Su Xiran picked up the mobile phone from the ground, turned on the public, and said, "What's going on, Captain Ding..."
"The autopsy report said that organ failure, coupled with long-term depression, led to death..." The God of the North Wind cried while talking, "Brother Fusu, he was unwilling to say a single word to me until he passed away.
…”
Listening to his words, I felt even more heartbroken, and my whole body was trembling. I hugged my knees and sat huddled in the cold corner.
"Team D..."
Su Xiran hung up the phone and looked at me with tears in her eyes, "Are you okay?"
"I hurt..."
I covered my heart with one hand and looked up at Su Xiran, trembling all over and tears rolling out unconsciously, "Fusu just left like this, I feel bad... my heart hurts so much..."
Her shoulders trembled, she looked at me and couldn't help but raise her face, but her tears kept falling.
"Fusu him..."
My voice trembled, and I looked at Su Xiran, but my vision was blurred by tears. "Fusu refused to forgive me until he left. He must have blamed me for being too cowardly, blaming me for not being able to save Xi Youhehua, and blaming my cowardice for causing this."
All this happened."
As he said this, the self-blame in his heart could not be increased.
All the strength in his body seemed to have been drained by his heart, and suddenly his mind turned pale, and then his eyes darkened, and he unconsciously fell onto the cold balcony.
"Team D, you don't want to..."
The sound of Su Xiran's crying came to my ears, and my consciousness seemed to be leaving this world.
…
When I opened my eyes again, I was already lying on my bed in the studio. The sunshine was warm outside.
"Boss, are you awake?"
From the side, Xu Jiacheng's gentle voice came.
"Well, Chengcheng..."
I turned around and looked at her. On the side, Su Xiran and Lin Che were also there. Outside the door, Wang Jinhai, Zhang Wei, and Ji Jie also hurried in after hearing the sound.
"Brother Chen..." Lin Che gritted her teeth and said, "The doctor has seen it and there is nothing major. However, your mood should not be ups and downs anymore, otherwise your heart may not be able to bear it."
I looked at the familiar faces, my nose felt sour, I turned away and looked out the window, my voice choked with sobs, "Fusu is gone, Fusu is gone... I never thought that this day would come so soon...
…”
"Boss..."
Xu Jiacheng stepped forward and held my hand, saying, "We...we all have no choice but to accept all this. It's too late to say anything."
"Fusu shouldn't have ended like this."
I looked out the window, tears kept falling on the pillow, and said in a trembling voice, "Our Fusu, he is extremely talented. On the battlefield, he is the world's number one assassin. In the cemetery, he is the gentlest man in the world."
, he should spend eternity with his lover in the cemetery, instead of ending his best years in a strange room. I owe him too much..."
Su Xiran choked up and said, "Captain Ding, don't be like this... All of us are waiting for you to cheer up, don't be like this..."
"It would be great if I could exchange one of my lives for his."
I looked out the window, but my mind was full of the scene of arguing with Fusu in the Jiuquanguan Conference Hall. His handsome face seemed to still be in front of me, and I suddenly felt heartbroken, "It's all my fault for being so cowardly.
Fusu's young life is all my fault..."
"Ding Muchen, it's not your fault."
Critical said softly, "Fusu has his persistence, and you have yours. You two are not right or wrong. I know you must be very sad now, but... But Xiran is right, our entire Tianxuan group, the entire
Beichen is waiting for you to cheer up, besides you, who else can take charge of the overall situation?"
I turned my face and wiped my tears, then struggled to sit up from the bed and said, "Fusu, is there any news?"
Su Xiran said, "I have contacted Fusu's brother. Fusu... will have a funeral tomorrow. I have also written down his home address."
"knew."
My eyes were red and I said, "Xiran, book a flight. I'm flying to Zhengzhou today. I want to see Fusu for the last time."
"Team D..."
She looked at me with wet eyes, and then nodded softly, "Yes!"
"Fusu is also my brother, I want to go together." Lin Che said.
Wang Jinhai and Zhang Wei both nodded, "Yes, let's go together. Fusu is a brother to all of us, and we all want to see him off on his last journey."
Critically nodded, "I have already asked for leave for myself and Xiran, so let's go there together. What about the base... What should I do? Do I need to inform them?"
I nodded and said, "Tell them, if you want to go, you can go, if you don't want to, stay and train."
"knew."
…
Soon after, the tickets were released, and we were lucky enough to book a flight to Zhengzhou that would take off at 7pm.
In the afternoon, drive to the airport.
In the evening, the plane was not delayed and just flew off the ground, leaving southern Jiangsu and heading to the place where Fusu lived. But I didn't expect that going to his home for the first time was actually to say goodbye to him for the last time.
On the plane, all of us were very quiet. I looked at the sky outside the window the whole time, with mixed feelings in my heart.
