"It's good to be alive these days, why should I care about how other people live."
After listening to Gu Qingfeng's words, Xiao Jin'er's innocent-looking face showed an expression that didn't match it, as if she was helpless, and said: "Brother, do you believe in cause and effect?"
"It's not bad, I can't say I believe it, nor can I say I don't believe it."
"So, big brother, do you think it's cause and effect that you and Sister Hua met before?"
"I don't know."
"Big Brother, do you think Karma can be avoided?"
Gu Qingfeng shook his head and responded truthfully, "I don't know either."
"Can cause and effect be cut off?"
"I don't even know."
"Brother, do you really not know or don't want to answer Jin'er?"
Gu Qingfeng looked at Xiao Jin'er and said, "Jin'er, what exactly do you want to say? Why don't you just say it."
"Jin'er feels that whether it is the cause and effect of the past life or the cause and effect of this life, it is all cause and effect. If the eldest brother can avoid the cause and effect and can cut off the cause and effect, then it will be good. If the eldest brother can neither avoid it nor cut it off,
Why not give it a try?”
"It's not impossible to give it a try. What's more, I've never refused, right?"
"The eldest brother did not refuse, but the eldest brother also did not accept it, let alone take the initiative, right?"
"Jin'er." Gu Qingfeng explained earnestly: "This kind of thing depends on feelings. I don't have any feelings for Su Hua. How can you take the initiative for me, right?"
"Since the eldest brother has no feelings for Sister Hua, why did he recruit Sister Hua, and why did he give her hope again and again?"
"Jin'er, I have just explained that I just took Su Hua away casually and had no other intention."
"Brother, Jin'er is not talking about this time."
"If it's not this time, then which time was it?"
"Before Wudao Mountain came, did Sister Hua ever look for Big Brother, right?"
"Yes, that's what happened."
"Eldest brother once said something to sister Hua, do you remember?"
"What words?"
"As long as you want it, as long as I have it."
"It's easy to say that he said this."
"So big brother, can Jin'er understand this sentence as a promise?"
"This..." Gu Qingfeng was asked by Xiao Jin'er and really didn't know how to answer. He scratched his head and explained: "This is indeed a promise. Back then, when Wudao Mountain came, Su Hua and I both knew that this
When her life and death were uncertain, she asked me to stay with her for a few days, so I stayed with her for a few days. As for this promise, I really made it."
"It's good if big brother admits it."
"I didn't say I wouldn't admit it. If Su Hua asked me to go find him, as long as she asks, no problem, I can go now. Jin'er Changchang, did your sister Hua ask me to go find her?"
"Sister Hua...it's true that she didn't say it, but...sister Hua didn't say it, it doesn't mean she doesn't want to, and..."
Xiao Jin'er wanted to say something else, but Gu Qingfeng really didn't want to talk about this issue with her anymore, so he said: "Since your sister Hua hasn't said anything, don't blame me for this. Whenever she speaks, I will go there.
"
"Brother, you...how could you...be so...so..."
Xiao Jin'er stared at Gu Qingfeng here, and shook her head helplessly. She wanted to say something, but she hesitated. Then she shook her head again, sighed, stood up, jumped off the horse, and rode on her again.
My own white horse.
"Oh, my temper has gotten worse after not seeing you for so long." Gu Qingfeng smiled and said, "What's the matter, are you still angry if I don't go to see your sister?"
"No, Jin'er is not angry. Jin'er is just...a little disappointed."
"What are you disappointed about?"
Xiao Jin'er was riding on a white horse, looking at the sky, and said quietly: "Brother, do you know? When I was in Langya Paradise, I often saw many seniors who missed their youth. I didn't understand before, but now I finally understand.
Woolen cloth."
Gu Qingfeng was a little confused and didn't understand. He didn't know why the good-natured Xiao Jin'er said such a strange thing out of nowhere and asked: "Then what do you mean?"
"When you are young and carefree, both reality and dreams are beautiful."
"What do you mean, you have grown up now, have troubles, and have begun to miss the past?"
"yes."
"So, you are lost?"
"Jin'er is not disappointed with herself, but with her big brother."
"Why did I let you down? Is it because I didn't go to find you, Sister Suhua?"
"No."
"Why is that?"
Xiao Jin'er said softly: "In the past, Jin'er often heard people say how heartless and heartless the eldest brother was. Whenever someone said that, Jin'er would get very angry and stand up for him.
Brother defended himself, until today, until now, Jin'er finally understood the truth, that is, what the world said is absolutely true, the elder brother is really a heartless and heartless person."
"this……"
Gu Qingfeng was completely choked and speechless this time.
previously.
Xiao Jin'er said that she provoked Su Hua, and Gu Qingfeng defended herself because he did not intend to provoke Su Hua.
Now.
Xiao Jin'er said that he was a heartless person, but Gu Qingfeng did not defend himself, because he himself knew that he was indeed such a virtuous person.
He has never denied this.
There is nothing we can do.
This is what he likes, and he likes to tease and flirt with girls whenever he has nothing to do, in order to kill the emptiness and loneliness in his heart.
Seeing Gu Qingfeng's silence, Xiao Jin'er apologized: "Brother, I'm sorry, Jin'er didn't want to make you angry, Jin'er just wanted to..."
Gu Qingfeng waved his hand and said with emotion: "Jin'er, eldest brother is not angry. You are right. Your eldest brother, I really have such a bad behavior. I can't change it, and I am too lazy to change it. I just have such a hobby.
."
"Brother, can Jin'er ask a question?"
"Ask."
"Brother, in all these years, is it surprising that you have never really loved a woman?"
"Probably not."
Gu Qingfeng thought carefully about the women he had hooked up with along the way, from Yun Nishang at the beginning, to Feng Zhuyue, to Tang Hengshu, Ye Tianlan, Jun Xuanji, etc... After thinking about it, all the women he had hooked up with when he was young...
At that time, although the reincarnation of Yun Nishang
There was a time in the past, but at that time, I was young and ignorant, mentally immature, and ignorant. Rather than pursuing her, it was better to flirt with her. The element of showing off one's authority and winning face was more important. Not to mention falling in love, even liking her.
I'm afraid we can't even talk about it.
As for Jun Xuanji, to be honest, there are more elements of teasing, and there is no talk of love.
"Brother, don't you think this is a very sad thing?"
"Pathetic? Why is it so pathetic?"
"If a person lives his whole life without even one person he loves, and doesn't even know what love feels like, wouldn't you feel sad, big brother?"