I am not a great god, and there is a clear gap between me and the great gods. This is my feeling.
Everyone reads Xueba's articles, and naturally they have also read the two books "Xueba's Life with Black Technology" and "I Just Want to Be a Quiet Xueba".
I just read it today, Chapter 145. After reading it, I suddenly fell silent... and wrote this paragraph.
I discovered that I am very good at food, the kind of food that stings my feet.
Compared with Chenxing, I still have a big gap.
I looked back at my own book. Indeed, it was not as good-looking as other people's books. My pretentiousness was like that of an idiot. Others' books were very smooth and made me feel comfortable and happy to read them.
And when the plot changes and goes too far, I am stiff and stiff, but others are very peaceful.
I know the gap between me and those great gods.
This book makes me feel scared now, why do you say that?
Because now I have a collection of 19,325, almost 20,000. How can I let so many friends see it?
I am particularly afraid now, afraid that I will not be able to write well. I am not afraid that you will scold me, but I am afraid that you will be disappointed.
If you scold me, I won't pay attention to it anyway. There are so many people scolding me, who do you think you are?
But I'm afraid of being disappointed. There aren't many people who like me, and if one of them is missing, I'll be heartbroken.
I have always wanted to write these words, but I feel too embarrassed to write them out. I am already a seasoned writer, and it feels embarrassing for such an adult to say that I am a novice.
But...I don't want you to leave me.
If I make mistakes, I can correct them. If I write poorly, I can learn from them.
It has been changed a lot...
real!
If you call me stupid, I can send you a few more chapters a day. I just want to write a good book... I want you to enjoy reading it, so I said, I'm sorry! This book is beautiful! That's it, what else can I do?
If the editor of the new book issue does not allow more publications, what will happen if I add a few more chapters?
In fact, I was very happy when I saw everyone’s comments in the comment area and what was said in this chapter.
It's not easy for you to accept the novice tricks of an experienced person.
Seeing how everyone hates and loves me at the same time, I just feel uncomfortable in my heart.
I want to write well, I really want to write well.
I will definitely learn how to write well.
Please don’t give up on veterans…
Really, it works!
This National Day, I didn’t go back to my hometown because I wanted to save more in the duty room so that I could distribute more to everyone when it’s on the shelves.
I’m not trying to be miserable, I’m not asking for sympathy, I just want to gain understanding. I hope everyone will give me a chance to see my progress.
One final word: Ahem, the next few chapters... may still be a little watery, they were saved before being put on the shelves, but... they won't be there anymore!
A veteran uses a nurse uniform to guarantee that if I don’t write it well, I will put on a nurse uniform and show it to you!