After finishing the matter with "Tang Xin'er", Hong Yanwu began to ask "Dabao" and "Li Ben'er" to help find clues in the "Flower City".
As long as there was a chance, he could not let "Tang Xin'er" die in vain.
We should take revenge, we should insert the knife into the walking flesh of that person, or those who seek wealth and harm life!
But he obviously won't find the murderer, because there isn't one.
What's more, "Tang Xin'er" does calculations in her head but not in her mind. With her careful thinking, everything will be done without leaving any trace.
So "Tang Xin'er" just disappeared, completely dead in Hong Yanwu's heart.
What happened next was probably just like what she had said.
This lovesickness and love has been buried in her grave along with Hong Yanwu's tears.
And time and friendship will slowly heal Hong Yanwu.
Although Hong Yanwu could not forget her for a while, the "yin and yang gap" had already drawn a very clear line between him and her.
She is "dead", but he is still alive! And he must still live!
Because he still has many people who care about him and are worthy of his efforts.
In fact, this is exactly the case. The reason why Hong Yanwu was able to successfully escape from the bleak and desolate psychological shadow this time was that, in addition to receiving full care from his family like last time, Shui Qing also played a big role in it.
Not only did she not avoid suspicion, she ignored the opposition of her family and took care of Hong Yanwu's daily life as if she were a biological brother.
They cleaned his house, did his laundry, gave him food and drinks, and in order to enlighten him, they almost trampled down the threshold of Chen's house in the west courtyard.
He has become a benefactor in the eyes of the Hong family.
But what really touched Hong Yanwu's heart was what she said more than half a month later.
"Xiao Wu, I can't bear to see you looking half-dead. You really have to tell the truth. Whether it sounds good or not, you can bear with me."
"Human, it doesn't matter how long this life is. It's enough to have a lovely person with you. Even if the time is short, you should be content if you have it. It's not about judging things. There are no young or old on the road to hell. You should take a step forward and things will come out.
, no one can avoid it. There is no greater sorrow than death. But this just means that you have lived."
"I think your whole-hearted love can be called vigorous, and Miss Tang must have felt it. You are definitely worthy of her, and you have done well from beginning to end. But what does she hope for? I definitely hope that you will get out of the trough as soon as possible and pick yourself up again.
Looking forward. I am also a woman and can confirm this."
"I know, this is easier said than done. Just put some salt in the wound in your heart. There is nothing crueler in the world than separation and death. But you are a real man, not to mention you have so much concern.
You, the people who care about you, I believe you can do it."
"Don't be idle. The more idle you are, the more uncomfortable you will be. Try to find something to do. If you have something to do, you won't think about it so much. Anyway, it won't hurt if it doesn't work. At least uncle and aunt can feel relieved. You say
Woolen cloth?"
Hong Yanwu couldn't help being excited. With red eyes, he held Shui Qing's hand tightly and called out "Sister" softly. He was moved beyond words.
Shui Qing also looked at him sincerely.
"Xiao Wu, don't be like this. You have helped me too much. It's my turn to help you this time. From now on, you should stay away from me. As long as I do what I can, just say it. I am obligated."
Shui Qing's words make sense. People who have suffered psychological trauma are actually most afraid of being idle.
Because as long as you are idle, you will notice something, and anything can become the source of association.
It's just the opposite. As soon as you get busy, all your thoughts will be settled, and you will no longer be sentimental or like a zombie.
Even if it is just based on instinct, the consumed physical energy will still promote people's sleep and eating, and people will be alive.
So once Hong Yanwu vented his energy on the most basic white table in the cafeteria, he vented his anger and depression on the dough that he could knead and beat.
His mental and physical condition also improved day by day.
There is also a crucial point that no one can think of.
Hong Yanwu actually found some emotional sustenance in Shui Xiaoying.
This is first of all because of Shui Xiaoying's life experience.
She is an orphan, which can easily be equated with the "Tang Xin'er" who was raised by "Sister Agou".
Therefore, Hong Yanwu always treated her with more compassion than others.
In addition, when Shui Xiaoying was over four years old, the genes for her parents' appearance began to show.
Recently, she has grown into a pretty, neat little girl who everyone likes.
Not only does his appearance look quite similar to Shui Qing's, but he also has a bit of a "sugar-hearted" look when he smiles.
Hong Yanwu was particularly surprised by this.
Because if it weren't for the fact that there are so many beautiful women in the world who have similar faces, then it can really only be said to be a coincidence created intentionally by God.
Finally, there is another point. This little girl's quirky and beauty-loving temperament actually looks very much like Hong Yanwu's "daughter" in his previous life.
At only four and a half years old, Shui Xiaoying already had the ability to lie with her eyes open.
Her mobility and courage have also increased accordingly, so that the "Polar Bear" nursery can no longer contain her.
She could often sneak out quietly when there was an opening, and then run around the factory like the "little carrot head" in the "Garbage Cave".
