Qin Kexin retracted her gaze, wiped her tears, and then strode to leave. At this time, there was a voice behind her that almost haunted her.
"Kexin!"
Qin Kexin was stunned. She thought she was dreaming. She didn't even tell Wang Xudong when she was leaving or where she was going. How could Wang Xudong be able to find her?
But when she turned around, the familiar flirting figure in front of her was not Wang Xudong, who else could it be?
"Xudong..." Qin Kexin was completely stunned and couldn't believe it.
"Kexin!" Wang Xudong hurriedly rushed in front of Qin Kexin, almost knocking someone down. He kept saying sorry, but he couldn't care about anything at the moment, so he could only rush to Qin Kexin's side.
"Why are you here?"
"You really just left like that?"
The two of them asked almost in unison. Seeing Wang Xudong's chest rising and falling violently and the sweat on his face, Qin Kexin could fully imagine how anxious and hard it was for him to come all the way. She felt heartbroken at this moment and burst into tears.
Once again, I couldn't help but shed tears, and my heart was filled with the sadness of separation.
"Why do you want to come here? I thought it would be good to leave quietly without having to meet each other. But if you insist on coming here, what's the point of seeing you here?" Qin Kexin said calmly, shedding tears calmly.
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Wang Xudong also said calmly: "I don't know what the meaning is. I only know that if I can't see you and let you leave like this, I will be very sorry."
He already had too many regrets and regrets in his life, and he didn't want to leave such regrets even when he was clearly capable of doing things within his abilities.
Qin Kexin smiled and said: "Don't you know that it's better not to see each other than to see each other? So what if we meet, I still have to go, all the arrangements have been made, I must go, I won't
He said he would stay just because he saw this."
"Besides, we will always be friends. Whether we meet or not will not change the relationship between you and me. If we are really destined, we will naturally meet in the future. There is no need to rush for this moment."
Wang Xudong looked at her and asked, "Do we really have to leave?"
"I know that this incident and the departure of aunt have caused you to endure too much pain, but the Qin Kexin I know has never been a person who can escape. No matter how unfair the fate is and how deep the pain is, he will still
Give the damn God an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth, scold him and then walk the rest of the way with strength."
He looked at Qin Kexin. In the past few days, she had experienced so many changes and blows. Qin Kexin suddenly became much more haggard. She was already very slender, and now she could almost be blown away by a gust of wind.
"I know you are in pain now, and I also know that no matter what, no matter how many things others do, you will ultimately be the only one to bear all this, and only time can solve all problems. I don't ask you to be strong, I just
I hope that when you are in the most pain and need, you can think of having a friend like me by your side, and I hope you can stay, and I will accompany you through this most difficult time."
Speaking of which, he is still worried, and indeed does not want Qin Kexin to leave. He is very clear about what kind of blow Qin Kexin's mother's departure will bring to her. He is very worried that Qin Kexin will have no friends after arriving abroad, and it will be difficult to be alone.
After coming out of the pain, coupled with the different environment and loneliness, he was worried that Qin Kexin would not be any better than at home.
Qin Kexin smiled and shook his head with a faint smile: "Xudong, what you are talking about is in the past. In the past, I was young and energetic. I always felt that anything could be achieved as long as I worked hard, and I always felt that I should have it for granted. everything."
"But reality hit me again and again, and I gradually woke up. I am just an ordinary person. I don't have such powerful abilities. There are many things that don't belong to me. I can't even keep my mother. live."
"You don't know. In fact, I have thought about finding Wei Xifeng and dying with him countless times. I hate him and can't control my hatred. I can forgive everything else, no matter how much dirt he throws at me. I don't care about the water, because I do owe him."
"But when I think about it, if it hadn't been for him, maybe my mother would still be fine and enjoy a stable and happy life, but now she can only lie under the cold ground, and I can't even hug her. I have so many I wanted to say something to her, but she couldn’t hear anything..."
Qin Kexin was already in tears, and Wang Xudong hugged her silently. At this moment, the only thing he could give Qin Kexin was this shoulder.
"When I think of this, I want him to die so much, and I want to die by myself to be with my mother. Every day these days is torture for me. Sometimes I really want to just get together as a family. Think about it. My mother has worked hard all her life, why is her last moment of peace so short?"
"Sometimes I feel lucky that she has left and cannot see everything happening in this world. Otherwise, if she were still alive, she would know that so many things have happened to me and that her favorite daughter has been slandered. Like that, having dirty water poured over her body and being displayed all over the Internet, being scolded by so many people using the most obscene words, how painful her heart must be..."
Qin Kexin has been very calm since the whole thing happened. She has almost never complained or vented. She just faces everything calmly, as if she completely believes in Wang Xudong and believes that Wang Xudong can handle everything. .
But in fact, she had just been suppressing it, and it was only at this moment that she finally released all her inner emotions.
Wang Xudong looked at Qin Kexin. He knew best that Qin Kexin was indeed too wronged and too sad. Moreover, she had no one to talk to and no channel to vent her feelings.
Wang Xudong originally thought that his punishment to Wei Xifeng was enough, but looking at Qin Kexin's painful look, he felt that he might have been too easy on Wei Xifeng.
"If I had known, I might as well have killed Wei Xifeng for you." Wang Xudong murmured. He was not simply comforting Qin Kexin. He did have the ability, and Wei Xifeng indeed deserved his punishment.
Qin Kexin shook her head: "Don't say those stupid things. I know you have such ability, but I still don't want you to do stupid things, and neither does my mother. She has always been grateful to you and hopes you can live a good life."
"Actually, I know very well in my heart that the so-called hating him is just a reason I found for myself, thinking that I can escape my responsibility. But these days, the repeated suffering every day has also made me Gradually I figured it out."
"I know that this is not actually Wei Xifeng's fault. The fundamental fault lies with me. If I had not thought of such a bad idea and had not said that I had such a wrong marriage with him, in fact, he and I might still be friends.
At least there won’t be such an ending.”
"In the beginning, he was actually a pretty good person, and he did his best to me. It's just that he always had a purpose for me, and I never had feelings for him, so I never wanted to satisfy him, so he caused him
It gradually became distorted and finally reached this point."
"Speaking of it, I took advantage of him, and in the end both parties suffered losses. In fact, my mother's death was not the result of my mistakes. Therefore, the only way to hate me is to hate myself."
Qin Kexin said with red eyes and tears: "Xudong, thank you for coming today. I really didn't expect you to come, and I didn't want you to come, but now I am with you, and I am very grateful to you.
Thank you for coming and listening to me. I am much better now..." (To be continued)