"Are you so cruel to yourself?" Lin Xiaoya asked him with a smile, but her tears fell down as she smiled, "If you don't like me, I told you that I can wait. There is no need for you to put a shit on your head like this.
"
Wang Xudong was silent. He originally didn't want to disclose the matter between him and Zhang Xiaoyun to the outside so early. The main reason was to protect Zhang Xiaoyun's reputation. He didn't want Zhang Xiaoyun to be saddled with the mistress and take advantage of his reputation for being in a position of power. No matter how he blamed himself,
Lan can't stop some people from making malicious guesses, but if you can't hide it from others, sooner or later the news will get out. Moreover, Lin Xiaoya's attitude also forced him to tell the truth.
Wang Xudong said after a while: "I'm not lying to you. The child is in her mother's belly now. We can't keep it secret until then. I will marry her and give birth to the child. You will know sooner or later. You will know then."
I did not lie to you."
Lin Xiaoya's eyes were red, full of grief and anger. She asked angrily: "Who is it? Who is that woman?"
"Didn't you say that you have identified one Su Wanqi in your life? Why are there others? Why do you even have children?"
Although Lin Xiaoya said that she had fooled around when she was young, she was still young at that time. After all, she was still a little girl. Her only understanding of feelings was that she loved Wang Xudong, and she must be with Wang Xudong, and her immediate feelings
, I am afraid it is passionate and pure, and cannot tolerate any stain. Of course, no woman can accept such a thing from the man she loves most.
No matter how much she didn't want to admit it, she knew from the look on Wang Xudong's face that Wang Xudong was not lying. At this moment, her world almost collapsed.
When Wang Xudong looked at her, he actually felt very guilty and uncomfortable. His unwillingness to accept Lin Xiaoya did not mean that he did not understand Lin Xiaoya or understand her thoughts. The more persistent he was like Lin Xiaoya, the higher his demands for feelings.
And now he has personally destroyed her yearning for love. How could he not feel guilty or uncomfortable?
"I'm sorry, Xiaoya, I said everything is my fault. I really never thought that things would happen to this point one day, but it is true that I just made a mistake. I have never thought about Wanqi's feelings.
, I thought I was just friends with other women, but in the end, I still made a mistake after getting drunk. It was all because of me. Don’t ask about the child’s mother. It has nothing to do with her, it’s me.
It's not her fault that she had sex after drinking."
He was afraid that with Lin Xiaoya's stubborn temper, if she got angry and came to trouble Zhang Xiaoyun again, Zhang Xiaoyun was a pregnant woman now. If there were any consequences because of him causing such trouble, then he would regret it for the rest of his life.
"If what you said is true, how can you hide it from me?" Lin Xiaoya had lost her mind and asked Wang Xudong angrily: "She is pregnant. You want to marry her and you are going to dig a hole to hide her."
Are you going to stay inside and not let her come out or see me for the rest of your life? How long do you think you can hide it? Are you afraid that I will stab her with a knife and blame her for taking away the man I love? Or are you afraid that I will find someone to take away my child?
Get rid of it? By the way, it’s your flesh and blood, so you feel bad and scared, right?”
"Lin Xiaoya, can you calm down and be more rational? Do you know that it is illegal? How can you bear to hurt others for the mistakes made by a scum like me? And you have to risk your own future, you are so
Is it worth it?”
Wang Xudong couldn't bear it anymore: "Let me tell you, if you really dare to do this, even if I treat you as my sister, I will still make you regret the wrong things you have done."
Lin Xiaoya seemed to have been drained of all her strength, shaking her head with tears: "I just want to meet her and see who she is. I have been with Su Wanqi for so long, have I ever touched her?
She is the person you love and care about, and I know that if I hurt her even a little bit, you will hate me forever, so how could I do that?"
"Is she beautiful? Is she prettier than Su Wanqi? Or is she more capable, gentler, and nicer to you? I want to meet her and understand what kind of person you chose and why you chose her. Su Wanqi and I
How did I compare to her? I lost, to Su Wanqi, and to this woman who stepped in halfway, but I always understand where I lost."
Wang Xudong also fell silent, sighed, and then said calmly: "Xiaoya, I told you, I believe you should also understand that emotional matters do not need to be measured by success or failure, it is just a choice.
It's an instinctive attraction. You didn't lose to anyone, you didn't lose, you just didn't find the right person for you, so don't make mistakes with me for the rest of your life."
"She is Zhang Xiaoyun, a police officer. I have asked her for help with your matter before. You may have seen her and I don't know if you still have an impression. She is a very good girl with a very straightforward personality. I have always admired her.
She did treat her as a friend, but in the end... such an accident still happened. This was my mistake. I'm sorry for her and Wanqi, especially now that she has a child. I can't possibly say that she should be left alone.
Go bear it and face it all.”
"So, after some trivial matters are settled, I will discuss my marriage with her parents. Xiaoya, after listening to what I said, you should know that I am not lying to you, and there is no need for me to lie to you like this. You are so
I know I should be very touched if you like me, but I can't give you any response. You are an adult, you have experienced a lot, and you have your own moral standards. You should know that I am not a good person and I am not worthy of you.
You're wasting your time, energy and precious feelings on me."
Lin Xiaoya was already in tears and asked her quietly with tears in her eyes: "Then do you love her? Didn't you keep saying that you love Su Wanqi and will not love others in this life? You said that you will only be with the person you love most.
Together, then tell me you love her?"
Wang Xudong had nothing to say, and after a while he said: "I may not be able to forget Wanqi, but I will only keep her in my heart and will not bother or pester her again. She should find someone better than me."
Someone who is more dedicated and loves her more."
"As for Xiaoyun, I feel a lot of guilt for her. I know that such a choice is forced and unfair to her. And she is a very good girl. From now on, she will be my wife and my child's wife."
My mother is also the person I want to spend my whole life with. I will spend the rest of my life loving her and cultivating a long-lasting relationship with her." (To be continued)