As a result, Zhang Xiaoyun just asked him calmly if he was busy. If not, he would take time to go to the hospital, and then hung up the phone.
Wang Xudong didn't know what happened. His heart felt like it was being pulled by a rope. He always thought it didn't matter if the sky fell, but now it was more serious than the sky falling. His home was about to collapse.
It collapsed, and he could no longer be as calm as before.
Wang Xudong went to buy a bunch of fruit supplements, and then bought a large bouquet of roses from a nearby flower shop. He had almost never sent flowers to Zhang Xiaoyun before, mainly because neither of them liked playing.
These are romantic people, but now, Wang Xudong hopes to have a new beginning.
He hurried to the hospital with flowers and things in his arms. When he arrived, he found that Zhang Haotian and his wife were not there. Only Zhang Xiaoyun was lying in the ward with a pile of documents on the table next to her. Obviously, although she was in the hospital now,
I was hospitalized for recuperation, but actually started to focus on my work again.
Wang Xudong knew that Zhang Xiaoyun was already impatient in the hospital. She had a restless personality, and it made her very uncomfortable to lie down like this all the time. In addition, although she did not show it on the surface after losing her child, she actually felt uncomfortable.
It's impossible to be in a good mood, so it's no wonder she wants to find something to do to pass the time.
"Where have your parents gone? Why are you here alone? There is no nurse." Wang Xudong looked at Zhang Xiaoyun's emaciated appearance, feeling distressed for a while. He put the flowers and things on the table next to the bed and sat next to him.
Come down and look at Zhang Xiaoyun.
Zhang Xiaoyun put down the document in her hand and said calmly: "I asked them to go and rest. I am an adult. I can't move or speak. I will call them if there is anything needed. I can't let them go."
They surround me twenty-four hours a day."
"Besides, I let them go because I have something to say to you alone and don't want them to know." Zhang Xiaoyun said flatly without looking at Wang Xudong.
Wang Xudong's heart suddenly tightened, and he had realized what Zhang Xiaoyun was going to say to him.
Sure enough, as soon as Zhang Xiaoyun opened her mouth, she said: "Xudong, let's get a divorce."
"Actually, it's very simple. We haven't been married for a long time, and now we have no children. There is nothing else to divide. What belongs to each of us should be returned to each other. So, in fact, we just need to go through the formalities and change the certificate."
Zhang Xiaoyun said it very simply, as if two people were going to have a meal, but what she said was equivalent to shattering Wang Xudong's last hope and completely tearing the family apart.
Wang Xudong smiled calmly and said: "Xiaoyun, I know that I have done too many wrong things, and there are too many things that make you dissatisfied. I also know that now is the most painful time for you, and I also know that you blame me.
, because it is my fault."
"I just hope that you can give me a chance to spend the rest of my life making up for this mistake."
Wang Xudong still looked at Zhang Xiaoyun with a smile. In fact, every breath he took seemed to be dripping with blood. "Otherwise, think about it. As a policeman, when you encounter criminals, you usually catch criminals at any cost and then give them to them."
I deserve the punishment I deserve. I made such a serious mistake this time. Are you going to let me go just like that? Such words are too unfair to you and not in line with your usual character."
Zhang Xiaoyun said calmly: "I don't want to joke with you, and I don't have the intention to joke with you again. I used to be very touched when I heard you say these things, but now after experiencing so much, I can't do it with you again."
Let’s get along.”
"Because, once I see you and go back to that home, I will think of the child I once had and what happened that night. At that time, I called your name over and over again in despair, but you were there
Another woman is accompanying her."
As Zhang Xiaoyun spoke, her voice became uncontrollably excited. She could pretend to be very calm, but how could she be truly calm inside? After all, that was her most painful memory.
"Xiaoyun, I'm sorry..."
"Don't say sorry to me. What happened has already happened. Is there any use in saying sorry? Even if you say it a thousand times or ten thousand times, can our child live again?"
Zhang Xiaoyun unknowingly burst into tears: "If possible, I would rather kneel down and say it a thousand times, no matter who it is to, as long as he can return the child to me, I am willing to beg him, as long as he can
Let the child come to life..."
Wang Xudong's heart felt like a knife, and he hugged Zhang Xiaoyun: "Xiaoyun, I know you are in pain, and so am I. That is also my child, our child. I don't want to lose him, and I am willing to pay any price."
I would even give my life in exchange for his return."
"The child is our common child. The pain of losing a child is the same for us. This child was lost entirely because of my mistake. I also have no way to forgive myself. Xiaoyun, I only hope you can give me
Opportunity to correct mistakes.”
Zhang Xiaoyun looked at him with tears in her eyes and said, "I can't do it."
"I know that everyone will make mistakes in this life, including myself, but I can't face the reality. Our children will have to bear the ultimate consequences of your mistakes."
"You think you are in pain and guilty, but do you know how I feel?" Zhang Xiaoyun cried, "I feel worse than death every minute and every second. I wish it was my child who could survive, not me.
That way I don't have to bear this pain."
"For you, the child is just a child. It is your tool to carry on the family line and your future. But if it is gone, you will feel that you can have another one. But it is different for me. He stayed in my belly for a few
Yue, I can clearly feel his every move, thinking of him like a child
Seedlings are growing in my body day by day... I never thought that I could be a good mother before, but after having him, everything changed. I know that I still know nothing and don’t know how to be a mother.
Mother, I am willing to change and learn to do it for him."
"Even when I was most disappointed with you, I thought about giving up on him and divorcing you so that I would have nothing to worry about in the future. I even went to the hospital, but at the last moment I gave up this idea.
Because that kind of instinctive emotion cannot be erased. This is the most primitive emotion a mother has for her child. How could you possibly understand it?"
Zhang Xiaoyun shouted at Wang Xudong almost hysterically: "The child is not in your belly, and you have not watched him leave and die little by little. How could you possibly understand the pain?" (To be continued)