The first thousand three hundred and thirty-eight chapters are boundless between life and death
Liu Yunxi's words hit Li Qi so hard, it was like a bolt of lightning struck down, leaving his head blank.
After a while, Liu Yunxi saw that Li Qi was silent, his eyes were empty, looking at him blankly, and asked again: "You---are you okay?"
Li Qi was startled suddenly, unable to accept this fact in his heart, because all this happened so suddenly, he shook his head and said: "Shi Niang, you must have said that on purpose, haha, are you trying to trick me on purpose?
I know it must be like this."
Liu Yunxi said with a serious face: "Why should I play tricks on you? Even if I play tricks on you, innocent people will not be involved. Miss Zhao is indeed hopeless, at least there is nothing I can do."
"impossible."
Li Qi shouted angrily, grabbed Liu Yunxi's arms with both hands, and said: "How is this possible? You must be lying to me. You are a miracle doctor. How can you not save her?"
Liu Yunxi glanced at Li Qi's hands, frowned slightly, and said calmly: "Even if I am a miracle doctor, I am not a fairy. If I can save everyone, then no one in the world will die. Miss Zhao is
She was poisoned by a poison called blood-sealing throat. If it had been within a quarter of an hour, I would still be sure to save her, but now, the poison has followed his blood and invaded her internal organs, making it difficult for gods to cure her.
"
"Why are you sealing your throat when you see blood? Do you think this is a movie?" Li Qi's eyes were red and his face was ferocious.
Liu Yunxi still had the same cold tone, and said slowly: "The blood-throated throat is a kind of tree. Once its sap is stained with blood, it will become extremely poisonous. It is basically hopeless. I have already
I've used silver needles to protect her heart, but she only has two or three days to live at most. You can hire someone else, or---to help her prepare for her funeral. Now please let go of your dirty hands."
"Impossible. Impossible."
Li Qi let go of his hands and kept retreating. Tears were already rolling in his eyes. He said: "You must have a way. You must have a way. If you want any medicinal materials, just ask. I will find them for you. Just ask.
Please save her." After saying this, she almost begged.
If another doctor had said this to him, he might not have despaired, but when these words came out of Liu Yunxi's mouth, it was like a stick driving him into hell. He would never be able to turn around again.
Liu Yunxi looked at Li Qi, and after a while, he said: "I'm sorry, there's nothing I can do."
Li Qi closed his eyes. After a moment, he suddenly opened his eyes, raised his legs and walked inside.
After Li Qi entered, Huo Nanxi stepped forward and asked in a low voice: "Shi Niang, is it really hopeless?"
Liu Yunxi glanced coldly and said, "I thought I was lying to him?"
"Don't dare, don't dare."
Huo Nanxi hurriedly forced out a smile, looked inside the room again, and couldn't help but sigh.
Li Qi came to the house, stood in front of the door and hesitated for a while, then came to the bedside with a little fear. He couldn't bear to look at the bed, and saw that the world-famous face had lost its former luster, and the originally red face
His lips also became pale, his eyes were slightly closed, and the edges around his eye sockets were dark blue, and he lay motionless on the bed.
Li Qi saw that Zhao Jingyan was in danger, but he was helpless. He was so hurt that he suddenly remembered that I had tried to kill her over and over again, and now she was about to die. Why was I so sad again? In fact, she
If I died, I would have a lot less burden.
Thinking of this, he suddenly felt very angry at himself, Li Qi, Li Qi, thanks to you, you are still the best in the world, and thanks to you, you are still one person below ten thousand people, but what's the use, you can't even save a woman. , what are you doing as an official? You might as well be a commoner, that way at least you won't have so many worries.
"Well---!"
Suddenly hearing Zhao Jingyan's soft moan, Li Qi was brought back from his thoughts. Seeing Zhao Jingyan frowning, she seemed to be in great pain. She hurriedly walked over, sat by the bed, and shouted softly: "Yan Fu, Yan Fu."
After a while, Zhao Jingyan slowly opened her eyes. When she saw Li Qi, she felt relieved and subconsciously thought that he was okay.
Li Qi saw Zhao Jingyan open her eyes and asked with concern: "Yan Fu, what do you think?"
Zhao Jingyan seemed to have no strength to even move her head. She just wavered her eyes a few times and asked, "Where is this?"
"This is Liu Shiniang's house."
Zhao Jingyan said: "So---how is the situation outside? How is the Yizhou government office?"
Li Qi was stunned and said sadly: "You are like this, why do you still care about those things?"
Zhao Jingyan panted slightly and said, "Tell me quickly."
Li Qi hesitated for a moment and said: "It's okay now. The enemy has been repelled by us."