At about eight o'clock, we arrived in Zhengzhou.
Critical hired a big car and took a group of us to Fusu's home. His home was not in the city. It would take about an hour or so. The car was driving on a dark road.
More than an hour later, the car arrived at a village surrounded by trees.
The car stopped slowly, and the driver pointed out not far away and said, "This is Daoxing Alley. Why don't you go and ask where it is?"
"Well, thank you, driver."
"You're welcome!"
A group of people got out of the car, and I was walking in front. I saw a middle-aged man smoking on the roadside, so I walked up and asked, "Uncle, do you know which household Lin Su lives in?"
"Lin Su?"
He raised his head and looked at us in surprise and said, "Who are you?"
"We are his friends."
"Lin Su has left. Are you here to bury him?"
"Um……"
"The funeral won't be held until tomorrow, so we came early today."
"It doesn't matter, let's go see him first."
"Oh, keep walking along this road. After about half a mile, turn right. You will see a family placing wreaths. It is Lin Su's family. Be careful of the slippery road. It has rained recently."
"Well, thank you, uncle."
"okay."
…
The road was a bit muddy, so after walking for a while, sure enough, there was a house ahead with bright lights in the yard, mourning and music coming from inside, and wreaths placed in front of the door. We arrived.
However, when I stood at the door, I had mixed feelings in my heart and stopped moving forward. I really hoped that this was a dream. When I woke up from the dream, I could see the high-spirited world's number one assassin in the game again.
, and at this time, as long as I take this step forward, it is equivalent to accepting this fact and accepting that Fusu is gone.
"Team D..."
On the side, Su Xiran said softly, "What's wrong?"
"fine……"
I walked up and knocked on the iron door of the yard. After two "dang" sounds, an old man about sixty years old opened the door. His face was full of wrinkles, and the palms holding the door looked very rough.
, covered with calluses, and a pair of eyes covered with bloodshot eyes, looked at us and asked in Henan dialect, "Who are you?"
"Lin Su's friend." I said, "We want to say goodbye to Lin Su."
"Lin Su's friend?"
He seemed a little wary and said, "Are you...are you that Ding Muchen?"
"It's me, are you?"
"I am Lin Su's father." He said with a cold look in his eyes, "The funeral won't be held until tomorrow. You can go. If you want to come, come back tomorrow."
"uncle……"
I frowned, "We want to...take a look at him?"
"Look at him?"
Fusu's father's eyes were full of anger, and he said, "I heard that in that game, Lin Su followed you and was wronged in the end. If it weren't for you, how could my son suffer from depression? How could he be alone?"
A man has locked himself in a room for so long? You actually have the nerve to take one last look at him today?"
"Uncle, I..."
"roll!"
He roared angrily, "Lin Su is really blind. If I get to know someone like you, if you don't get out, I'm going to take action! Get out!"
I was shaking all over.
"Uncle, I'm sorry..."
"roll!"
"Uncle, I..."
He closed the door hard.
On the side, Lin Che gritted her teeth, "Why, why should he blame you? Is this fair?"
"do not talk……"
I waved my hand gently and said, "It's really my fault."
The critical eyebrows furrowed slightly, "What do you mean by not letting us in? Ding Muchen, what should we do now?"
"You guys can take a taxi and find a hotel nearby to stay for one night. Come back tomorrow. I'll wait here." I looked at the dark wall in front of me and said, "If I stand here, I can be close to Fusu."
A little, so I can spend more time with him."
Su Xiran's voice was choked with sobs, "Captain Ding, don't be like this..."
"Xiran..."
I looked at her and said, "In this case, I will feel better, do you understand?"
"I know……"
At this moment, the door behind him opened again with a creak, and a young man in school uniform chased out, saying, "Ding Muchen? Is this brother Ding Muchen?"
"I am."
I immediately turned around, looked at him, and said, "Are you... Fusu's younger brother?"
"Um."
He nodded and said, "My name is Lin Xiaojie, Lin Su's younger brother. I'm sorry... My dad was too sad because his brother passed away, so he has a bad temper. I know I can never blame you for this. I'm really sorry...
…”
"It's okay, Xiaojie, I'm also responsible." I said.
There was an apology on his face. "Today, my dad's temper is indeed too great. How about you come over tomorrow morning and see my brother for the last time. My dad may not be so angry tomorrow, and he will come tomorrow."
There are many people, so he probably won't lose his temper in public. I really don't know what to say today."
"It's okay, it's okay."
I nodded, "Then...let's come over tomorrow."
"Well, thank you for all the hard work, I'm really sorry."
"it's okay no problem……"
…
Looking at Lin Xiaojie's back, he said with red eyes, "Fusu's younger brother is quite a sensible kid."
"Well, let's go, find a place to stay for the night, and come back tomorrow."