Chapter one hundred and fifty second heart disorder
Both children are hard-working children, but Chen Liquan is a descendant of the working class after all. The teacher and the workers' propaganda team have to be more cautious about the public. In addition, Chen Liquan has inherited his father's open-minded and generous temperament, and he is very open-minded to those who don't understand.
He never takes things seriously. He usually only listens to Master's words and knows when to hide and give in. Therefore, he can still resist in such a difficult situation.
But Hong Yanwu was really miserable.
First of all, everything he experienced now reminded him clearly of the time when his home was ransacked and his parents and relatives were beaten together.
In the past, he once misunderstood his parents, thinking that his father was too weak and his mother was too timid. But today's personal pain made him fully understand the panic of his parents, and also understood what his unacquainted presumptuousness meant to the family. He understood better.
For people like them, there is no difference between weakness and bravery at all. They are simply unable to fight against the entire power. If they want to survive, if they want to live, the only choice is to be weak and surrender.
But on the other hand, understanding this made him feel even more frightened and afraid from the bottom of his bones. The pain he had forgotten in the past and the pain that cut into his skin today were both driving him crazy, putting him in a state of extreme fear and fear.
In pain.
Therefore, for a long period of time, he had nightmares almost every night, dreaming about himself being executed by many of his classmates from the "Red Category 5". Either someone would lift him and throw him into the reservoir, or they would all throw him into the oil tank.
They pressed him into the pot, and some people even used knives to cut his flesh bit by bit. But he always woke up shouting loudly, and he was covered in cold sweat when he woke up.
Secondly, Hong Yanwu has also grown up, and the arrival of puberty has made him both sensitive and cautious. And since Chang Xianzhang made him fall in love with reading, he has become more and more fond of thinking about problems. Even among the books he has read, there are no
There is no answer that can solve the many doubts at present. But the more he can't figure it out, the more he likes to get into trouble.
For example, he didn't understand that when the school was overhauled in the past, the teachers were beaten as if they were grandchildren by the "red five categories" children. Now that the feng shui has changed, why do the teachers still like these things?
The "Five Red Categories", on the other hand, show their viciousness towards people like him who have never laid a finger on them? Isn't this mean?
In addition, "Huozi" and the second brother Heizi are both game masters who flaunt their "righteousness". But shouldn't those real heroes sympathize with the weak and help the weak? Then why did "Huozi" treat him so badly?
He killed the killer in pain, but the second brother Heizi was unwilling to stand up for him? Could it be that they were just talking and had no mercy at all?
Also, shouldn’t all heroes with strong martial arts skills roam the world and be proud of the world? But why did Yue Fei, Yue Yun and Zhang Xian die unjustly in Fengbo Pavilion, and why did Song Jiang, Li Kui and Hua Rong succumb to death?
Liaoerwa. Do heroes always have bad endings?
If these are ancient people, then fine. But why is it that even Mr. Yu himself is so timid and only talks about the four words "bearing humiliation and bearing the burden" all day long? How frustrating this is!
What's more, in today's era, artillery and tanks are the mainstream. In vain, Master Yu talks about the importance of "platoon fighting skills" when he teaches skills, but this thing still cannot let him defeat the enemy with an outnumbered enemy. No matter how well he practices, he will still be defeated.
Did someone fall down for the photo?
From this point of view, maybe Master Yu strictly forbids them from fighting with others because the old man was bragging. His so-called "kung fu" cannot hit anyone at all. So even if he learned all the skills from Master Yu, what use would it be?
?But he is still a little wretch, an unlucky guy. Moreover, he is still a fool who has been deceived!
In addition to these, Hong Yanwu did not understand a series of issues related to his family background. He had no idea how big the problems in his family were, and he was actually openly declared an enemy by almost the entire society.
What's even more difficult to say to others is that despite being repeatedly insulted and bullied in school, he knew he shouldn't. He began to feel resentment towards his family, why he was born in this family, and why his father didn't just leave.
After all, he resented why his mother did not draw a clear line with his father. He even felt that his teachers and the labor propaganda team treated Chen Liquan better than him. Gradually, he even disliked this good friend who shared the same hardships with him.
But how did all this happen? They are obviously the same people, why is there a difference between black and red?
Are his parents really guilty? Have they really done evil things of exploiting the people and taking advantage of the people? Why do Auntie, Uncle Deyuan and Master Yu over there always say they are good people?
And... what about the future? What will happen in the future?
