Lin Xiaoya's expression was very serious and serious. It was obvious that she was not joking. Wang Xudong was startled immediately, and after reacting, he said angrily: "Xiaoya, are you crazy?"
"I have said many times that there is no need to discuss this issue further. I cannot be with you, and I don't want to see your great youth wasted."
"To be honest, when I saw you falling in love, I thought you had come out of the crazy and irrational relationship in the past. I thought you had become no longer naive and mature, and I was very happy. I said that I
There is a loss, but this loss will be filled with time one day, and I will also end our new formal friendship, because this is a necessary stage for growth."
"But I didn't expect that you would say such irresponsible words, especially after you already have a boyfriend. You can still say it because my words will throw others away, but drag others down."
Come in."
"In your opinion, are relationships just child's play? You can say that we stay together when we are together, and we separate when we are separated. Then what are you doing? You call it playing with other people's feelings."
"Then have you ever thought about it, if your and his roles were reversed, if he had someone else in his heart, whether he was using you as a substitute or to temporarily fill the gap, in short he would start a relationship with you.
When you are fully committed and suddenly say that he wants to break up with you, think about how you would feel."
"Don't do to others what you don't want others to do to you. Relationships are a very serious matter. Don't start easily. Don't give up easily once you start. You can't just treat it like this as a joke. Especially in this situation.
When you were in college, this was the most beautiful stage in your life. Falling in love should also be a very beautiful memory for you. What's more, this is also your first love in the true sense. You should cherish it more. How can you say that you just do it casually?
Do you want to dump them?"
Wang Xudong was indeed very angry. He did not expect that Lin Xiaoya would say such things. In his opinion, this was completely treating feelings as a child's play.
"If you don't like him that much and can give up on him at any time, then you shouldn't have started casually in the first place. Or I suggest you think carefully about your relationship with him. But now that you are together, it means that you have feelings for him.
, and they are also very kind to you and are reasonable, so you should be careful when making decisions."
"So, I don't want to hear you say this kind of thing again. No one in this world is worthy of you giving up your current relationship."
Lin Xiaoya glanced at Wang Xudong and finally said lightly: "You are thinking too much. I was just joking. I wanted to tease you to see if you would feel so good about yourself that you think I can still do it for you after we fall in love."
Desperate to the point of giving up everything.”
"You..." Wang Xudong almost fainted from anger, but he couldn't get angry at Lin Xiaoya. After all, it was just a joke. "Can this matter be used as a joke? I really thought you... Forget it, you said you are so old
How come you are such a person and can still say anything with just your mouth?"
"Why not? Do you hope that what I said is true?" Lin Xiaoya pursed her lips and glared at him. "You hope that I will get rid of my current boyfriend for you, and then wait for you to love you with all my heart?"
"Dream." Lin Xiaoya curled her lips and said, "If this were the case before, I would indeed be like this, but after experiencing disappointment again and again, I have figured out why I should beg in front of you with my pride.
Would you like to step it into the mud?"
The two of them were walking and chatting like this. Wang Xudong said helplessly and seriously: "Xiaoya, I have never despised your self-esteem or trampled your self-esteem into the mud. On the contrary, I attach great importance to it."
I know that girls of your age actually have very strong self-esteem. What’s more, you also know that I am at least like a sister to you. I will not allow anyone to hurt you, let alone myself."
"So, you said that you have trampled your self-esteem into the mud, which has never happened before. Maybe it's just you and me who have different ideas, but I really hope that you can respect yourself and love yourself and get better love."
Lin Xiaoya looked at the scenery on both sides of the road and said calmly: "You may not feel it. Being rejected is the greatest damage to your self-esteem. What's more, you rejected me not once or twice, but all the time."
"I gave my all in my feelings for you, but I didn't get the slightest response from you that I wanted. And you told others, Su Wanqi, that she was the woman you loved most in your life, and Qin Kexin was disconnected and unconnected.
Even after we get married, we can share photos of going to hotels with her, but to me, you are always just a so-called sister. I really hate this sister. If possible, I would rather you say that I am just a stranger.
It would be better for you and me not to know each other at all, than to care like brother and sister."
Wang Xudong's head got big: "You have already fallen in love and started a new chapter. Is it interesting to go over these old scores again? What will be the result? There cannot be any change in our relationship. You are still
my little sister."
"And people should look forward. Will obsessing about the past help your future happiness? If you hadn't let go of the past, would you be able to have a happy relationship and a bright future with Zhou Qiwen?
"
"Now that you finally have all this, why don't you cherish it and think about the unhappy things in the past?"
Lin Xiaoya lowered her head and kicked the pebbles on the road. After a long time, she said leisurely: "I understand all the principles. As a psychology major, don't I know more about this than you, more professionally and more systematically?"
"But if emotional matters can be analyzed so clearly and thoroughly, and solved so perfectly, then they are not called emotions."
"Don't worry, I just thought of a lot of things just because I saw you. Normally, of course, I can clearly tell which is more important, the past or the future."
After she said this, Wang Xudong couldn't say anything else. After a while, he asked casually: "Do you two have a good and stable relationship?"
Lin Xiaoya said lightly: "It's okay, as you can see, he is very nice and mature, and he treats me very well. Basically, he can meet my requirements. He will think of me earlier than I do."
Unexpectedly, he would also think of it and work hard to do it for me."
"It can be said that if it weren't for you, if I hadn't loved you before, then I would definitely think that he is a perfect partner, and I would definitely fall in love with him wholeheartedly."
"But many times feelings are so unfair and unreasonable. It's like I have loved you for so long and given so much, but in the end I didn't get your touch and affection. I think I don't belong in many ways.
Although the other women around you are not as mature as Qin Kexin, Su Wanqi and others, I can learn slowly, but in the end, no matter how much you did, you still married another woman, and you still told me again and again that there is no possibility for you and me.