One time, when Lan Zhaodi wasn't paying attention, she actually stole the high heels she had put on at work out of the cabinet and didn't put them on until she took them to the main road in the factory area.
Then she walked with a bobbing look, which was a bit nondescript, but she felt quite good about herself.
This incredible scene caused quite a stir, and many workers participated in the scene, laughing and watching.
This pair of shoes made by Shui Xiaoying and Lan Zhaodi became famous throughout the factory.
Not to mention, this incident had just ended. A few days later, Shui Xiaoying suddenly ran to the union office to find Shui Qing to cry.
Shui Qing was not there at that time, so Ms. Wei from the labor union came to comfort her.
Unexpectedly, after asking for details, I found out that Shui Xiaoying cried only because she did not become Little Red Riding Hood in the show but became Little Red Riding Hood's grandmother.
Sister Wei persuaded her to play the role of the Big Bad Wolf, but she said that the Big Bad Wolf was played by a boy, and she was a pretty girl, and pretty girls could only play Little Red Riding Hood.
Sister Wei was deeply surprised by this answer. When Shui Qing came back, she couldn't help but sigh.
"When I was her age, I didn't have any thoughts. Your daughter knew that she was a 'pretty little girl' at a young age. She loves beauty so much. How can she do it when she grows up?"
In this way, Shui Qing has been quite upset recently because of these two things.
How could a girl be so naughty? She felt both embarrassed and anxious, and was deeply afraid that if she could not educate her child well, she would be betraying her mother's trust in her deathbed.
However, Shui Xiaoying's so-called "problems" in Hong Yanwu's eyes became reasons for him to feel affectionate, giving him an indescribable motivation to protect her.
He didn't think there was anything wrong with the child, but instead advised Shui Qing not to pay too much attention.
His reason was, "It's normal for girls to have a love for beauty. Xiaoying has such a strong female consciousness and likes to imitate adults, which actually proves that she has a higher IQ than other children. Sister Wei is a bit like an old Marxist-Leninist lady. Is it making a mountain out of a molehill?
Do you have to be a good and well-behaved child if you only know how to perform 'Chong Chong, Chong Chong flies, poops a lot'?"
He also said, "What's wrong with a naughty child? I've been naughty since I was a child, but my mother is very tolerant. What she said is very good, 'How could I give you all the wonderful things in the world? God's right hand will give you a piece of gold.
The left hand will cut off a piece of your flesh. So this is normal. You can't set the standard for your child too high, otherwise it will be out of touch with reality. Besides, how many days can such a little person be free before going to school?
Ah? What’s wrong with you just letting her have a little more freedom in her childhood?”
In this way, Hong Yanwu not only succeeded in mitigating the severe punishment that Shui Xiaoying should receive. Afterwards, he also bought a pair of small red leather shoes and new clothes for Shui Xiaoying to express his "sympathies" to her.
He also told her that it didn't matter if she got tired of being in the nursery, and that she should stop running around and go to the cafeteria to play with him.
Isn’t the child very happy?
Children's emotions are very sensitive. They may not understand complicated things, but they may not be able to tell who is good to them.
The consequences were immediate. From then on, Shui Xiaoying ran away from the nursery and never went anywhere. As expected, she went straight to the cafeteria to find Hong Yanwu.
When she arrived at the canteen, she didn't go in. She sang a cappella under the window of the kitchen.
"Buffalo, buffalo, come out with your horns first and then take the lead. Your father and your mother bought you roasted mutton..."
There is no child who grew up in the capital who cannot sing this song.
Although she did not call out any buffaloes in her singing voice.
But as long as Hong Yanwu heard it, he would definitely stick out his neck.
And often because of this, the "roast mutton", "croquettes", "sweet and sour pork ribs" and "sweet and sour pork" that Shui Xiaoying dreams of will appear, giving her a taste of it.
What's even more interesting is that over time, everyone in the kitchen knew this secret code.
Everyone also liked Shui Xiaoying, and as a result, the girl became a frequent visitor to the kitchen in the cafeteria and became Hong Yanwu's loyal little tail.
I have become a privileged person who can enjoy the lunch of the day before the canteen opens.
Of course, this girl didn't eat for free. From then on, she was responsible for helping uncles and uncles in the kitchen clean the tea cups.
You know, the mouths of those cans and bottles back then were too small, and only this little man's hand, wrapped in a rag, could put it in. No matter how good others were, he couldn't do this, right?
What's even more rare is that Shui Xiaoying has a high emotional intelligence and a sweet mouth.
Master Gou teased her again and deliberately asked her what she would do when she grew up.
Unexpectedly, she said "I will be a master chef" without blinking an eye. The reason was that she loved to eat food from the big cafeteria.
This unique style of working people immediately made everyone laugh.
Someone continued to ask her, "Then don't you want to fly a plane?"
She shook her head firmly, "no".
The man asked why?
She said in a very matter-of-fact tone, "What if the plane falls?"
That’s right, what should I do if the plane falls?