"Is there a difference? Tell me, is there a difference between fate and accidental cause and effect? Everything that was supposed to happen happened. Is it fate or cause and effect, does it matter?"
Gu Qingfeng shrugged, noncommittal.
indeed.
Just as Tang Hengxi said, everything that was supposed to happen happened. Now it is meaningless to talk about destiny or accidental cause and effect.
Seeing Tang Hengxi looking at him blankly, Gu Qingfeng asked: "Why are you looking at me like this? What's the matter? We haven't seen each other for so many years and we don't know each other?"
"You haven't changed, you're still the same as before. You don't care about anyone or anything, and you never cared about anything. You're all dressed in cumin, and it doesn't matter."
"This sounds really uncomfortable. What does it mean to not care about anyone or anything? I'm not that heartless. At least, I still care about you and care about you..."
As Gu Qingfeng was talking, Tang Hengshu suddenly laughed, quite mockingly.
"why are you laughing?"
"Gu Tianlang, when I was reincarnated, my mind was not yet enlightened and my memory was not awakened. I was a completely ignorant girl. That's why I believed your lies. Now that I have woken up, please don't use these lies to deceive me.
Okay?"
"I'm not lying to you, I really care about you..."
"That's enough, stop talking. You said you care about me? Then let me ask you, are you here in Yanluo because of me?"
Tang Hengxi asked again, but Gu Qingfeng still couldn't answer.
"You came to Yanluo to find me not because you care about me, but because you care about your inner feelings. If you have feelings for me, you will only feel guilty and nothing else. Jun Xuanji said that what you said is not wrong at all.
, she said that you, on the surface, seem to be affectionate and righteous, but in fact you are the most ruthless and unjust. In your eyes, any woman is just an object to fill the emptiness in your heart. You don't care at all, and you don't care.
I will care."
Tang Hengxi's words left Gu Qingfeng speechless. He raised his head and opened his mouth. After the words reached his lips, he still couldn't say a word.
"When others cultivate their hearts, you should also cultivate their hearts. What they cultivate is compassion and fearlessness, but what you cultivate is a heart of freedom. What you pursue is freedom in life, so how can you care about other people's feelings?"
"Jun Xuanji said that what makes Gu Tianlang bow his head and remain silent in this world is not heaven and earth, nor gods and Buddhas, nor immortals and demons, but guilt, right?"
here.
Gu Qingfeng indeed lowered his head and remained silent, feeling very embarrassed. Even so, he still said bravely: "Don't believe Jun Xuanji's lies. She doesn't understand me at all and is deliberately deceiving you."
"I believe she knows you better than anyone else, even better than you know yourself."
"When did you see her?"
Tang Hengxi shook his head, as if he didn't want to answer this question.
Tang Hengxi was silent, and Gu Qingfeng really didn't know what to say.
"Thank you for your help in today's Yanluo incident."
"It's a convenient thing, but since you are here, why don't you go and see them? Mr. Tang and the others have been worried about you. They all thought that you were looking for me, and your whereabouts are still unknown, and your life or death is unknown."
"Stumping, isn't it?"
"Okay, even if you disappeared inexplicably back then, then at least you could go back and visit them. It would be an explanation, so they don't have to worry anymore."
"You don't need to worry about my affairs."
Perhaps feeling that Tang Hengxi wanted to leave, Gu Qingfeng asked: "You want to leave, right?"
"I've seen everything I need to see, I've said everything I need to say, so what if I don't leave."
"Where are you going?"
"Go where I should go."
"Where should you go?"
Silence and no answer.
"All right."
Gu Qingfeng sighed and asked again: "Since you don't want to say it, I won't ask again. Will there be a chance for us to meet in the future?"
"See you soon."
"That's good."
"but……"
Gu Qingfeng raised his eyebrows and asked, "But what?"
"But next time we meet, either you will die or I will live."
"Why?"
"You will know later."
Gu Qingfeng just looked at the looming and ethereal Tang Hengji here, frowning and thinking about what she said. In a daze, he felt that Tang Hengji was a little familiar. This familiarity did not come from Tang Hengji back then, but a kind of deja vu. This kind of deja vu was both familiar and familiar.
It's like an inexplicable deja vu, and it's also like a deja vu from the past.
"Did we meet in heaven?"
"No."
Although Tang Henghui denied it without thinking, Gu Qingfeng could still tell from her reaction that she had lied.
"Who was your identity in your previous life? Or should I ask, who was your identity in heaven after you woke up?"
"You will know later."
After Tang Henghu finished speaking these words, her originally looming figure became more ethereal and ethereal, and began to dissipate bit by bit in the wind like smoke.
"You cover yourself so tightly in this external incarnation because you are afraid that I will recognize your true identity? After seeing you, you will disappear directly. Are you afraid that I will find you?"
"I'm not afraid that you will find me."
"Then what are you afraid of? Afraid of cause and effect? Or afraid of the sea of suffering? If you are afraid, I can face it with you. If you fall into the sea of suffering because of me, I will definitely fall into the sea of suffering to accompany you."
"You don't understand."
Tang Hengxi's figure became more and more blurred, and his voice became weaker and weaker.
"What don't I understand?"
"I am already in a sea of suffering, and you are no exception. How can you understand? How can you accompany me? If you accompany me, you will only make me sink deeper, and you will sink yourself deeper and deeper."
"I'm in a sea of suffering? How come I don't know?"
"When you embark on the path of seeking cause and effect, you are already in a sea of suffering, but you are not aware of it yet. One day you will understand."
"I don't understand, and I don't want to understand."
"You'll understand."
Gu Qingfeng did not force him to stay, he just looked at Tang Hengxi who was disintegrating bit by bit, and said, "Does it have to be like this? Does it have to be like this?"
"If you still think about the relationship we had in Yanluo back then, even if you just feel guilty, please don't look for me again, forget about me, and forget about the Tang Hengxi that I once was."
"I can't forget it, and I will go find you too."
"You will regret it..."
"Between you and me, the only thing I regret is that I didn't cherish you at the beginning."
"Do you know? After you left Yanluo, I went to find you. If I remember correctly, you also said this to me back then, Gu Tianlang, Gu Tianlang, you are really enough... Get out
Come on! I'm warning you, don't come to me, otherwise you will really regret it!"
"Finally, I will give you something I have always wanted to say but never had the chance to say to you."
"What words?"
"You are truly a heartless, ruthless, shameless bastard, scumbag and stinky bastard!"