"Really? You didn't lie to me?"
Li Qi nodded.
"That's good, that's good." Zhao Jingyan drooped her eyelids and asked, "Then have you found out who this enemy is?"
Li Qi felt his chest tightening, and an inexplicable fire surged up. He said a little irritably: "You don't care who they are, it doesn't matter anymore."
"You're crazy."
Zhao Jingyan uttered three words with difficulty and said: "There are so many enemies in Yizhou City at once. If this is not important, then what else is important? Our soldiers are on the front line now. If this Yizhou is captured by someone, If we go, the soldiers on the front line will lose their supplies, and Yue Fei and the others will be in a dilemma. By then, we may be completely defeated---ahem, cough, cough---"
The more she talked, the more excited she became, and suddenly she coughed violently, and at the same time a lot of blood spurted out from her nose and mouth.
When Li Qi saw it, he felt like his heart was cut by a knife. He quickly picked up a piece of handkerchief and wiped her clean. He kept saying: "It's my fault, it's my fault. Don't get excited. I've already let her go." I'll go check it out and I'll take care of it. All you have to do now is rest in peace and recuperate."
Zhao Jingyan really had no strength. Just those few coughs seemed to have exhausted all the strength in her body. After a while, she regained some strength and said: "Li Qi, this southern expedition is very important to us in the Song Dynasty." , there can be no deviation at all.”
"I know, I know." Li Qi nodded vigorously, but he still felt that way, and asked with concern: "How do you feel now?"
Zhao Jingyan said very calmly: "I'm about to die, what do you think I can do?"
Li Qi opened his eyes and said in surprise: "You---you know?"
Zhao Jingyan looked at Li Qi with tears streaming down her face, her heart was shaken, and she said, "You look like this. Who can you hide from?"
Yes! She is so smart, even if I try to hide it from her, I can't hide it. Li Qi clenched his fists tightly, his nails already dug into his flesh, and choked up: "Why were you so stupid just now to block this arrow for me?"
Zhao Jingyan said: "This is not stupid, this is to put the overall situation first. You are the commander-in-chief of this southern expedition, and you bear the important responsibility of the world. You must not die, and I, and I should have died long ago, live to
Now I have made a profit. I am very satisfied to be able to block this arrow for you."
Li Qi felt upset and angry, and said: "Can you stop talking about the world and the country all the time, and think about fighting, killing, and intrigues all day long. Is it interesting? Is this the only thing in your life that stumps you?"
Zhao Jingyan said: "Yes."
Li Qi was stunned for a while and said, "Have you never thought about yourself?"
Zhao Jingyan thought for a while and said: "I thought about it a long time ago, but--but for a woman like me who was born in the royal family, what difference does it make whether she wants it or not? She will grow up, get married, have children, and then die of old age. If fate
If not, I'm afraid I'll have to marry into countries like Xixia, Liao, and Jin. What do you think of this?"
Li Qi was stunned for a while and said: "Since you know that this is a woman's life, why don't you do this?"
"Because I don't want future generations to poke the backbone of our Zhao family."
Zhao Jingyan said sadly: "Since the Han Dynasty, we Han people have been occupying this land. The great power of the Central Plains can be obtained from this. However, in the Song Dynasty, our territory was the smallest and our military strength was the weakest. We were bullied every year and suffered constant humiliation.
When asking for peace, everyone is talking about the big country in the north, not the big country in the Central Plains. This is the humiliation our Zhao family has brought to the Han people. Do you know how future generations will view us, the Song Dynasty, and our Zhao family? They will laugh at my Zhao family.
, they will scold, they will spurn, every time I think of this, and see the stupid things my uncle did, I don’t think there is a difference between life and death. Instead of living in humiliation, it is better to die early and avoid suffering."
"what about now?"
"Now that Third Brother, you, Yue Fei and the others are here, I am laughing even in my dreams, and I will die without any regrets."
Talking about the present, Zhao Jingyan smiled unconsciously. She had never been afraid of life and death. What she feared most was to see the collapse of the Song Dynasty with her own eyes, but now a new dynasty has begun to emerge.
Rong, compared to a few years ago, it can really be said that she died without regrets.
Li Qi suddenly said: "But I do. I owe you so much, and I don't want to wait until the next life to pay it back."
Zhao Jingyan shook her head and said: "Actually, you don't owe me anything. You have done so many things for our Zhao family. If you owe anything, I owe you."
"Can you be more selfish? Aren't all women selfish?"
"Are you trying to defend me? I even want to take advantage of the chaos to raise an army and take back the throne from my uncle. Do you think there is a more selfish woman in the world than me?" Zhao Jingyan said with a self-deprecating smile.
