"Later, when I was seventeen, 'Sister Agou' passed away, and I only had 'Aunt Bao' to depend on... This is my past, my family, and the reason why I embarked on this path. 1
Five ten, to be honest... you should understand now..."
After saying that, "Tang Xin'er" leaned back on the chair very tiredly.
She lowered her eyelids, tears stained her haggard face again, and her black hair was scattered behind her head.
silence.
Hong Yanwu listened to the end and didn't even say a word in the middle.
Until now, he was still digesting her life experience, although the questions he had just now were almost all clarified.
This is Tang Xin, the poor "sugar heart"!
A girl who was left alone and suffered a lot due to irresponsible and estranged parents.
A girl who extremely lacks family warmth but is full of fear of marriage.
A strong girl who can only struggle alone in society.
A woman who was three years older than him, but quite weak and did not dare to long for the future.
After experiencing these ordeals, her heart was scarred and she was riddled with illnesses.
Although her face always looks radiant and unparalleled, who could have known that there was such misery hidden behind it.
He originally thought that he was miserable and his family was unfortunate enough. But when compared with "Sugar Heart", he had nothing to complain about.
At least his misfortune was only caused by the times. His family loved each other, and in the time of poverty and humiliation, he could still have the warmth from his relatives.
But "Tang Xin'er" has always been so lonely and so difficult. Her life experience and experiences are simply sad and heartbreaking!
Alas, I don't know how many bitter tears "Tang Xin'er" has shed since she was a child, and how much sorrow and sorrow she has condensed.
It is completely conceivable that because of such an experience, when he ignored her and boldly broke through the last line when she was unprepared. For her, how could she guess based on the psychology of other girls?
Woolen cloth?
The mental pressure and psychological burden she feels must be far more, heavier, and more panicked than others.
He really regretted it, regretted his impulse to just have fun...
"Xiao Wu..."
"Tang Xin'er" who seemed to have fallen asleep suddenly spoke, and another string of tears fell quietly.
"I know that you have always been curious about my past. I didn't tell you this, not because I wanted to hide it, but because I really didn't want to think about it anymore. I was also a little afraid that you would look down on me. Now, there is nothing to hide from you.
If you want to know anything in the future, I will tell you..."
She still had her eyes closed and her voice was very soft. But if she opened her eyes at this time, she would definitely see Hong Yanwu's face full of guilt.
Hong Yanwu slowly sat down next to "Tang Xin'er" and wanted to say something, but he couldn't formulate the appropriate words several times.
She still didn't move or open her eyes, and it was completely obvious that she was feeling tired.
Hong Yanwu finally couldn't help but slowly stretched out his hand, tremblingly brushed her cheek, and gently wiped away the tears of "Tang Xin'er".
"Actually, actually... you should have told me earlier. If I had known this earlier, I would have loved you more and treated you better. I will tell you that you don't have to be afraid of the future..."
"Tang Xin'er" slowly opened her eyes, and her long eyelashes swept across Hong Yanwu's palm, which was wiping the corners of her eyes.
Hong Yanwu quickly stopped.
But those big, resentful and pretty eyes were staring at him longingly.
"What did you say? I didn't hear..."
"I said, if I had known earlier, I would have been nicer to you, loved you more, and would never have been so reckless... But it doesn't matter. We can still be sure of the future, right? I can tell you. You don't have to worry about anything.
We will definitely be very good in the future. We will never be like your parents..."
"In the future? How can you be sure?"
"Yes! In the future! I'm sure!"
"No, why don't you understand? Many things in life are uncertain. I'm older than you, and I will definitely grow old faster than you. If life is really miserable, one day you dislike me..."
"No! Don't say that! What about me? To put it this way, I am far from worthy of you. In the eyes of others, I will always be a two-worker. If you are with me, you will be looked down upon by others in the future.
Do you feel aggrieved?"
"That...that's different. I will never...I know you, you are different from the people I know. You are capable, you know everything, not to mention myself..."
"No, you are wrong. These are not the key. The two people's feelings and the same pursuit of life are the most important. To be honest, if I compare with others, I may have nothing more to give you except money.
I also know that all couples in the world will have disagreements or even disputes, and their passion will always fade one day. So just relying on these, I really can't guarantee that you will always be satisfied with me..."
When Hong Yanwu said this, he immediately changed his low tone and continued speaking very gently and very actively.
"...But I, I am willing. I am willing to give you more things, and you deserve more things. That is a truly warm home. From now on, I will not only be your friend, your husband, but also
He is a relative you can always rely on and rely on. We will have our own children. I know my responsibilities, and I will try my best to be a good husband and a good father! I want our children to be the happiest in the world.
