Meeting Hong Yanwu was really a great accident in Xuan Ye's life. In her previous life, the sun was always shining brightly.
She was born in the same year as Hong Yanwu in 1960, but since she was born, as the youngest and only girl in this family of senior cadres, she has received special care and protection from her family both at home and outside.
Her parents wanted her for stars but did not dare to give her the moon. They would stick to her first for any good thing.
For example, the imported chocolate candies at home were always owned by her alone, and no one else was allowed to touch them.
Even if her son watches her eat candy for free and drools with greed, her parents will never give them a piece of her chocolate.
Say "Go!" and they will go away obediently with a greedy look on their face.
And her three brothers also sincerely love and care for her. Not only do they let her do everything at home, but outside, even if other children dare to lay a finger on her, whoever dares to make her cry will definitely be punished by others.
Work hard.
Therefore, she did not suffer from lack of nutrition during the three years of natural disasters, nor did she suffer any bullying during the chaotic years of the "movement".
Ever since I can remember, I have been living in the military compound, and everything has been so simple and worry-free. From elementary school to middle school, I have been a class cadre. She is a proud girl in the eyes of my teachers and classmates, and I am used to hearing praises and compliments.
As for when she suddenly grew up, the "movement" was over. Her family also moved up the ladder again with her father, moving from the small western-style building in the General Logistics Courtyard to a large courtyard.
Naturally, her future has been arranged by her family a long time ago, and she is still the darling of the army. All she has to do is wait to join the party and be promoted.
To put it bluntly, she can get things that others have to put in a lot of effort and may not be able to get without any effort at all. Her understanding of the objective world is that as long as she likes it, she can get it.
It was in this living situation like a fairy tale world that she fell in love with Hong Yanwu.
As a young girl's face heats up and her heart beats, life becomes brighter and more beautiful.
During the time the two of them got together, she was in a happy mood every day, humming songs and having bright eyes. What she looked forward to most was the arrival of every Tuesday and Friday.
Every time Hong Yanwu appeared, her heart would beat wildly and her brain would be in a state of hypoxia, making her dizzy.
She was willing to do anything for him, so she took the initiative to help him find connections with his father's old subordinates, just to make him happy.
She couldn't explain why she liked someone like him. Hong Yanwu and the Prince Charming in her dream were not the same thing at all.
But she liked him, and Prince Charming quickly faded away. She began to place her definition of happiness on Hong Yanwu, thinking that their future should be connected to each other.
It's a pity that after that heavy rain day, the rose-colored dream created by the girl's feelings was shattered. She never thought that such a thing would happen at that time, and Hong Yanwu's feedback to her was a flat refusal.
This bastard was so heartless that he actually claimed he knew nothing about her feelings and told her that their relationship could only be an ordinary friendship. Then he ran away in the heavy rain as if running for his life.
This made her feel extremely uncomfortable. She felt blushing for her own boldness and recklessness, and she could not accept that her purest and softest emotional part was rejected so easily and forcefully.
She didn't go back to her home that day and almost cried all night in the unit with the "front three doors". She called her home and lied that she was soaked by the rain and the road was too muddy to walk, so she wanted to stay.
Spend the night here.
This was the first time she had lied to her mother. She didn't want her family to see her looking sad. She felt so embarrassed about it that she didn't want to tell anyone.
In addition, she really needs to think carefully about her relationship with Hong Yanwu.
Is there really something wrong with me and is it completely unrequited love?
Is it because her charm is not as great as she thought? Maybe the boys who like her have too narrow vision, so they rate her as "Admiral Ye"?
For this reason, she looked for clues from every word and every detail since she came into contact with Hong Yanwu.
But her way of thinking is immaturely idealistic and emotional, which will inevitably lead to problems. She always unconsciously magnifies the things she is willing to discover, while ignoring the details she is not happy to see.
So she had to come to the conclusion that Hong Yanwu didn't dislike her, but he didn't dare to like her.
Perhaps Hong Yanwu had low self-esteem because of his status in the labor camp, felt that he was not worthy of her, had no future and no results, and could not bear to delay and hurt her, so he did not develop a romantic relationship with her!
This made her feel a lot more comfortable, but at the same time she also despised Hong Yanwu's cowardice and hated the inferiority and limitations of this kind of common people. Think about Hong Yanwu's speech in the Yang family and his unthinking behavior.
He has an enterprising and small-minded mentality and feels that he has no future.
Well, since you have no courage and do not know how to make progress, then I will just ignore you as you wish!
She finally made the same decision as Hong Yanwu, although the starting point was completely different.
It's a pity that people are born with contradictions. Emotions will always conflict with reason. Even though you have already thought about things well, you still have to fight with yourself.
She soon realized that she was the one who had no future.
Because she simply couldn't stop thinking about Hong Yanwu, and she couldn't forget the days she spent with Hong Yanwu.
This was the first and only time in her life that she felt the taste of love, and it was so wonderful and sweet that it was unforgettable no matter what.
This caused her to be in a very contradictory state of mind for the next few days.
On the one hand, when I think of Hong Yanwu, I don’t get angry at all.
This coquettish bastard caused such a big mess and made her lovesick. He just threw his hands and ran away without even making a phone call or saying a few words of comfort or apology. It seemed like nothing.
It's like nothing happened. This is too much.
On the other hand, she couldn't help but find reasons and excuses for Hong Yanwu. Instead, she thought that he was a self-respecting person who knew how to love himself.
This is just like those ancient stories where a famous lady falls in love with a poor boy. The poor boy rejects the love of a famous lady. Although he is stupid, his image will be higher. This is called wealth and wealth cannot be promiscuous, and poor people have endless ambitions.
The more she thought about it, the more she hated herself and became more resentful.
Finally she figured it out. No matter what, she had to find Hong Yanwu and talk to him again.
If they really could be together, she would forgive him and work hard to help him overcome all kinds of difficulties and make him a person worthy of her.
And if we can't reconcile as before, then we have to meet again, even if we scold this guy and let out the bad breath in his heart.
Otherwise, if this continues, she will be in trouble for herself, and she will be the only one who feels sad. What a loss!
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