Thank you Silver League Alleggwitch, a few words by the way
First of all, I would like to express my gratitude to Aleg for the reward, including to so many previous alliance leaders... To be honest, I feel ashamed of it.
But on the other hand, it seems that the more depressed the situation is, the more people take the initiative to care about the author and encourage the author... This is also a very heart-warming thing. It's strange that I don't often see people selling miserably in books.
Therefore, I sincerely thank Miss Gargamel and all the big guys who care about me! Especially Miss Gargamel, whose beautiful voice and soft voice make people feel like a spring breeze.
Then, use this to say a few words.
As of writing this book, on the one hand, it is about to reach its real climax according to the outline, but on the other hand, due to my own work and study, it has fallen into a period of fatigue... There is no way around it.
But I want to emphasize two points:
First, I will try my best. If there is even the slightest possibility, I will definitely pour my passion into the book and give everyone a good reading experience.
Second, if I don’t die suddenly, I will definitely finish the book carefully according to the outline... Finishing the book is the most basic obligation of a writer. Everyone has subscribed to millions of words, and suddenly there is no more content. This kind of harm is mutual, and we must not do it.
occur.
In short, the water flows slowly, I write slowly and carefully, and everyone will read it slowly.
But having said that, since it is a period of fatigue, I also have my own helplessness... At my age and stage of life, I am indeed very tired, and sometimes I don't really want to try my best.
For example, last night, I actually didn’t sleep all night...According to the plot outline, it was supposed to be a two-person play between Ju Shou and Xu You. I explained my understanding of the late Han warlords in one breath and decided on the route of Yuan Shao’s camp.
Picture, but it’s really useless.
When I wrote at ten o'clock, I had already written that Jushu had appeared, and what the two of them wanted to express was in their hearts. But suddenly when I went to look for something, I found a bag and found the record of my high school classmates.
and college graduation photos, and then I lost control...sitting in front of the computer, from Zhihu to Weibo to QQ to Renren, uncontrollably looking for all my classmates to see their current life trajectories.
But what’s very interesting is that the more I look at it, the more sad it becomes. Most of my classmates’ social media updates are stuck at one or two years ago... They are just like me, and they have reached this point.
At three o'clock in the middle of the night, I was sitting alone in front of the computer, feeling lonely and exhausted beyond words.
Fortunately, there are still a few foreign and night owl book friends who are still there, and I can chat with them privately and let them comfort me... But thinking about it, this way of passing on negative emotions is really selfish... but it is out of control.
Why can you insist on writing books?
When a big boss on Zhihu asked me, I seemed to say that positive feedback is greater than negative feedback...such as money, new friends, etc...This is a fact.
But what needs to be emphasized in particular is that the positive feedback that supports a person doing this kind of thing for many years cannot be a one-off, but long-term, gentle, and continuous... So let’s be a little more vulgar, but very sincere... Thank you all
, thank you to Gargamel, thank you to the previous salted fish boss, thank you to all the more than 40 alliance leaders, thank you to the administrators, thank you to the book friends who volunteered to proofread, thank you to those who wrote book reviews...