Growing up in a family, I will use time and practical actions to prove that I am a person worthy of your trust for life..."
Hong Yanwu's statement was sincere and resolute, but it was not as vague as most young people. On the contrary, it was very objective and practical. This kind of maturity that does not match his age completely exceeded the expectations of "Tang Xin'er".
"you……?"
She stared at him with wide eyes, speechless for a while.
"You, you, what are you? Remember, I have to make you feel that your life is not miserable! This is what I said, and I will never change it for the rest of my life!"
Hong Yanwu's words were undoubtedly overbearing and arrogant, but they made "Tang Xin'er" sincerely feel a trustworthy warmth.
She said nothing more, tilted her head to one side, and tears fell down like a waterfall. She raised her hand to wipe them away, and suddenly burst into tears.
Hong Yanwu suddenly felt sad again. "Stop crying, please stop crying, okay? I beg you..."
But "Tang Xin'er"'s face was covered with her hands and she couldn't take them away. She shook her head and cried more and more, her shoulders shaking non-stop.
Since he had never seen anyone so sad, Hong Yanwu felt extremely distressed. He knew very well that if he allowed "Tang Xin'er" to continue crying like this, he would break into tears.
But no matter how he coaxed her, it didn't work, so he had to gently hold her shoulders and let her cry.
Fortunately, "Tang Xin'er" no longer resisted him. At first, she only stood up sideways, and then slowly plunged into his arms.
Hong Yanwu simply hugged her tightly.
Just like that, "Tang Xin'er" buried her head in his arms like a child. She also wrapped her arms around his neck and hugged him tightly.
After another long while, "Tang Xin'er" finally cried happily.
But the two people still didn't separate. They kept holding each other like this, as if they wanted to stay like this forever, until the end of the world...
In the early morning of September 24, "Tang Xin'er" regained her former energy after a good night's sleep.
Not only is she still beautiful, she is still charming. Perhaps because she untied her knot last night, she also appears more cheerful and gentle.
When everyone went downstairs to have breakfast together, Hong Yanwu once kept his composure and looked at her carefully from the side for at least half an hour.
When the waves of certain melancholy drifted away, leaving only softness and beauty. A heavy stone seemed to have fallen to the ground in his heart.
The remaining sadness quickly dissipated, and he finally felt relaxed.
That's how love is, when you really care about someone, the other person's emotions are like being transplanted into your own body.
When the other person is sad and sad, your happiness seems to have been strangled, and you can no longer do anything with peace of mind.
Only when the other person smiles again can you experience the beauty of life again and feel the joy of breathing.
This day is of course also a happy day for "Xia Laizi" and Xiang Hong.
But to Hong Yanwu's surprise, their wedding did not have a banquet in a hotel. Instead, they hired a chef, set up a temporary stove, and held it at "Xiapaizi's" home.
The folding table in the bride's room is the main table. The Eight Immortals table in the parents' room also comes in handy. In addition, a table from a neighbor's house is borrowed in the courtyard to open two seats.
Just like this, it still cannot solve all the problems. It does not mean that this wedding banquet is only the level of two tables.
Because this is only the first round. Most of the people invited are close relatives and friends of the two families, or indispensable people. From 2 or 3 to 5 or 6 in the afternoon, more people will come to congratulate.
"Xiapaizi" is a welder at the shipyard, and Xiang Hong's current job is selling soap and toothpaste in a department store. They both have a lot of colleagues and classmates, and these are the main people who come in the afternoon.
Except for those who insist not to eat, two more tables must be set up on each side. Counting the number of people sitting in the middle, the number of additional dishes and the number of plates, the total will reach about ten tables.
The reason why we chose such a troublesome method is mainly due to two reasons.
Fan Gang explained to Hong Yanwu in private that this was first of all the intention of the parents of the groom and the bride.
Parents have been through hard times and think that this saves money. They think it is better to be more economical. The remaining money can be used by the young couple to live in the future, which is much better than spending it in restaurants to save face.
Secondly, "Xiapaizi" and "Xianghong" have bought too many things for their wedding.
Not counting the double speakers and gold rings given by Hong Yanwu and "Tang Xin'er". They also used the wood they were allocated to build a complete set of furniture, and also purchased all the "three-turn and one-ring" devices, televisions and electric fans.
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In this era, it is really eye-catching.
Therefore, even Xiang Hong, who loves to be in the limelight, feels scared, worried that the "shrimp crawler" will be targeted by the police station again. In this way, they also want to keep the wedding banquet low-key.
The "Hai Bangzi" people have known about this for a long time, and everyone understands it. Of course Hong Yanwu and the others won't mind, friendship comes first.
So, the guests followed the hosts and had a noisy wedding banquet in the courtyard.