Will this kind of life go on forever? Is he destined to live without dignity and rely on making fun of others?
Even if he tries harder to be a good person, will the name "Black Zai" follow him for the rest of his life? When they grow up, will Quanzi no longer regard him as a friend?
In short, this series of troubling doubts and the daily "inferior" life seemed to constitute a huge pressure cooker, trapping Hong Yanwu's entire being and cooking inside. And this kind of oppression from all directions made him unforgettable.
His personality also began to change. From then on, he quickly became taciturn and lifeless. He always had a gloomy face and would be in a daze when nothing happened.
At the same time, because he was petty, he stubbornly regarded Master Yu as a liar. Even when practicing wrestling, he had no energy at all, and his daily practice became perfunctory.
Again, Master Yu knows how to teach his disciples how to strengthen their external limbs, but he doesn't know how to teach his disciples how to break through mental barriers and build a strong heart.
When the old man saw Hong Yanwu in this confused and lost state, although he was furious, he also felt sorry for his misfortune. In addition, as people get older, their tempers will soften. Since you know that hitting him is useless, why bother to follow him?
How can he, a man who has lost his soul, compete?
Therefore, Master Yu did not force Hong Yanwu to practice. As a master, the only thing he could do was to leave some heartfelt words, hoping that the apprentice could figure it out on his own and get out of the knot as soon as possible.
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This is what Yu Ye said, "It is your destiny to be born in such a family. There is nothing wrong with that. You have to admit it! When someone is born, he is the master, but you are not, so you have to be willing to accept it! But this does not mean that you are a bastard.
The reason for life is that we practice wrestling so that we don’t get knocked down. Even if we fall down, we have to get up! If you are willing to be like this for the rest of your life, old or dead, that’s your business. That’s all you do
Go ahead and mess around! But if you still have ambition, think about one day being able to stand upright and live like a human being with your head held high and your chest high! Boy, just stand up for me! Practice hard!
"
But unfortunately, due to the lack of trust, Hong Yanwu disappointed Master Yu. He gave the master the most unpromising answer and slipped away like mud...
Things often turn around suddenly. Two months later, an unexpected incident finally touched Hong Yanwu greatly and gave his dry mind a glimmer of life.
It was one afternoon during the winter vacation of the first grade of junior high school. Just after lunch at Master Yu’s house, someone hurriedly knocked on the door of Master Yu’s courtyard.
Hong Yanwu recognized the person who was coming. He was the second son of Mr. Yu's friend Li Yaochen, and they would call him "Second Master Uncle" in terms of seniority. The reason for coming was because many rebels came to the Li family to make trouble, and they came to ask Mr. Yu to calm down the trouble.
It turns out that a group of teachers and students came to the sports school. Not only did they say that Li Yaochen was a swindler, but they also wanted to force the Li family to compete in martial arts in the name of breaking the "martial arts superstition." But their real purpose was
I don't know where I got the news, and I came here specifically to snatch the "Zhanlu" sword from the Li family.
According to common sense, Li Yaochen, who frequently visited Huairen Hall and had many apprentices, would never be bullied even though he was over ninety years old. However, this was an extraordinary period, and Li Yaochen had worked as a disciple for twenty years.
The teaching work of the Ninth Route Army was affected, and he had been ill in bed for a long time. In addition, the sons of the Li family had limited talents in martial arts, and their disciples had not visited for a long time, so it was difficult to protect the treasure.
He sent a verbal message asking Master Yu for help. This is really a helpless sadness.
This matter rarely aroused Hong Yanwu's interest, because although he didn't really know the detailed history of the "Zhanlu" sword, from "Shuo Yue Zhuan", he knew that this sword was a famous ancient sword made by Ou Yezi.
The sword was once obtained by Yue Fei. But on the other hand, he scorned the words of this "Second Master Uncle".
Because he remembered that when he and Chen Liquan had just become apprentices, they were taken by Master Yu to visit Li Yaochen. While Hong Yanwu was kowtowing, he only felt that the old man lying on the bed was sick and there was nothing legendary about it.
The spirit of the "King of Escorts".
Naturally, he was very disappointed with this. He didn't believe that this old man with a long beard and white beard had ever been a distinguished guest of the country's leader, nor did he believe how powerful his "Wuji Sword" would be. In addition, today
When this happened, the contempt in his heart became even more serious, and he concluded that Li Yaochen was also a "liar" like Master Yu.