"I hate you, but I still love you." Qin Kexin bit her lip to prevent tears from flowing down, but she still couldn't control it: "Wang Xudong, tell me what should I do? If you can say that you don't love, then you won't love."
I wish I could let you go right away. But I can't. I have devoted all my feelings to you. Even now, knowing the truth of all this, I hate you but I still love you. You tell me
What should I do?"
Wang Xudong had no way to answer her question and could only choose to remain silent.
"Now that all the truth has been told, can you tell me truthfully, who do you love between me and Wanqi?" Qin Kexin calmed down and asked Wang Xudong.
Wang Xudong was instantly asked. He had never thought about this problem. Maybe deep down in his heart, he didn't dare to think about it or face it. He dared to face the rain of bullets and the test of life and death, but he didn't dare to face the emotional issues.
.He could only light up a cigarette and smoke it silently.
"I... don't know." Wang Xudong could only say this answer.
Qin Kexin smiled bitterly: "Then let me ask another question, have you always loved Wanqi in your heart?"
"Perhaps it is a woman's instinct and intuition. I have always felt that you are very unusual and wrong with Wanqi. Even if you agreed to her and even signed a contract with her to get married, you have to cooperate with her to do many things. But
I just feel that there is something special between you and her."
"Including you to me, sometimes I feel that you are very good to me, very good. Especially you are even willing to risk your life for me, but every time I ask you, I ask you whether you love me or not.
Love me, you have never given me a clear answer as to whether I am your girlfriend or not. At that time, I vaguely felt that there was someone else in your heart. I even wondered if it might be Wanqi, but I didn’t dare
I thought about it further, so I would rather choose to deceive myself. In the end, I was still wrong..." Qin Kexin finally shed tears as she talked, and asked Wang Xudong, "Wang Xudong, are you in love with Wanqi?"
After being silent for a long time and suffering for a long time, Wang Xudong finally nodded.
He has no way to go against his own heart. Not facing it doesn't mean it doesn't exist. Although he doesn't know when it started, he knows that he already has Su Wanqi in his heart. This is why he has never been able to give Qin Kexin
One of the reasons for commitment.
This answer seemed to be expected by Qin Kexin. She closed her eyes and let her tears fall silently: "What about me? Xudong, do you love me? Have you ever loved me?"
"...Love." This may be a more difficult answer, but it is also the answer deep in Wang Xudong's heart. He cannot deny that Qin Kexin brought him a lot of happiness and care during the many days they were together. "I know.
Such an answer is shameless and greedy, but I really..." Wang Xudong couldn't continue.
"Okay, you love her and you love me. But this is not a multiple-choice question. Neither Wanqi nor I can tolerate sharing our partner with another woman. It is destined that you can only choose one. So what are you doing?
Who do you choose to be with?”
Wang Xudong shook his head: "I don't know."
If he had known the answer, he would have made a decision earlier, and he would not have ended up today, where both sides suffered losses, no, everyone was completely injured.
Qin Kexin smiled, a sad and decisive smile. She smiled and nodded, with tears already covering her face: "Okay, I understand, Xudong. Since you can't make a choice, I can't either."
I will make things difficult for you. I will make the choice for you."
"You love Wanqi, and because of her, you can't promise anything to me. And most importantly, you met her first, and your relationship was earlier than mine. What's more, you are the ones who got the marriage certificate.
Big things are not trivial, this is probably fate that has already made arrangements for us. So Wang Xudong, go back and find Wan Qi, and you can stay together as if I have never existed."
"As for me, I will leave, far away, and I will never have any interaction with you again in this life." Qin Kexin said very calmly, "I don't regret meeting you, let alone loving you, but if
In the next life, I hope to meet you before everyone else, or never to meet you."
"By the way, Qin Hao gave me the photo, including the information about you going to find Wanqi at her home. He also gave me the photo. You and Wanqi, you should be careful about this person. From what I know about him, everyone knows
Your character is very problematic and you will be punished. He hates you and hates you for taking away Wanqi, so he has been looking for someone to follow you and he will not let you go. You should take care of yourself."
Qin Kexin's last words were: "Wang Xudong, I loved you, but I also hate you."
Wang Xudong sat in the van downstairs and smoked for a long time before finally starting the car and leaving. He had killed people without batting an eyelid and took many people's lives without any mercy, but this time, he hurt the one the most.
The girl's heart loves him, but he can't do anything.
After returning to Donghai, Wang Xudong called Su Wanqi and briefly talked about Qin Kexin's family affairs to reassure Su Wanqi, but he did not tell the questions Qin Kexin asked him or his answers.
Su Wanqi was silent for a long time, and finally whispered: "I understand, Xudong, thank you." Then she hung up the phone.
The cause of all this was Qin Hao's tracking and secret photography. Wang Xudong had thought about going to Qin Hao to settle the score, but think about it, if it weren't for his own handle, his so-called marriage with Su Wanqi, and his swing
Maybe, even if Qin Hao catches him, he won't end up like this. After all, in the end, he can only blame himself.
Wang Xudong started working and living again, but found it difficult to get used to it. Qin Kexin used to come here every day with her company, but now the workroom is empty and he is the only one. He smokes more and more now, and every time he thinks of
Qin Kexin couldn't help but start smoking silently. There were also many times when she would look outside alone in a daze, as if Qin Kexin was walking in from the outside.
Wang Xudong had never realized that he missed Qin Kexin so much. But now it was all over. The only thing he could do now was to drive to Qin Kexin's downstairs alone after closing the shop at night and sit in the flower bed.
He smoked silently and looked at Qin Kexin's window upstairs, as if the lights there would still light up, but often when he threw the cigarette butts on the floor, the lights didn't even light up.
Until one day, Wang Xudong came downstairs again, sitting and smoking. Suddenly he saw the light upstairs turned on, and a woman's figure flashed by the window. Wang Xudong's hand holding the cigarette shook, and he was stunned for a moment.
.
Qin Kexin is back?
Wang Xudong didn't even think about it at the time. He rushed upstairs like crazy and started knocking on the door. (To be continued)