Lin Yutong brought out the meal for Fourth Master, put on his own clothes, and said: "This matter cannot be delayed, we really have to do it quickly. Otherwise, it will become more and more unpleasant and bad for everyone. I will go to He Tian to talk to him right away.
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Fourth Master grabbed her and said, "Put on the scarf."
Of course, if you want to talk privately, you have to talk outside. No matter how quiet you are in this building, there will always be times when someone accidentally overhears you.
Lin Yutong let her fourth master bring her a scarf, but she kept talking, "After dinner, tell them to stop watching TV and go to bed early."
The fourth master responded before sending her out.
There were still people coming and going in the building. Lin Yutong did not avoid anyone. He said in the corridor: "Sister He, do you have the key to the office? I left something in the office. Please accompany me to get it."
one time."
In an important place like the office, one is not allowed to go there alone after get off work. Unless someone is accompanying you, you can only go up after registering downstairs. It was late at night, and it was reasonable for Lin Yutong to find his only female colleague to accompany him.
There was no answer from inside. After waiting for half a minute, the door opened directly. He Tian came out fully dressed and locked the door.
This didn't happen before. I don't know since when, He Tian also had the habit of locking the door.
"Let's go." She stepped forward without any intention of asking any more questions.
After walking out of the corridor, the wind blew in front of him, bringing snowflakes with him. Lin Yutong shrank his shoulders and felt as if his whole body had fallen into an ice cellar.
The two walked towards the office building, and with the sound of footsteps, the snow under their feet also crunched.
"Do you still want to go forward?" He Tian stopped, looked around the empty space, and then said: "It's not very convenient to talk in the office. There are other people living in the building. It's nice here."
Lin Yutong raised his eyebrows, "Do you know why I'm looking for you?"
"I heard Master Yun went to your house, and he had just left before you came to find me." He Tian's voice was low, and in the open place, Lin Yutong could barely hear it clearly.
Her words gave Lin Yutong the feeling of meeting a "crazy man". What does it mean to "hear" where he went?
In the corridor, among the noisy footsteps coming and going, I can hear the footsteps of Master Izuyun. Isn't this considered crazy?
For a moment, Lin Yutong found it difficult to answer the phone.
After pondering for a long time, Lin Yutong said: "Sister He, Master Yun has his concerns."
This is already a rejection, even if it is said politely.
He Tian turned to look at Lin Yutong. Even with the snow light, they still couldn't see each other's expressions clearly.
"Concern? What concern?" He Tianyi said, standing upright, as if a sharp sword was about to be unsheathed at any time.
Lin Yutong also looked at He Tian, "Sister He, you know Master Yun's ex-wife and son, right?"
He Tian hummed and asked, "What? He still can't let go of his ex-wife?"
"That's not true." Lin Yutong shook his head and took a deep breath, "The relationship between husband and wife can be dissolved. Even if there is affection, the relationship between husband and wife can be forgotten as time goes by. But the relationship between father and son cannot be dissolved. Blood and family ties can't be dissolved.
I can’t let go. Master Yun also has a son. Besides, Master Yun wants to arrange for this son to be with him. In this case, the problem is not simply between you and him. You can understand this."
He Tian nodded to show that he understood. He said with a tone that made people feel sad: "Son? Yes, he has a son."
Lin Yutong didn't know what He Tian meant by saying this, so he could only respond lightly.
He Tian laughed and said, "I also had a son, but it's a pity that he died before he came to this world."
The five-month-old fetus has already determined its gender, and Lin Yutong suddenly feels a little uncomfortable.
"If he could survive and come into this world smoothly, he would be more than ten years old now. He would be able to carry his schoolbag to school and call me mom when he comes back. He would be able to act coquettishly with me for just two cents of pocket money." He Tian's
The voice was not high and floated along the wind to Lin Yutong's ears.
She felt a chill on her face. It turned out that tears were flowing down involuntarily.
"I understand Master Yun. Really." He Tian looked into the distance, "I also want to find a man like Master Yun." She turned to look at Lin Yutong, "You must think that I can't forget you." As she said,
She chuckled lightly, "Everyone thinks I can't forget him in my heart." She smiled sarcastically, "I can't forget her. I've been young, I've been, I've been longing for it. Everything related to beauty has his shadow.
.But, I hate him even more.”
Lin Yutong looked at He Tian and did not disturb her.
"He died, and he died so lightly. He left me, who was pregnant, to seek death." He Tian's voice was trembling, "It's so easy to die. As soon as you close your eyes, all the pain and troubles are gone. But he thought
Have you ever thought about me? Have you ever thought about the child in my belly? No! If only he could have thought more carefully, he would not have sought death so easily. At that time, so many people were killed, but everyone survived, even me.
