The more Yan Shiqing thought about it, the more complicated her heart became. She was able to achieve her current status only because he stood behind her.
So many people around her are good to her, either because of Chu Ximo's sake or because of their so-called lucky star status, not because of her as a person.
In their eyes, the things she knew were just because of her status as a lucky star, and they were all taken for granted.
Even Xiao Wa and Xiang Tao may think so too.
Thinking of this, Yan Shiqing felt a little lonely and sighed quietly.
Growing up in a military family, she was actually used to it.
Because her grandfather had a high rank, even though her parents had died, she was still able to enter the military academy and climb faster than others. This was due to her ability and her family background.
Many of her comrades-in-arms were from ordinary families, but they had to endure many years to reach the same position as her.
However, she could imagine the hardships and dangers involved, all of which were paid for with blood and tears.
But even so, sometimes a word from above can erase everything about them and start over.
Just like that, how many can bear it?
Modern times are different from ancient times, but in fact they are still more or less similar in nature.
People who look beautiful to outsiders may be just puppets in the hands of others.
For those who are disobedient, it only takes a few words to resolve them.
Chu Ximo didn't know why she suddenly felt very depressed. This look made him feel distressed. He couldn't help but lower his head and kissed her face again and again, saying: "No matter what happens, I'm here, don't worry."
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Yan Shiqing responded imperceptibly, then buried her head in his arms again, closed her eyes, and heard the sound of his strong heartbeat in her ears, feeling extremely at ease in her heart.
Time passed unknowingly, and the sound of the fourth watch came from outside. She gradually fell asleep, and whispered: "Ah Mo, there are so many women in this world who are prettier, smarter, gentler, and better than me.
Yes. I am not gentle, I am not homely, my temper is hot and cold, I can say it is cloudy or sunny, and I don’t know how to wash my hands and make soup. Why do you like me? Is it because of the so-called lucky star? If I am not,
Will you still like it? Or is it just because I am Xiao Nian'an's mother?"
In fact, Chu Ximo never fell asleep. He had been paying attention to the person in his arms, knowing that she was not calm. When he heard this, he reached out and rubbed the back of her head. The long hair felt like silk in his hand, calling him
Sighing in my heart.
When he first met her, she was a malnourished girl with yellow hair all over her body. At that time, he thought she was quite interesting, and she was always able to make him put his eyes on her unconsciously.
Nowadays, her youthfulness has long since faded away, and she has become extremely dazzling in the eyes of everyone. It can even be said that she has been reborn.
If you put her before and her now, no one would believe that they are the same person.
As for why he likes it, he actually can't tell.
If you like it, you just like it. How can you control so much!
"What nonsense are you talking about? How can I be such a superficial person? I am happy with you just because that person is you. There is no reason or other additional factors. As for Huai Jin, it is just because he is your substitute.
The son I gave birth to is nothing more than this. Don’t think too much about it, just rest late at night!”
Yan Shiqing felt uneasy after hearing what he said, and said, "I find it very strange. You must know that I looked like an eleven or twelve-year-old child at the time. Are you a pedophile?"
Chu Ximo, who was about to go to sleep, turned pale when he heard this, pushed her away a little, and stared at him: "Do you think you are a teenage girl now? You are still a pedophile.
Thank you for being able to speak out. If that were the case, how much more would I be relying on you? Could it be that in your eyes, I am just such a wretched person?"
The more he talked, the angrier he became, and he couldn't help but lower his head and bite her little mouth a little harder.
Make her suffer so that she can remember what to say and what not to say, so as not to think nonsense.
Yan Shiqing was bitten unexpectedly and gasped in pain.
Knowing that he was really angry, he said with a guilty conscience: "Don't act recklessly. You have to go to the drugstore at dawn. If you leave my mouth swollen, how will those people see me tomorrow?"
Chu Ximo was still a little confused and reached out to pat her buttocks gently: "I told you to talk nonsense!"
"Okay, I shouldn't talk nonsense, I shouldn't doubt you. You are extremely sincere to me, truer than gold. I'm crazy, that's why I say this. You have a lot of money, please forgive me, little girl."
become?"
"That's pretty much it. Don't do any of these things next time. The reason why I like you is because Master Wuwei made the decision long ago. I can't touch any other woman except you. We are destined to be together.
Together, you can't doubt."
As he spoke, he remembered the books Jiang Hongxuan once read to him, teaching him how to say things to women that they liked to hear.
He glanced down at Yan Shiqing, hesitated for a moment, and then recited: "I heard that the birds will lose their luster without the blue sky, but the blue sky will still be blue without the birds. I heard that the fish will die without the sea,
But the sea is still blue without the fish. And you are like the sky and the sea, and I am like the birds and fish, just a drop in the ocean in your vast mind. Without me, you are still the same as before, but I only have a dead end.
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Because it was too late, Yan Shiqing was a little drowsy. When she suddenly heard these words, she shivered, and the pores on her body stood up, and her mind suddenly became clear again.
"Who taught you this, or where did you get it from?"
A great Mo King in Dachu didn't understand romance at all before he met her. After meeting her, he was so busy all day long that sometimes he didn't even have time to sleep. How could he understand romance? What's more, he was so busy all day long.
Say something like this.
Why did she hear this at first? It sounded like what her little brother Jiang Hongxuan would say.
When Chu Ximo finished reciting these words, she was still a little nervous, wondering if she would be happy.
After hearing what she said, he said: "Did you hear it?" yyls
"Nonsense, if you have the time to come up with something like this, I'll write my name backwards. Honestly, who taught you this?"
"Hongxuan!"
"I knew that only the little brother would be so unreliable. Okay, don't learn these unnutritious things from the little brother in the future, so as not to be led astray."
Speaking of Jiang Hongxuan, Yan Shiqing thought of the current Hongwu Kingdom again and said, "I don't know what's going on in the capital of Hongwu Kingdom, and I don't know if it's okay or not. He's not young anymore, Ah Mo, wait until we get married.
, just ask him to come back!"
"Okay, go to sleep, don't think about this. Otherwise, you'll have to get up again at dawn, and you'll be in low spirits when you go back to see the doctor, and it's easy to make mistakes. After lunch, tell the patients to rest for half an hour, and they'll be able to squint for a while.