Kaikai looked up at Sun Jingxian and said after a while: "Have you thought about it clearly? Doesn't your father object? I can't imitate other people's romance, and I may not be sentimental. Can you bear it?"
It was not that Kaikai had not thought about it during this period, and he had also thought about working hard, but when Mommy came to his office that day with the newspaper, he knew that he and Sun Jingxian were really over.
Whether Sun Jingxian was forced by her parents or for other reasons, she did date many men during this period.
Needless to say, Mommy will definitely not be able to accept Sun Jingxian anymore. The other one is grandma. Back then, Mommy was like her and grandma couldn't accept it. Now, in the eyes of grandma, Sun Jingxian, who is dating different men all day long, is even more unacceptable.
bad.
"I only want you to only have me in your heart." Sun Jingxian hesitated for a moment before saying.
These days, being coaxed and pampered by men feels really good, just like a queen. But she also knows that it is really impossible for Kaikai to be coaxed and pampered by other men, let alone
Accommodate yourself like other men do.
"Xiaoxian, does your father know you are here today?"
Ouyang Mingkai looked at Sun Jingxian and asked. Falling in love should be very easy, not so tiring.
"Let's work hard together, and dad will definitely agree." Kaikai's words made Sun Jingxian more and more panicked. She felt that Kaikai was moving away from him little by little, as if he was about to leave her world.
Ouyang Mingkai wanted to say yes, but something seemed to be stuck in his throat and he couldn't make a sound.
Seeing that Kaikai remained silent for a long time, Sun Jingxian asked tremblingly: "Is it because of her?"
Ouyang Mingkai was stunned and looked at Sun Jingxian without knowing why, but Sun Jingxian obviously misunderstood, lowered her head, and turned around with all her self-control.
"Did you sleep with her?" Sun Jingxian held the door with her hand, biting her lip and asked.xdw8
Hearing these words, Ouyang Mingkai realized what the 'her' Sun Jingxian mentioned just now was referring to. He said with a bit of annoyance: "What did you say?"
"Did I say something wrong? Aren't you already together? We went to the hospital together, bought cakes to celebrate together, bought toys together..."
After hearing about the hospital and cake, Ouyang Mingkai finally understood what Sun Jingxian was talking about, but the more he did, the angrier he became.
Not to mention that they were once boyfriend and girlfriend, they also had a superior-subordinate relationship. In Sun Jingxian's eyes, is Ouyang Mingkai that kind of man?
"Sun Jingxian, you mean Secretary Zhao? In your eyes, I, Ouyang Mingkai, am the 'kind' of man?"
Ouyang Mingkai stood up, with unspeakable disappointment in his heart. He walked up to Sun Jingxian and said again: "From the time you came to the company, to the time we became boyfriend and girlfriend, to the time we broke up, apart from kissing you, have I done anything else?"
Have you ever done anything disrespectful?"
Sun Jingxian wanted to say, it's because you have already received it, and men will never cherish what they have received.
Seeing Sun Jingxian biting her lip and not answering, Ouyang Mingkai was once again disappointed and said: "Go back, maybe you and I are not suitable at all."
Tears burst out of Sun Jingxian's eyes, and she felt humiliated. She had already come to sue for peace in such a low voice, why couldn't he say a few nice words? Did she say it wrong? It was written like this in the newspapers.
When they went to a restaurant to eat together, the reporter asked them if they were boyfriend and girlfriend, and he admitted it generously. Wouldn't it be the same this time? If he hadn't admitted it, would the reporter have written like that?
"Mommy is indeed right. Once a man gets it, he won't cherish it anymore, hahaha..." Sun Jingxian laughed angrily.
If Sun Jingxian suddenly said this before, Kaikai would definitely not understand, but now he understands a little bit. The expression on his face suddenly turned cold, and the feeling of not being trusted made him a little annoyed.
"Sun Jingxian, what you want to do is your business, but please don't insult others."
"Insulted? Do you think I insulted you?"
Ouyang Mingkai's denial caused Sun Jingxian's suppressed emotions to explode. She suddenly raised her head, grabbed his clothes and yelled: "Ouyang Mingkai, yes, I love you, but that doesn't mean you can trample on my dignity.
I know that you had sex with me because you saved me, but no matter what, it was my first time..."
Ouyang Mingkai's face became even more ugly. Only then did he remember what his brother once said.
He did not explain immediately. He kept listening to Sun Jingxian's accusation and looking at her tearful eyes. He remembered that his brother once said that women have an inexplicable obsession with their first man. Is it possible that Sun Jingxian is better than him?
Is that also because of this?
"Sun Jingxian, the reason why you 'like' me and even come to work in Huatian is because I am your...first man?"
Ouyang Mingkai used the word "like" at this time. In his opinion, if it is because of this ridiculous reason, then Sun Jingxian's so-called "love" really needs to be reconsidered.
