"You did those things yourself, knowing that he had a girlfriend and had a child with him. Why didn't you think about the consequences at that time and didn't think about people stabbing you in the back like a mistress?" Zhang Xiaoyun's mother asked her angrily, "Besides.
Now, you said that you can save it by trying to save him? As a woman, think about yourself. If you are with him, and now another woman comes to tell you that she has his child, can you accept it? What else can you say?
Who can believe the nonsense about begging them not to break up and stay together? Who is willing to listen?"
"Besides, you have a child in your belly now, how can they still be together? Without a child, you can still say that you just turn a blind eye, but with a child, the nature is completely different. No matter when,
Whether you are born or not, this is a matter of life, both of them will have a knot in their hearts, how can they be together?"
Zhang Xiaoyun's mother looked at Zhang Xiaoyun with pure hatred: "If you say that you and Xudong have nothing, then forget it and we won't care about you, but now that you have a child, what else do you want? You
If you don't follow him when your belly is full, who will you follow? Who else will want you?"
"Mom, have you said enough?" Zhang Xiaoyun was also anxious: "Don't keep your mouth shut because I have someone who wants me but no one wants me. If I want this child, I can give birth to him and raise him by myself. I don't need anyone else."
I don’t care at all whether they want me or not. I only care about others. I don’t care if others say whatever they want.”
"Mom, you and my dad have always taught me to be upright and upright since I was a child. I admit that it was my fault to have a relationship with Xudong, so I have to find a way to make up for it now. If you still
If you stop me and really let them break up, I will hate myself for the rest of my life. Moreover, Xudong is saying all this to me out of responsibility for this child, but in fact he loves her in his heart.
There will always be only her. When he thinks in the future that it was because of me that he had to break up, he will only hate me."
"What about yourself?" Zhang Xiaoyun's mother turned pale with anger. She covered her chest with her hands and continued to speak with great effort, "Ask yourself, don't you like Wang Xudong and don't want to be with him? Don't.
You think I can't tell, you are my daughter, I know you better than anyone else. Where does your child come from if you don't like him? It depends on your ability. If you really don't like him, you won't, even under normal circumstances.
, he can't say it's so easy to force you, right? Your temperament must be that even if you die, you will not say anything to let him succeed. Even if he really rapes you, you will definitely make a big fuss. Not to mention if you drink too much.
Next. Ask yourself, are you really willing to give him up to others like this?"
Zhang Xiaoyun was stunned for a moment. She bit her lip and was silent for a long time. Every word of her mother's words seemed to hit her heart.
It is true that she understands her feelings for Wang Xudong best in her heart, and she also understands the pain of not getting it.
Her mother continued sadly: "Do you think I am willing to be this bad person? Your dad and I mentioned this to Xudong at the beginning. We all know that it is impossible not to like him in your heart, but at that time he said that he did
If you have a girlfriend, then we can still only say that we are destined to be together, and we are not trying to find a way to break them up and force him to be with you. But it is different now. You have children. The reality is
Now that he is willing to marry you, why do you have to muddy the waters?"
"He has really reconciled with his girlfriends and continues to live married. What will you do with the child in your belly? Should you abort him and prevent him from being born, or should you give birth to him by yourself and let him have no child since he was a child?
Father, do you have to face other people's eyes and ridicule? Do you think that if you don't care, your child will not care? It's like I have to think about you, but you can't say that you don't think about the child in your belly."
Zhang Xiaoyun's mother burst into tears when she spoke, and Zhang Xiaoyun was also stunned. After a long time, she slowly said: "Mom, I know you are doing it for my own good, and you will do anything for me. To be honest, I am not willing to accept it.
I like him, I like him very much. When I think of him being with someone else, I feel as if I’m being stabbed. I’ve even asked in my heart countless times why the person he’s with is not me, and I even fantasize about it.
One day he broke up with his girlfriend and came to see me."
"But I know that he has never had me in his heart. At most, he treats me as a friend, just a simple friendship and appreciation. Even if he came all the way from the East China Sea to save me, he would probably treat any friend.
That's right, and part of the reason is guilt. But there is no affection between men and women, let alone the kind of love he has for his girlfriend."
"Mom, I also have my pride. I hope that my man likes me and I like him too. We choose each other to be together, instead of being forced to give up our true love because we have children.
At the same time, he will always remember who he really loves in his heart. In that case, for me, it is the real unwillingness. Mom, for me, I want to have it, but I think that even if I have it, it is not everything.
, I only got a superficial relationship and family, but I still have nothing else. This is really difficult for me to bear. I would rather be friends with him, respect each other and help each other."
"Mom, I love Xudong, I really love her very much, but real love should make the other person happy and free myself, rather than forcibly binding two people together."
Zhang Xiaoyun was already crying as she spoke. She knew exactly what she was doing and what the price of giving up was, but some things were destined to not belong to her, and she could only feel the heart-piercing pain again and again.
Zhang Xiaoyun's mother was also stunned, and then she said with tears in her eyes: "You are thinking too simply. If they said it was before, then they were together or whatever happened to them, it has nothing to do with us. But in the current situation, who
There's no turning back. Don't worry about it so much. It's impossible for them to reconcile. Rather than saying that you and Xudong are suffering separately, it's better for the two of you to take care of each other."
"At this time, don't think about love anymore. Those are useless. If feelings are really so important, then how could he betray his girlfriend and have this happen to you? I tell you
Dad, I was introduced to you by someone else at the beginning, and I didn’t have much affection. But over the decades, affection can be slowly cultivated. You are friends to begin with, and Xudong also cares about you. This means you have a foundation of affection. You will have plenty of time to do it in the future.
Cultivate. Besides, he is a responsible person, so he takes the initiative to admit and bear all this. If he chooses you, he will slowly let go of the past and will be good to you and your children. Don’t always think about his past.
, a couple is living a good life, not to mention having children, so let’s look at it later.” (To be continued)