After returning home that day, Xuan Ye's mood changed drastically.
When she woke up in the morning, she still had passionate love and longing for love in her heart, but after this day, her unrealistic thoughts about Hong Yanwu and the feelings of a girl's first love had to be forcibly closed.
This, of course, made her very distressed. For several days, she could not sleep well. She tossed and turned, opening and closing her eyes, seeing the shadow of Hong Yanwu in front of her eyes. Sometimes she would wake up suddenly from a dream in the middle of the night and find that the corners of her eyes were wet.
of.
But she also knew very well that she and Hong Yanwu were like trains on two parallel lines. They could see each other and move in the same direction according to the track of life. But they could never merge on the same line and hang together.
Become a car.
This is not only because Hong Yanwu's analysis and explanation of "well-matched" has been recognized by her heart, but also because Hong Yanwu already has the person he likes.
In this era, the public identity of a partner is enough to ensure that the relationship between the two of them is unbreakable and cannot be touched by others. Anyone who wants to forcefully intervene is called immoral and will be criticized by thousands of people and despised by everyone.
Her self-esteem, her moral values, and her family would not allow her to have such an inappropriate thought.
What's more, she also had a good impression of "Tang Xin'er". In just a brief moment of getting along with him that day, she felt something in her heart suddenly awaken.
She herself couldn't explain why. She should obviously hate this woman who was Hong Yanwu's target. But her perception was the opposite.
Whenever she had time, she would also frequently think of "Tang Xin'er"'s voice and smile. Her unparalleled beauty, grace, and conversation could touch her heart and clearly tell her what a woman should be like.
She has never been so attached to a person of the same gender, not even her mother and Zhou Manna. It is a kind of passion that seems to have some kind of admiration and yearning. Everything she wants seems to be here.
It was reflected on Tang Xin's body.
And "Tang Xin'er"'s humanity is indeed worthy of her liking. When she said goodbye that day, even she didn't know how to ask shamelessly, "Can I still come?"
Unexpectedly, "Tang Xin'er" agreed very warmly and readily. "Of course, next time you come, how about I help you dye your nails with nail polish? Your hands are very delicate, they will look good if dyed light pink..."
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So, despite the sadness and bitterness of losing love, she tasted a little sweetness and a little more comfort.
Let her always have enough courage to restrain her unwanted feelings and face her future. She also hopes that Hong Yanwu and "Tang Xin'er" can be harmonious and happy.
In the end, she wrote a very long letter, three or four pages long, which recorded all her feelings and emotions from the beginning to the end of her crush.
It took her two nights to complete it. She didn't intend to show it to anyone, it was just for herself.
Later, she took the letter and lit it with a match in the bathroom.
As she watched the pages of letters soaked in her own efforts turn into ashes little by little, she shed her tears of farewell.
Not only did she bid farewell to her first love with a special ceremony, but she also completed the process of progressing from a young girl to a mature woman bit by bit.
After that, even she felt that she had grown up all of a sudden. She realized a lot and understood a lot...
It is true that for "Tang Xin'er", she is almost the same as Xuan Ye. She was also deeply impressed by the sudden visit of the eldest lady of the Ye family.
Women are all sensitive, let alone a woman as smart as "Tang Xin'er".
In fact, when Hong Yanwu brought Ye Xuan in front of her, all the cells in her body were alert, and she saw through the hidden secrets almost instantly.
She was a little unhappy at first. Especially the incident on Chinese Valentine's Day that she had just experienced made her feel very tingly.
But on the other hand, she also firmly believed in Hong Yanwu after going through that emotional test.
Because a man who can do that for her, a man who can accept her physical defects sincerely and without reservation, will never do anything to betray his feelings just by turning his face. This is illogical.
Besides, she was Yuan You who knew why Hong Yanwu wanted to teach Ye Xuan how to dive. It was not difficult to figure out Hong Yanwu’s concerns and difficulties.
