Chapter 1319 The tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop
Both Zhang Haotian and her mother were speechless and couldn't come to their senses for a long time. They never dreamed that Zhang Xiaoyun would suddenly go to such a far place.
Before they could react, Zhang Xiaoyun continued: "I have applied to the director and the other side before. At first, the director did not agree to let him go, but I told him that if he didn't let me go, I would resign.
I went there to take the exam again, starting from the lowest police officer. In short, I said a lot of words to express my determination, but in the end the director really had no choice but to agree to my application."
"Because I know that you will definitely be worried and opposed, I have never told you before, including letting other people hide it from you."
Zhang Xiaoyun's mother couldn't sit still and stood up suddenly, tears flowing out instantly: "You know that we will worry about our objection, why do you still do this? Isn't this meant to make us angry and uncomfortable?"
"You yourself know that we will not agree. You also know what kind of situation and environment there are. Even in a big city like Donghai, there are still various murders every day. They happen anytime and anywhere.
It's dangerous. You are a girl. Doing this job itself makes us all nervous. For so many years, I have not wanted you to do this, but because of your stubborn temper, I can't help it, but you know that I do it every day.
I'm so frightened that I can't sleep when you go out."
"Especially that incident with the human trafficking group. Did you know that when something happened to you, I wished I was dead? You don't have to worry so much. The few days you stayed in the mountains, I felt even worse than if I were dead. They all said
Children are the flesh that has fallen from their parents, but no matter how long you grow, I still admire you. If you are not good at all, I will feel pain."
Zhang Xiaoyun's mother said with tears. It is true that she has been worried about Zhang Xiaoyun's body and marriage these days. In fact, any parent who does not work hard for their children can be said to be devoted to their children. But now, Zhang Xiaoyun suddenly
How could she not be sad and angry when she said she wanted to leave and go to such a far away place from them?
Zhang Haotian also let out a long sigh as if all his energy was suddenly taken away. He is the head of the family and a man. It is impossible for him to be like Zhang Xiaoyun's mother who cried out and refused to let Zhang Xiaoyun go.
All his emotions could only be buried in his heart.
The more this happened, the more Zhang Xiaoyun understood that Zhang Haotian's inner pain was no less than that of any of them. But she could only suppress the pain in her heart and said calmly: "Dad, Mom, I'm sorry, I know I'm in trouble again
My willfulness has made you sad again, but this is what I have decided and I will not change it."
"I know I've been sorry for you in so many ways, and I've done so many wrong things that have made you sad. I can only ask for your forgiveness. When I come back in the future, I will definitely be filial to you and make up for the injustice I've done to you.
Your debt."
Zhang Xiaoyun's mother cried and asked her: "How can you make up for it? How old are your father and I? There is a saying that the tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop; the child wants to support but cannot be loved. It is common for people to get sick and have accidents as they get older.
, do you know the day when your dad and I just said we were going to leave? When you said you would wait for you to come back, how long did it take? What if your dad and I can't wait anymore? "
"We don't ask you to make up for anything, and we never feel that you owe us anything. This is what we as parents should do, and it is also what we are willing to do. Which parent does not want their children to be well and does not devote themselves to them wholeheartedly?
As parents, we have to raise our children. This is our responsibility and our meaning."
"But we do all this, whether we take care of you or work for you, the purpose of everything is for your good. I have never felt that you need to repay us for such efforts. Your dad and I, we do not
We have never thought about asking you to take care of us in our old age, we just hope that you can be safe, suffer less, and be more happy."
Zhang Xiaoyun's mother said sadly: "You said you are just a girl, why can't you do an ordinary job with less risks like other girls? Why do you have to be a policeman?
Isn't it enough to suffer losses again and again? Look at how injured you are this time? You always want to protect others, but who will protect you in the end?"
"Especially since you are not in good health at all now. You have already said that it will take at least half a year to recuperate. I am going to talk to your director and transfer you to a civilian position so that you can take good care of your health at home. You are better.
, to be transferred to such a remote place without saying a word, and it is such a chaotic and dangerous place. You said that if something happened to you again, wouldn't it cost my life and your father's life? "
Zhang Xiaoyun listened silently. She actually knew that her mother would react this way, so she chose to kill her first and tell her later, because she knew that her mother would never agree to it anyway, and she had always been opposed to her becoming a police officer, not to mention that she had been for so many years.
She now travels so far, directly to the border area, knowing that it is a paradise for crime. How can her mother let her go without worry?
Zhang Haotian was silent for a long time, and then asked seriously: "Is it because of your marriage to Xudong that you wanted to escape and decided to go there?"
"If you really feel that the damage caused by this marriage is too deep and you want to let it go, you can apply for a leave and go to a place with beautiful mountains and clear waters for travel and vacation. Your physical condition has always been the same at work.
If you are working overloaded, you need to take a good rest."
"If you are in a very healthy and normal condition now, then I may have no reason to object, but with your current condition, I have no choice but to worry."
When Zhang Xiaoyun heard this name, her heart felt stung, but she still said very calmly: "It has nothing to do with him, I don't want to mention him, no matter what happens to him, whether he wants a divorce or not
, in short, I want to live well by myself."
"I'm not as fragile as you think. I'll run away as soon as I encounter something. The relationship with Wang Xudong is indeed a pain that can't be healed, but people always have to look forward. All I can do is let go of the past.
Start over. I am your daughter. When I encounter problems, I will definitely solve them directly and will not run away from them. You have to trust me on this."
"Actually, applying for transfer is something I have always wanted to do, but it was delayed because of my marriage and pregnancy. Now I don't have any big concerns, so I just want to take advantage of the fact that you are not too old yet and your health is still good.
Objective conditions can still allow me to work hard for two more years."
"Don't worry, I won't say that I will stay in that place forever. After I go there, I will definitely do my job well and crack down on the crime there. When the situation stabilizes and becomes stable, there will definitely be more
If young and capable people are willing to go there, I will definitely come back and be by your side to be filial to you."
"Dad, I know Mom may not be able to understand and accept my choice, but you were once a soldier and a policeman. You should know that the responsibilities and missions assigned by this position are innate to me.
stuff, so I can’t put it down for a moment.”
Zhang Xiaoyun also said a lot. She has always been very stubborn and often had head-on confrontations with her parents. She rarely had the opportunity to sit down as a family and talk about each other's inner affairs. (To be continued)