It’s ready to be put on the shelves. I have a lot to say but don’t know how to say it.
When I was writing this book, I actually had many arguments with my family.
People usually say that I am slow to update. In fact, I have updated three or four times.
As for saving manuscripts, I had them in the past, but I ran out of them very quickly. It was not because I was lazy, but because I was not satisfied with some of the early chapters. I wrote and deleted them, deleted and wrote them again, and gradually used them up.
Without the ability to save manuscripts, the following days would be difficult, and I would often quarrel with my family over writing books.
In addition, I have to take care of the children and do housework, so I have intermittent time to write the article. My thoughts were clear one second, but I gradually became irritable because of taking care of the children or doing other things, making it difficult to continue writing the above article.
Friends who have written books will know that it is difficult for readers who have never written a book to understand this feeling.
Even if you take notes, when you write again, you no longer have the same excitement as before.
As for the reason for the quarrel with my family, it was because I had been writing for two months but it had not yet been published, I had not started making money, and I had not subscribed, so it was difficult to get recognition from others.
After all, if you haven’t started making money yet, your so-called efforts will not be recognized.
All efforts are not considered efforts in the eyes of others; maybe one day you succeed, you will say, "Oh, I have been through this before, how difficult it was back then."
But after you succeed, maybe you won’t succeed?
If you fail, in the eyes of others, you will be a fool, an idiot who sits in front of the computer all day and does not do his job properly.
The hard work you put into writing day and night is nothing in the eyes of others.
You are just a piece of shit, a piece of shit thrown into a latrine, and when anyone sees it, they will show disgusted expressions.
Although this description sounds ugly, this is the real situation.
It's on the shelves. I don't really want to be rich. I just want to have food and clothing and tell others that I can make money. I'm not useless, nor am I a waste sitting in front of the computer and only playing computer games.
I don’t want to prove how capable or amazing I am, I just want to say that I am really trying my best.
I am following the path I have chosen and keep going. It may be a dark road, but at least I am trying hard, right?
Work hard, hold on to your fists, grit your teeth and push through. As for the rest, leave it to God.
I just want to earn a normal living expenses.
Let people know that I sit in front of the computer every day and code day and night. I am really not neglecting my job. I am really... really working hard.
But no one will understand you, no one will care about what you are doing.
They only look at the results and only see you playing on the computer.
No one will care how sad this process will be for you, and no one will care how much pressure you bear every time you quarrel because you are not doing your job properly.
They think that just by working in a class and receiving a salary, they are already great.
Maybe the person who defeats you may not necessarily be your enemy, but may also be the person closest to you.
It will be on the shelves tomorrow. After two months of hard work and coding day and night, I will see the results tomorrow. I don’t know what to say. I feel very nervous. I am afraid that my subscription will be too low and I will fail in the end.
He really became that ‘trash’ in others’ words.
Or will you continue to insist...
The days are long and there is still a long way to go.
But I couldn't wait any longer and couldn't wait to ask for food and clothing.
I need to eat, I need food and clothing.
I beg you here to subscribe as much as possible with your limited ability.
Even if you only spend one yuan, subscribe to the previous ten chapters.
Don't let an author, who has exhausted all his efforts to write something, used his own hard work, and turned his hair gray, just to have the thing written be wasted.
In this era of rampant piracy, please give some hope to the authors.
Here, I would like to thank the genuine readers and all readers who are willing to spend a little money to subscribe.
You are the author’s only support and the only hope for survival in the entire online literary world.
Thank you to those who allow the author to live.
After today, maybe I will still be the same me, the person who is called "waste" by others, who sits in front of the computer and has "nothing to do".
Maybe, I can get a normal salary, maybe... nothing.
There are too many possibilities, too many changes.
This is the book that I put the most thought into, the most tiring book to write, and the smoothest book. I hope everyone can enjoy it.
Here, I sincerely thank you all.
Thank you to the genuine readers, to those pillars of the online literary world, to those who give us hope.
Thanks!
My favorite readers, those most respectable genuine readers.