"There is...part of the reason. No girl can forget her first man. I..."
"Okay, you don't have to say it anymore. If it's because of this, then you can reconsider. Five years ago, I did save you, but not in the way you thought. If it was before that, or even after that,
, you have never had another man, so at this time, your first time is still there..."
Sun Jingxian looked at Kaikai in shock, unable to digest it for a moment. For her, Ouyang Mingkai's words at this time were a bit hurtful. At this moment, Sun Jingxian also felt the pain of being misunderstood and distrusted.
"What are you talking about? Ouyang Mingkai, are you really such a coward? Do you dare not admit what you have done?"
Sun Jingxian's mind was in chaos, but no matter what, she would remember it correctly. When she woke up that day, they were lying on the same bed. She had no clothes on her body, and there was blood on the sheets...
Ouyang Dankai took a deep breath and finally understood what a big mistake this was.
"If you are here because of what happened back then, then I can tell you that I didn't do anything to you that night except letting you soak in cold water."
Hearing Kaikai's "denial", Sun Jingxian felt that Kaikai treated her as a fool.
"Didn't you take off my clothes?"
"Do you have to do anything to take off your clothes? Besides, you basically took off the clothes on your body by yourself back then, but later it was just because your clothes were wet... I'm a mysophobia, and I don't want to wet the bed."
"You're talking nonsense, what about the blood on the bed? When I left, I clearly saw blood on the sheets."
Sun Jingxian was shocked. The truth was so different from what she thought. It shouldn't be like this, it shouldn't be like this.
"That's my blood, you bit it"
"Your blood haha" Sun Jingxian felt that her world suddenly collapsed.
"Ouyang Mingkai haha, you are Liu Xiahui haha"
"I said, I have mysophobia. In that case, I will not risk myself."
He didn't want to hurt people too much, so Kaikai didn't say that all kinds of sexually transmitted diseases were rampant, and he didn't want to die because of temporary pleasure. Besides, he not only had mysophobia physically, but also had mysophobia mentally.
At this time, Ouyang Mingkai felt a little regretful. He would have known that it was really the reason mentioned by his younger brother.
Before agreeing to become boyfriend and girlfriend, he should have made it clear to Sun Jingxian first, so that it would not be so painful.
"So, all this time, it was all my own wishful thinking. All this time, it was all my self-righteousness. You simply..."
"That's enough, you don't have to do this, Sun Jingxian, you don't have to do this." Ouyang Mingkai grabbed Sun Jingxian who was pulling her hair. He didn't want to hurt her, but if she decided to be his girlfriend because of 'that' reason
, that’s not necessary.
"I know, I just need to think about it carefully. Can you give me some time?" Sun Jingxian regained her senses under Ouyang Mingkai's loud shouting, but her mind was really confused for a while.
After all, we had been together for a while, and seeing that Sun Jingxian was no longer so 'crazy', she felt a little distressed, so she said lightly: "I'll take you back."
Sun Jingxian shook her head, "No, I can go back by myself. Don't you have an appointment with Miss Zhao?"
Opening the door, Sun Jingxian was a little lost. Her mind was very confused, very confusing, and very strange. In the past five years, no matter how hard she tried to think about it, she could not recall the memory of that night. But at this time, certain scenes were in her mind.
Appeared.
"I'll tell Secretary Zhao, let's go." Ouyang Mingkai came out and wanted to tell Zhao Ruijie about changing the time for dinner, but he didn't see her.
"Thanks."
Maybe it was because she knew the truth, or maybe she was still feeling confused at this moment, but Sun Jingxian's words were obviously a little more alienated, completely different from when she came.
She got into Ouyang Mingkai's car again, but her mood was completely different at this time. Looking at Ouyang Mingkai's profile, Sun Jingxian felt mixed emotions in her heart. She thought, had God made a joke on her?
She had always thought that Ouyang Mingkai was the one in her life, but now...
At this time, she just wanted to cry happily, but she could no longer cry in front of Ouyang Mingkai, so she had to endure it.
"If I'm not going back to my parents' place, I'd better go to my apartment in the city." Seeing that Ouyang Mingkai was about to send her back to her parents' place, Sun Jingxian said immediately.
Ouyang Mingkai nodded, turned around at the intersection, and looked sideways at Sun Jingxian from time to time. Seeing that she was quiet and not crying, he felt a little better.
"Ms. Zhao is a very nice person, isn't she?"
When they were about to arrive, Sun Jingxian suddenly said.
Ouyang Mingkai was stunned. In fact, he didn't want to answer, but Sun Jingxian asked three times in a row.
"Well, she is excellent, kind and simple, a good subordinate, and..."
"This is the first time I've seen you praise a girl so much. It seems that Miss Zhao is really good, but it's not easy to be your secretary."
Sun Jingxian smiled bitterly. She had put in so much effort to be so close to Ouyang Mingkai. What about Miss Zhao? Is she the same?