So soon, she was sure from Hong Yanwu's slightly helpless expression and Ye Xuan's uneasy mind, who often stared at her stunned reaction. Hong Yanwu was most likely not responsible for this, I'm afraid it was the girl's wishful thinking.
infatuation.
So naturally, she quickly adjusted her mentality and began to do her best to help Hong Yanwu deal with this official lady who could not afford to offend.
As the saying goes, if her "sugar heart" wants to please anyone, there's nothing she can't do.
She was just like "Sister Agou" when she treated herself when she was young. She successfully won Xuan Ye's favor and calmed the girl's emotions with her generous treatment and kindness.
Even through observation and contact, she fell in love with Xuan Ye.
She found that this girl was simple, kind, and well-educated. Although she was full of childishness, she did not have any unreasonable tendencies and was very considerate of others.
She could clearly feel that Xuan Ye's belief and persistence in love were melting away because of her.
To be honest, if it weren't for the fact that Hong Yanwu was something she could never give in to, she really couldn't bear to let this innocent girl down.
That's why she invited Xuan Ye to come again when she finally said goodbye. It was no longer just a deliberate performance, it was a sincere statement from a soft heart...
However, after sending Ye Xuan away, she still had to complain about Hong Yanwu. This is also a woman's instinct. She couldn't say a word without saying anything. Otherwise, how could she feel calm?
So what if it's just pretentious or coquettish? She needs the comfort of her lover to prove the stability of her relationship.
So she reprimanded Hong Yanwu for being so stupid that he turned asking for help into provoking a little girl. She became so angry that she shed tears again and even made such an outrageous accusation as "showing off coquettishness".
Hong Yanwu, who is "so confused", has already gained experience and has fully grown in dealing with emotional issues. This time he simply pretended to be confused and made full use of the phrase "great wisdom seems like a fool".
Faced with "Tang Xin'er"'s storm of scoldings and questions, he didn't say a word. He just looked at her quietly and tenderly with a look of innocence and helplessness, which finally made "Tang Xin'er" himself confused.
I'm sorry to scold him again.
Then he thanked "Tang Xin'er" with a sneer on his face and said, "Thanks to your flexibility, you didn't let me get off the stage, and you even kindly fooled that hairy girl away. You are indeed my good wife, no
Fortunately, our Hong family's daughter-in-law can help me solve the problem so satisfactorily. I thank you on behalf of my uncle and his family. Don't worry, I will never leave the front door or the second door. I will tie myself to your waistband.
I promise that nothing like this will happen again. From now on, we will hold hands and fall to the end of our lives..."
This talkative guarantee immediately caused the "sugar heart" who had vented his anger to completely shut down.
She spat at him and said deliberately, "Don't be too happy too early. The little girl's mind can be fickle, just like a cat. This is just a temporary grooming, and it may not really be what you want."
But Hong Yanwu seemed confident.
"Of course, no one can guarantee that nothing will go wrong. There is no guarantee that anything will go wrong. However, Xuan Ye herself is not like that. She is too arrogant and treats life too idealistically. Although she treats people in general.
She is unsmiling and looks difficult to deal with, but in fact she is very transparent in her heart and cannot do anything to turn her back behind her back. To deal with a girl like her who prides herself on being noble and shameless, just hold her high and let her
She just thinks she is 'noble'. Saying 'You are such a good person' is more effective than anything else. This is called 'making fun of people'..."
"Tang Xin'er" tilted her face and looked at him sideways. "You took advantage and still behaved. Isn't it very unkind?"
Hong Yanwu was talking happily and refused to admit his head.
"How do you say this? I also learned it from you women. Don't pretend you don't understand. You women like to use this method to deal with us men..."
But after he said this, he regretted it so much that he almost stopped talking to himself. Because "Tang Xin'er" was stunned and his tone suddenly turned cold.
"Hey! You have to talk to me about this. Who did you learn it from? And who used it against you?"
Today is New Year's Eve, and I only have one sentence to say. Thank you all for your long-term support and encouragement, and I wish you all good luck in the Year of the Dog!