Chapter 1957 I will become the original sin and get lost with you
Looking at Jun Xuanji here, Gu Qingfeng felt very uncomfortable for some reason.
Maybe it's guilt, maybe it's self-blame.
Gu Qingfeng always felt that he had caused Jun Xuanji to become like this. If he had not molested her back then, there would be no subsequent love and hatred. If he had not been too ruthless to her, Jun Xuanji might not have fallen.
Even if you become a demon, you will not lose yourself...
Although to this day, Gu Qingfeng still doesn't know whether Jun Xuanji's statement that she was in love with him was true or false, or if she had another purpose.
But he still felt very sorry for Jun Xuanji in his heart.
"Don't feel guilty...and don't...blame yourself."
After finishing the jar of Hell's Impermanence Wine, Jun Xuanji just stared at Gu Qingfeng and said softly: "I... chose to get lost... and it has nothing to do with you..."
"Don't... have emotions, don't have any emotions... because emotions... will become your fetters."
"If a person doesn't even have seven emotions and six desires." Gu Qingfeng said lightly: "Then what are you still doing alive? What is the difference between you and the walking dead?"
"With seven emotions and six desires... there will be fetters, and if there are fetters... it will be easy to be... grafted with cause and effect..." Jun Xuanji's blurred and hesitant eyes stared at Gu Qingfeng's dark eyes, and she said absently: "Back then...
…I…perhaps…just to graft karma with you…”
"Oh!"
Gu Qingfeng smiled and said: "Even if you are grafting karma, I will admit it."
"Why?"
"At least you brought me a very complicated memory, right? Otherwise, my life would be too monotonous and boring!" Gu Qingfeng jumped down from the plum blossom tree, stretched out his waist, and looked at the night sky.
He looked up at the looming full moon and said, "What's more, it's an honor for me to be grafted with a great beauty like you."
"One day... you will regret it..."
"When is the day?" Gu Qingfeng knelt down and picked up a few plum blossom petals and said, "I have always lived in the present. As for what will happen in the future, I'm sorry, I'm too lazy to think about it."
"Have you...really decided to continue to escape your original sin?"
"Otherwise, what should I do?" Gu Qingfeng played with a few plum blossom petals, shook his head, and said: "I have fallen into the abyss of original sin. There is no other way to go. The only way to go is to climb up. How did I fall in?
How to climb out."
"But... have you ever thought about... a very scary question? If you want to... get rid of original sin, you must understand original sin... and... when you truly understand what original sin is, it means...
You have been completely trapped...and you can never...climb out..."
"There is an old saying that I don't know if you have heard of it." Gu Qingfeng responded: "You will live after death. If you don't break, you won't stand. If you break, you will stand. If I want to get rid of the original sin, I must figure out what the real original sin is. As for figuring out the real original sin,
After the original sin, can it be broken and reestablished..."
After a pause, Gu Qingfeng continued: "Let it go, I can only let it go. No matter what the result is, I have to give it a try and take a gamble. Life is a gamble. If this happens, I will
I won the bet, even if I lost the bet in the end, I still lost. At least, I tried my best and will not regret it. I have no regrets. This is enough, and it also gives an explanation to my heart."
Looking at Gu Qingfeng, Jun Xuanji shook her head slightly and said: "You can't win... you will definitely lose."
"Sister, I haven't even started placing bets yet, and you're badmouthing me? What? You don't have any confidence in me?"
"When you... decide to get rid of original sin, you have already lost..."
"How do you say this?"
"Because when you...truly understand original sin, you will...find...that you have become original sin...you have become original sin...how can you get rid of original sin? Can you...be able to get rid of yourself?"
Hear the words.
Gu Qingfeng did not continue to play with the plum blossom petals, and casually crushed them and scattered them on the ground. He stared at Jun Xuanji and said, "How can you be so sure that after you truly understand the original sin, you will definitely become the original sin."
"The me standing...in front of you...is original sin."
When Jun Xuanji said these words, Gu Qingfeng was not very surprised, because he had already guessed it and said: "In order to get rid of the original sin, you also sought the original sin, but later you found that you had become the original sin...
…That’s why you chose to bury your soul and yourself after becoming the original sin, right?”
"Maybe, maybe not...I...forgot..."
Gu Qingfeng continued: "After burying the original sin soul, you reincarnated with a touch of spiritual thought... I hope you can start over, but you probably didn't expect... that you would meet a person like me after reincarnation, let alone a person of original sin.
It will have a cause and effect with me. When the memory of your past life awakens, you find that you still can't get rid of the original sin after burying your original sin soul... so you choose to lose yourself... right?"
Jun Xuanji repeated the words just now and said in a daze: "Maybe, maybe not... I... forgot..."
"Whether you and I met was due to cause and effect or fate, I don't know. The only thing I know is... there is no grafting of cause and effect between us." Gu Qingfeng said calmly, "Maybe it was original sin that made you and me meet.
Or maybe it's been predestined somewhere... Who knows, no one knows."
silence.
Silence again.
Jun Xuanji didn't speak, and Gu Qingfeng didn't speak again either.
The plum blossoms are falling, the breeze is blowing, time is passing, and the night seems to be disappearing.
"In that case..."
After a long time, Jun Xuanji spoke again and asked: "Will you still get rid of...original sin?"
"Of course, I said that I have no choice but to go... This is the only way left. I also said that I am determined to make this bet. It doesn't matter whether I win or lose, but I must give myself an explanation."
"What if...in the end...you become the original sin?"
"Then let it be the original sin."
"What if...in the end...you can't get rid of original sin after all?"
"Then there's no way to get rid of it."
"What if...in the end...you are also lost..."
"Then get lost."
Jun Xuanji stared at Gu Qingfeng, and after a long time, she asked: "Why?"
"There is no reason." Gu Qingfeng also stared at Jun Xuanji and said with a smile: "I want to be the original sin and get lost with you. Is this a good enough reason?"
Hearing this, Jun Xuanji's looming, weak and ethereal figure suddenly trembled, and a complex color flashed through her blurred and hesitant eyes. Immediately, she turned around, closed her eyes, and said: "You will..."
Regret..."
"I have never known regret in my life."
As he spoke, Gu Qingfeng walked over and hugged Jun Xuanji from behind, but suddenly, Jun Xuanji's figure collapsed and disappeared like a bubble, disappearing without a trace, as if he had never existed.
"Hahaha!"
Gu Qingfeng laughed heartily. Although he didn't know where Jun Xuanji went, he knew that Jun Xuanji could definitely hear his words, so he shouted into the night sky: "Jun Xuanji, wait for me, I will do my best to end you
If all this that I want to end cannot be ended, I will also become the original sin and be lost with you... Then we will renew our relationship, hahahaha!"