed. When no one was at home, he began to secretly wear his wife's clothes.
Put on the skirt, take two steps, turn around, your gait is light, the skirt is flying, and you feel so beautiful.
At that moment, what he was thinking about was his father-in-law. If he could wear a dress and be held in his arms by his father-in-law, it would be worth dying.
Autumn turned to winter, and when the New Year was approaching, Li Qing and his father-in-law pulled a cart of spinach. As they drove to the highway intersection, heavy snow began to fall, and the north wind howled. Li Qing drove the motor tricycle into an octagonal pavilion to escape the snow.
. Several pillars of the pavilion were filled with the words "someone loves someone", with names and dates written all over them. Li Qing looked at the writings and said in his heart, Dad, I love you.
The road was blocked by heavy snow and it was impossible to go back for the time being. Li Qing and Lao Ma checked into a hotel by the road.
The hotel was full and there was only one single room left. The heavy snow led to a lot of romantic affairs and created a strange relationship.
That night, Lao Ma drank some wine, the two of them turned off the lights and went to bed.
The bed was not big, so they could only sit next to each other. Lao Ma was wearing underpants, while Li Qing was wearing autumn clothes and long trousers.
Lao Ma said: "Xiaoqing, take off your long johns. How tiring it is to sleep in long johns."
Li Qing said shyly: "Dad, I don't..."
Lao Ma said: "How is your illness?"
Li Qing said: "I went to the hospital and was prescribed a bunch of medicine and am taking it now."
Lao Ma said: "I'm confused, you are a man, why can't you do it?"
Li Qing said: "Dad, let me talk to you."
Lao Ma said: "You tell me."
Li Qing hesitated and remained silent for a long time, feeling very embarrassed. After a while, he plucked up the courage and whispered: "Dad, I haven't told anyone. I don't know why, I haven't been interested in women since I was a child. I feel that I
It’s just women, I like men.”
In the darkness, Li Qing couldn't see Lao Ma's expression. He thought his father-in-law would be shocked, but his father-in-law said calmly: "No wonder you are so good to me. It turns out that you are like this. Don't touch those older girls and younger ones."
It’s your daughter-in-law’s idea, but you will get into big trouble, and it won’t be worth a beating for her husband, and you might even lose your life.”
Li Qing said: "I still have a secret."
Lao Ma said: "What?"
Li Qing held Lao Ma's hand under the quilt and put it inside his long johns. Lao Ma trembled as if he was electrocuted. Li Qing actually wore silk stockings under his long johns, which felt very slippery. Li Qing blushed with embarrassment.
I want to be buried in the old horse's arms
, but he didn’t dare after all, so he turned around and curled up like a kitten, with his butt facing the old horse. The old horse sighed and hugged him.
We believe that there is true love between same-sex people, so we must accept the fact that they are in love.
This kind of love is extremely embarrassing, this kind of love is difficult to talk about.
The next day, nothing seemed to happen to them.
On the third day, Li Qing boldly drove in high heels and secretly wore his wife's bra under his autumn clothes.
From then on, the two of them were inseparable, and they could be seen rubbing elbows with each other by the river, in the woods, and under the bridge. Lao Ma lived alone, and Li Qing sometimes stayed at Lao Ma's house. He closed the door tightly and finally got his wish.
After putting on the skirt, when cooking, Lao Ma would hug Li Qing from behind and quietly put his hand into the skirt.
The fire is burning day by day. No one knows about the love between the son-in-law and his father-in-law, and there is no flaw in it.
Ruiwen was eager to have a son. In addition to taking her husband to the hospital for medical treatment, she was also looking for home remedies. She heard the secret of raising jujubes from an old Chinese medicine doctor. Li Qing initially refused to eat this food, but Ruiwen coerced and induced him, so he had to take it.
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Raven asked: "Is it delicious? What does it taste like?"
Li Qing replied: "It smells a bit fishy."
Ruiwen said: "My cousin is getting married in a few days, and he said he brought you a box of medicine, which is produced abroad."
Li Qing said: "I really don't want to eat it."
Ruiwen said: "Combining Chinese and Western medicine, you will definitely be able to cure your disease."
Maybe it was the result of folk remedies and medicines, or maybe it was the stimulation of being with Lao Ma, but Li Qing's condition gradually improved and he was able to have a slight erection. After taking the pickled dates for a week, he actually became erect and showed his male prowess for the first time.
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Lao Ma decisively proposed breaking up. He said to Li Qing: "We can't get along any better in the future."
Li Qing was stunned and asked: "Why? Dad, don't do this."
Lao Ma said, "Now that you have recovered from your illness, it's time to give birth to a baby. What's the deal between us?"
Li Qing said angrily: "No, Dad, I will never separate from you even if I die."
For the sake of his daughter Ruiwen, Lao Ma broke up and ended the unfaithful relationship. Since then, the relationship between Li Qing and Lao Ma has deteriorated. No matter how shamelessly Li Qing begged and tried hard and soft, his father-in-law Lao Ma would not
Let’s sell vegetables with the truck again.
Li Qing was devastated and his mood was extremely bad. It was like a serious illness, and he endured the pain of lovesickness every day.
While driving, the place around him was empty and his father-in-law was not there, so he shed tears silently.
On the day of the incident, during the wedding banquet, Lao Ma hardly spoke to Li Qing and his attitude was very cold. Li Qing drank to drown his sorrows and became drunk. When he returned home, Lao Ma's bicycle was broken and Li Qing wanted to give it away.
However, he was rejected. Li Qing was unwilling to give in and drove a motorized tricycle to catch up with Lao Ma near the Stone Sculpture Park.
Li Qing said with red eyes: "Dad, you are so heartless."
Lao Ma said: "I am doing it for your own good."
Li Qing's tears flowed down. He clenched his fists and said, "I will never find someone like you again."
Lao Ma said: "Let's do it one last time. Don't bother me anymore."
There was a toolbox in Li Qing's motorized tricycle, which was locked and contained a set of women's clothing. He parked the car in a secluded area of the park and changed into women's clothing in the cab. Lao Ma was waiting impatiently outside.
Li Qingcai appeared elegantly in a skirt.
Li Qing and Lao Ma walked into the grass deep in the park. This last madness was motivated by revenge. Li Qing was uncharacteristically not playing the role of being violated as before, but viciously suppressed Lao Ma under him.
Lao Ma had suffered from hemorrhoids before and was in extreme pain. He wanted to break away, but Li Qing strangled Lao Ma's neck with his arms. While hitting him, he gritted his teeth and said: "The last time, you said, the last time..."
The old horse struggled desperately, but Li Qing strangled him tightly. After finishing, Li Qing found that the old horse was motionless and already dead.
Li Qing admitted to the police that he committed murder intentionally and did not kill his father-in-law by mistake. Because love breeds hatred, he thought, destroy what you can't get. After the murder, Li Qing's hatred did not go away. He destroyed the body and smashed it with stones.
Lao Ma's lower body was rotten. In order to avoid the police's attack, he hid Lao Ma's clothes in the sand and threw his bicycle and high heels into the garbage pool.
Li Qing truthfully confessed the case and made his last request. He said: "What I did deserves to be shot. When you shoot me, can you... let me put on women's clothes and hope that I will be reborn as a woman in my next life?"
