"But you have done so much for me, and I didn't want to trouble you like this. It doesn't mean that you can point fingers or judge my life at will after you have done this. Your standards are always just your standards, and
My life, my marriage, and my happiness are always my own business. Even if you are my best friend, you can only say that you will bless me and lend me a helping hand when I need it, but you cannot say that you are self-righteous.
The earth determines my life for me.”
Wang Xudong was in a daze. When he said these words, he was just out of concern. He really didn't think that much. He never thought that Qin Kexin would refuse his concern. He didn't know what the problem was, but he did clearly realize that the two
An individual can never be the same again, no matter what stage he was in before.
"You're right." Wang Xudong smiled and said, "I'm sorry, even a friend's concern should have a limit. I do seem to care a little too much."
"I am the one who should say sorry. After all, I have troubled you for so long, but in the end I still said these inhumane words to you. It feels a bit disrespectful." Qin Kexin said calmly, "
No matter what you think, I still treat you as a friend, but family is family, we all have families, and each other should protect our own families."
Wang Xudong nodded, clearly feeling that from Qin Kexin's words, there seemed to be a deep distance between the two people. He could only hope that maybe Qin Kexin really loved Wei Xifeng, and Wei Xifeng also loved her, so
That's why she defended Wei Xifeng like this, and why she had such a gap with him.
"You're right, I wish you happiness anyway. As long as you are happy."
Wang Xudong smiled, he really felt that maybe this was the only thing he could do for Qin Kexin.
Wang Xudong said goodbye to Qin Kexin and drove back. It was already very late at this time, mainly because he did not expect to be delayed at Qin Kexin's place for so long, but he still turned around and went back to the hospital. He has been like this these days.
No matter how late it is, I still have to take the time to visit Zhang Xiaoyun's mother. Moreover, Zhang Xiaoyun should also be in the hospital at this time, so we can take her home together.
As a result, Zhang Xiaoyun was not there when Wang Xudong arrived, and Zhang Haotian also said that Zhang Xiaoyun did not come today.
Wang Xudong's first reaction was that Zhang Xiaoyun was working overtime again. Anyway, this kind of thing was already commonplace and he was used to it. He called Zhang Xiaoyun, but Zhang Xiaoyun didn't answer the phone. He could only sit with Zhang Haotian and the others.
We talked for a while and then went back.
When he returned home, he saw that Zhang Xiaoyun had already arrived, lying on the bed as if asleep. There was no movement even when he came back. He was probably too tired. Wang Xudong was afraid of disturbing her, so he quickly washed and went to sleep.
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The next morning, Zhang Xiaoyun went directly to the hospital alone. To be on the safe side, because she was afraid of being discovered by her parents or Wang Xudong, she did not go to the First People's Hospital, but to another hospital far away from home.
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After she arrived at the hospital, she went directly to the obstetrics and gynecology department, and then waited in line for a long time before it was her turn.
As soon as she entered the clinic, a middle-aged female doctor inside saw her and immediately stretched out her hand: "Where are the cases? What are you looking for? Are you pregnant or sick?"
"Um...doctor, I'm pregnant. How many months have it been..."
"How many months is it? Prenatal check-up? Where is your husband?"
"He's busy with work and doesn't have time to come over. So what, doctor, I want to abort the child now, and I'd like to ask if I can..." Zhang Xiaoyun gritted her teeth and finally said this. After saying it, she felt like she had exhausted all her energy.
It's as strong as the whole body.
She gently stroked her belly, her heart filled with sadness. Although she had never met the child, it was her own flesh and blood after all. After all, it had taken root deeply in her belly. She could often feel the child in her belly.
Yes, no mother would be so cruel and unwilling to have her own child, but this child should never have come into this world from the beginning.
Without this child, she and Wang Xudong would not have such a wrong combination, Wang Xudong could choose the person he truly loves, and then she would not be in such pain.
Especially thinking about yesterday's scene and everything that happened before, her hand stroking her belly couldn't help but tremble. It wasn't that she was really so cruel, but that Wang Xudong had been reluctant because of this child. If
Without this child, maybe he would be able to pursue his own happiness with peace of mind.
Zhang Xiaoyun couldn't help but feel sore in her nose as she thought about it. She pinched the back of her hand hard, trying to numb herself with the pain.
My child, I'm sorry. It was obviously my mother's mistake, but you have to bear the consequences. If there is an afterlife, I hope you can be my child again. At that time, I will love you, take care of you, and compensate you well.
"Hey, hey, what's the question for you?" the doctor shouted impatiently, even reaching out and waving his hand in front of her. Apparently he was getting impatient when he saw that she was dazing around for a long time without answering.
Only then did Zhang Xiaoyun come to her senses and said quickly: "I'm sorry, I've been feeling a little unwell these past two days."
The doctor was obviously used to this kind of thing. He rolled his eyes at her, and while reaching for her medical records to record, he asked: "You want to abort your pregnancy, right? In what case, you don't want it?"
"That..." Zhang Xiaoyun couldn't say it. In fact, she really wanted this child. She even dreamed about what this child looked like. She looked more like Wang Xudong. If possible, she also wanted to keep this child.
, but in the end she could only make up her mind: "Yes, I don't want it."
"You young people don't know how to be responsible at all. It's okay if you don't cherish life. You don't even know how to cherish your own body. Do you think it's a joke to abort it if you say it will be aborted? I don't know if this kind of thing is right
How much physical damage is there? Look outside and see how many people want to have children but can't get pregnant. How many of them are caused by too many sins when they were young and damaged their bodies, so you can understand now if you want them. You don't want to now
If you want children, don’t want them. If you want them in the future, you will regret them.”
The doctor looked very ugly and spoke with contempt.
Zhang Xiaoyun listened with a red face, and finally gritted her teeth and said: "Doctor, I know the consequences. I am an adult and I am willing to bear the responsibility myself. You don't need to say so much, just help me do the surgery." (