"You don't have to feel guilty or anything else. I know you don't want to be the culprit that ruins my relationship with Wanqi. But after talking to Wanqi today, I realized that everything actually happened a long time ago. This child was just a trigger.
Even without this child, there are still many problems in my relationship with her. I have always been too self-righteous and ignored her feelings. Also, you don’t have to feel guilty at all. I was the one who made the mistake that night. In this matter, man
If I didn’t want you, a woman wouldn’t be able to say that she was forced, so it’s still my own fault, and you are also a victim. If it weren’t for me, you wouldn’t have done it like this.”
Zhang Xiaoyun was so angry that she was shaking: "Wang Xudong, do you think you are great and responsible? When you found out you had a child, you immediately took the initiative to take responsibility. Do you think you are a very big man for doing this, right? Wang Xudong, you
It's really selfish. Have you ever thought about other people? As for Su Wanqi, I won't say how she feels. I only know that if my husband does this, I will definitely kill him."
"Also, why do you treat me like this, why do you make decisions for me like this? How much affection do you have for me? In the end, just for the sake of such a child, you forced yourself to give up the woman you love most and marry a woman you have no idea about.
As a woman without feelings, can you be happy for the rest of your life?"
"Also, have you ever thought about me? To you, my whole identity, Zhang Xiaoyun, is that of your child's mother, and my mission is to give birth to this child for you? Yes, this child is yours, and you will love him
I believe it, but what about me? Without feelings, how do you think I will face the rest of my life? I am also a woman, and you ask which woman would like her husband to marry her home just because she is a tool for giving birth to children? Which one?
Can a woman accept that her husband has another woman in his heart? Wang Xudong, don’t deceive yourself, okay? Do you think it’s worth spending the rest of your life for a child? I don’t think it’s worth it!”
Zhang Xiaoyun looked at Wang Xudong and suddenly sneered: "Okay, Wang Xudong, you are now Su Wanqi. I know you are messing around outside, so I don't want you when I get angry. You remember that there is a person like me, and it is a coincidence."
Your child, so you think you can make do with me. Since no one wants you anymore, you can only make do with me, right? But why should I, Zhang Xiaoyun, make do with you? She, Su Wanqi, throws away things she doesn’t want as rubbish.
If you say I have to pick it up, I have to take it? I, Zhang Xiaoyun, have a very strong temper. You should understand, right? Do you think I will pick up the leftovers that others don’t want? You, Wang Xudong, are not good enough for me to put down my self-esteem and face.
To love?"
Wang Xudong waited for her to finish venting, lit another cigarette, and said slowly: "Xiaoyun, you said I was selfish. I admit that I have never really understood other people's thoughts. I have always been too self-righteous.
I think I have paid a lot, but in fact it is not what others really want."
"But can you give me a chance? Let me learn to change? I think about it, maybe this child is also an opportunity for me to face the changes in my life and learn to face everything and change myself.
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"I admit that I do have very deep feelings for Wanqi, but I have also caused her a lot of harm. As she said, I am a person who cannot bring her happiness. This relationship between me and her has
It's officially over. Maybe I won't be able to let go of her for a long time, but I can only keep her in my heart and won't bother her or hurt her anymore. From the moment I made up my mind to agree to her breakup
, I can only say goodbye to the past relationship."
"Indeed, I don't think I'm in love with you, at least I don't have the strong feelings I have for Wanqi, but feelings can be cultivated. I want to be with you, not just because of this child, nor the so-called
No one wanted me, so I found you. Xiaoyun, you are a very good girl. Your sense of justice, principles and persistence are something that many people don’t have. Especially when I came to you this time, I really realized that I
I'm worried about you, and it's true that you shocked me very much, because I can't imagine how a girl like you would face all that."
"To be honest, I was really distressed at that time. I admit that because I had Wanqi at that time, it was impossible to say that I had other thoughts, but at least I had a good impression of you in my heart, and I was willing to cultivate this relationship with you.
We are both still young now. If we are together, our whole life will be so long. There is plenty of time to change and cultivate, as long as you are willing."
Wang Xudong increased his tone and asked Zhang Xiaoyun: "The most important thing is, you actually like me, right? If you had no feelings for me, then nothing would have happened between us that night. Can you put me
Sending him home shows that you are still awake and your skills are such that if you resist under such circumstances, I will not be able to succeed."
"You never want to show it, but ask yourself, don't you have any feelings for me or like me? If not, why did you call me when you were in danger, and why did you treat me so badly?
Say those words? You made up your mind at that time and were prepared to die, so you were worried that if you didn't say those words, I wouldn't know about them in this life, so you said it, right?"
"So, you like me, and I am willing to develop a relationship with you. I am single now, why can't we be together? I'm sorry, Xiaoyun, I know you feel aggrieved like this, and I will treat you well in the future. I will treat you well.
Cultivate the relationship between us, and I will like you more and more in the future, making you the most important person to me."
"Stop talking about aborting the child. You think such a sacrifice will help Wanqi and I, but you shouldn't sacrifice a young and innocent life. I know you are reluctant to let it go. Your eyes can't lie."
Zhang Xiaoyun stared at him blankly, and finally said in pain for a long time: "Xudong, I really never thought it would be like this. I admit that I like you very much. My last thought before I died was that I would never be like you again."
I can't see you anymore, even if I can survive to see you standing with another woman on the red carpet, I can rest in peace. I know that you have never had me in your heart, and I can't emotionally follow you.
Let others fight for it, especially with this method. You make me feel like a thief, because I stole the happiness that should belong to Su Wanqi from her."
"I am not a Holy Mother, and I also hope that the person I like can choose me and be with me. I admit that the relationship between you and Su Wanqi does make me very painful, but no matter how painful it is, I can't say
Grab it from others. I have my own self-esteem and moral standards, and I can't do any of these." (To be continued)