Why can't he be stronger and hold on? Just think it's for me and the child."
"Actually, we were classmates with Zhang Gexin, and we were assigned to work together in the institute. Now everyone thinks Zhang Gexin is useless, but he managed to survive those years. But what about him? He who was once so high-spirited, could only
It’s just a pile of bones.”
"I sometimes feel that in those days, a man who could let his wife go without hesitation was considered a real man. When he was suffering, he did not drag his wife and children down. The man who after the disaster passed, he only wanted to make up for it.
, is a thousand times, ten thousand times better than that kind of man who has no responsibility and can only cowardly escape."
Her voice softened, "Master Yun, you are better than him."
If you think about it this way, it’s actually not wrong.
At that time, there were many ways to punish people. If you did not draw clear boundaries, you would not be able to live a peaceful life.
At that time, there were many people getting divorced. Some, like Han Chunxia and Yin Changtian, had really drawn a clear line. Others were pretending to be divorced in order not to be implicated.
But sometimes, what is false can become true.
After all, this separation lasts for ten years. In ten years, anything can happen.
It is understandable for a woman to marry and find someone to share the burden of life when she has children with poor family backgrounds and no living security.
Lin Yutong doesn't know which situation Master Yun's ex-wife belongs to. In fact, after going through those years, it doesn't matter what situation she was in.
These people are much better than those who abandon their loved ones and seek death in search of relief.
Lin Yutong did not refute these words, but just said: "But Master Yun...his son's mood must be considered. A child leaves his father when he is young. When time passes and returns to his father, he is already an adult.
The relationship gap of more than ten years cannot be filled overnight. If it is just the father and son, then the problem is simple. But if Master Yun remarries in the meantime, the children will have no sense of belonging here. Dad
A family, a mother, a family...Master Yun should have taken this into consideration."
He Tian nodded, "For the sake of the child. This reason is valid. I can wait for him until his son gets married, has his own family, and will no longer be strongly dependent on his parents. At that time, that's okay too."
"But Master Yun is almost fifty." Lin Yutong looked at He Tian, "And you, Sister He, are still very young. If you find someone of the same age, you can still have your own children. At your current age, it is difficult to raise
It is not a problem for your children to grow up, to raise a family for them, and to see your grandchildren born. But Master Yun... even if you have children, he is also afraid, afraid that he will not wait until your children grow up, and is afraid that you will still be in the middle of the road. They all say yes.
The young man and his wife come to keep him company all the time. How can he bear to leave you alone?"
"Child?" He Tian took a deep breath, "He's still thinking far ahead. But so what, it's not like I don't have a job, and it's not like I can't afford to raise a child. I've been through such difficult times, so it makes no sense now.
Now that my life has improved, I am no longer timid. I am not a young girl, I have long passed the age of impulsiveness. I have made my decision after thinking about these things again and again. I am not afraid, so what is he afraid of?"
Lin Yutong was speechless and didn't know what to say.
Besides, it may hinder others from pursuing happiness.
"I'm conveying Master Yun's intention. As for matters between you, we can't overstep our authority and make decisions for others. I will convey your intention to Master Yun. In addition, people's words are scary. He is afraid that this gossip will affect you.
..." Before Lin Yutong could finish his words, He Tian waved his hand and interrupted, "I understand. I won't talk to him alone until he doesn't reply."
Lin Yutong breathed a sigh of relief. The task he had entrusted to him was finally completed.
"I..." He Tian paused, as if he didn't know how to speak, and after a long time he said, "I play the violin pretty well. If the children like it, ask them to come to me." After saying that, Lin Yutong was afraid that he wouldn't play the violin well.
He promised in a general way: "I saw Master Yun teaching foreign languages to them, and I thought that your education of children is still different from others. Although music is not as practical as foreign languages, but..."
Her tone was a little urgent, as if she wanted to express something, but she seemed embarrassed.
"Okay." Lin Yutong responded quickly, "Nowadays, there are really not many teachers who can teach these musical instruments."
He Tian breathed a sigh of relief and then smiled: "Many young people have begun to like playing guitar. I can also teach this. As long as the children are interested."
When the topic of children came up, both of them felt much more relaxed. They supported each other all the way back.
Lin Yutong felt that He Tian was probably used to being isolated and seldom communicated with others. He seemed to be particularly afraid of loneliness.
It probably took me a long time to summon the courage to call the children over today.
When Lin Yutong came back, a layer of snow fell on her shoulders. The fourth master dusted off the snow and put her down jacket on the radiator. He handed the ginger soup to Lin Yutong and then asked, "Why does it take so long? Everyone said
what?"
Lin Yutong leaned back on the sofa and sighed leisurely, "It's really hard to say..." (. )