"That's true." Li Qi also laughed, but both of them laughed a little sadly.
Zhao Jingyan said: "You should focus on the Southern Expedition now instead of wasting it on me, a dying person. You should do what you should do. When I die, burn the ashes with a fire."
Just throw it to Yijiang, oh, just tell my dad again."
It's hard to imagine that a person could speak so plainly before she died, considering that she was only in her twenties.
"I also want to do as you say, but I can't." Li Qi suddenly held Zhao Jingyan's hand tightly and said unwillingly: "I really don't want you to die."
A hint of reluctance suddenly flashed in Zhao Jingyan's eyes, but it only passed in a flash, and she said: "Li Qi, I have told you before that you are good at everything, but you are too emotional. If you can save me,
That's certainly the best, but if you can't save him, what can you do? You should pay more attention to the tens of thousands of soldiers fighting on the front lines."
"But I really am not in the mood to care about those things."
"You are a commander in chief."
"But I am also a person, and I can't control my own feelings." Li Qi couldn't help but reach out and touch Zhao Jingyan's cheek, tears rolled down, and said: "I really, really, really don't want you to die." Li Qi read between the lines.
Inside, there is a sense of helplessness. After all, people cannot defy nature.
Zhao Jingyan had never been touched on the cheek before, and she was still a man. She cursed with all her strength: "Asshole, you're taking advantage of me."
"Then get up and beat me!"
"you---."
Zhao Jingyan's pale face turned red with anger from Li Qi, but she was full of helplessness and said depressedly: "What do you want?"
"Hug you and kiss you."
Li Qi looked at Zhao Jingyan affectionately. He didn't know why he said this, but as soon as he said this, he suddenly saw the emotion hidden beneath his reason.
"You---you dare."
Zhao Jingyan was stunned immediately, with a look of fear on her face. This guy must have gone crazy.
"I don't dare, but I am even more reluctant to let you go. I don't know if I will ever have the chance to hold you and kiss you in this life."
Li Qi slowly lowered his head as he spoke. Zhao Jingyan really wanted to kick this shameless person out of the door, but because she couldn't move her whole body, she simply closed her eyes, but there was a faint expectation in her heart, which made her
They all felt puzzled.
And Li Qi's mind is now full of images of this woman. He doesn't know what he is saying or what he is doing. He just wants to kiss this woman. She first kissed Zhao Jingyan's forehead, and then kissed Zhao Jingyan's.
eyes, and then kissed Zhao Jingyan's lips.
Unfortunately, Zhao Jingyan's lips were numb and she didn't feel anything at all. She could only vaguely feel Li Qi's breath. She slowly opened her eyes and looked at the face so close to her, feeling very bitter in her heart.
As the kiss continued, Li Qi suddenly collapsed. He buried his head in Zhao Jingyan's neck, hugged Zhao Jingyan tightly, and cried: "Yan Fu, I love you, I don't want you to die, I want to marry you."
After hearing this, Zhao Jingyan could no longer hold back. She shed two tears. The entire defense in her heart collapsed. The emotions she had suppressed for many years finally burst out at this moment. She choked involuntarily and said: "Next life, I will definitely be you in the next life."
's wife."
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The night wind blew, and Liu Yunxi stood outside the house. Although she didn't want to listen, the words spoken by the two people in the house still came to her ears with the night wind. This made her very confused, and suddenly said to Huo Nanxi:
"Why."
Huo Nanxi was startled and said hurriedly: "What is Shi Niang's order?"
Liu Yunxi asked: "Is death really so scary? Isn't it just a matter of closing your eyes? Who is not dying? Why should it be so painful?"
Huo Nanxi was stunned, scratched the back of her head and said, "Shi Niang, what you are asking is too profound, and I am not very clear either."
Liu Yunxi said: "Then just pretend I didn't say it."
Huo Nanxi glanced at Liu Yunxi and asked cautiously: "Shi Niang, when Guaijiu died, weren't you sad at all?" As he spoke, he took a small step back unconsciously, as if he was afraid.
Liu Yunxi seemed to be flattering him.
Liu Yunxi suddenly opened his eyes and said, "What did you say?"
"Nothing, I didn't say anything."
Huo Nanxi shook her head in fear.
Liu Yunxi frowned and said, "If you don't like to talk, I will help you and make you speechless forever."
"ah?"
Huo Nanxi almost took a second to say what she just said again, word for word.
"Master?"
Liu Yunxi suddenly turned his head and looked into the house.
PS: This chapter has 4,000 words. I will publish the next two chapters in one chapter at 5 p.m. The number of words will never be less, at least 6,500 words or more, adding up to more than 10,000 words. Seeing how Master Li is so
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