"I live a good life. I go to the store on time every day and come home on time. In addition to making shoes, I still make shoes." Wang Xudong said.
"Business is good?"
“Average, but there are always orders.”
"I firmly believed that you would succeed, but I didn't expect that you would succeed. You, Wang Xudong, are not destined to be an ordinary man." Qin Kexin sighed.
"I really hope that I am just the most ordinary person." Wang Xudong looked into the distance.
"I'm here." Qin Kexin suddenly stopped while walking.
Wang Xudong took a look and found that this was indeed the entrance to the community where Qin Kexin lived.
"Well, okay, then... you should go back first, it's getting late." Wang Xudong nodded.
"What about you?" Qin Kexin asked.
"Let's see. If there is an evening flight, I will book it. If there is no evening flight, I will find a place to sleep and take the flight back tomorrow."
Qin Kexin looked at Wang Xudong, and finally nodded and said, "Okay, have a nice trip."
No retention.
"The same goes for you, take care of yourself."
Wang Xudong said with a slight smile.
Both of them acted very relaxed, but in fact both of them felt very heavy when they said these words.
If it were two months ago, the conversation between the two of them would definitely not be like this.
"I'm in."
"good."
Wang Xudong said to Qin Kexin with a smile.
Qin Kexin glanced at Wang Xudong again, then turned and walked into the community.
Wang Xudong stood there and watched Qin Kexin walk inside.
"Xudong, do you love me?" Suddenly, Qin Kexin turned around and asked Wang Xudong.
Wang Xudong looked at Qin Kexin and opened his mouth several times. Qin Kexin had already asked this question last time, and he had also given an answer.
In fact, the answer is self-evident, everyone can see it, let alone himself? If you don't love, how can you think about it day and night? If you don't love, how can you come here?
"Love." Wang Xudong opened his mouth several times and finally said.
"Then...are you willing to be with me? Forever." Qin Kexin continued to ask.
"Yes." Wang Xudong answered without reservation this time.
"What about Su Wanqi? Do you love her?" Qin Kexin continued to ask.
Regarding the same question, Wang Xudong had already answered it a long time ago. He knew the purpose of Qin Kexin's question, and he also knew that different answers he gave would lead to different results.
"I don't know." Wang Xudong answered after a long time.
Qin Kexin's originally eager eyes were disappointed again.
"Not knowing is love, right?"
"But... it's possible." Wang Xudong did not deny it.
"Wang Xudong, why? Why are you not even willing to lie to me? Do you know? I love you. After leaving, I almost thought of dying. Do you know how important you are to me? Do you know how much I feel without you?
Is it painful? Do you know how much I want to be with you? However, I can’t do it and I can’t accept that my man has another woman in his heart. Just now, when I turned around, I had already thought about it, and I could abandon it.
All my self-esteem and pride, I ask you again, as long as you tell me that you don't love her anymore, you only love me, even if I know that you are lying to me, I will not hesitate to jump into you
In my arms, I will follow you back to the East China Sea. But why? Why are you not even willing to lie to me? Why are you so cruel?" Qin Kexin suddenly collapsed.
"I don't want to lie to you. From the time I met you until now, I...have never lied to you, and I don't plan to lie to you in this life." Wang Xudong looked at Qin Kexin and said.
"Why are you? Why are you so stupid? I want you to lie to me. What I want is for you to lie to me. Xudong, tell me again now. You said that you only love me and not her.
." Qin Kexin said to Wang Xudong with tears in her eyes. There was a distance of four to five meters between the two. Many people coming in and out of the community looked at the man and woman with strange eyes.
Wang Xudong looked at Qin Kexin's tears, opened his mouth, and finally shook his head and said: "Kexin, I don't want to lie to you, and I won't lie to you. I love you, I can guarantee this, and I also want to be with you.
, I am a normal man, and this is the most primitive impulse in my heart. However, for Su Wanqi, I... can't feel it at all. Maybe I was born to be a person who deserves to be struck by lightning, but I can't lie to you,
I can't lie to myself either. But Kexin, I want to be with you."
This is the first time in his life that Wang Xudong has said this to a woman.
"I also want to be with you, but I can't be with a man who has another woman in his heart. I can't do it." Qin Kexin collapsed completely.
The two people just looked at each other from a distance of four or five meters. Wang Xudong looked at Qin Kexin blankly, and Qin Kexin also looked at Wang Xudong and shed tears.
The two looked at each other like this for seven or eight minutes. Finally, Qin Kexin took out a tissue from her bag, wiped away the tears on her face, and said to Wang Xudong: "Xudong, since we are destined to have no results, then... we will never be together again in this life.
See you again, please, I don’t want to be tortured anymore.”
Wang Xudong moved his lips several times, and his Adam's apple moved up and down.
"Okay." Wang Xudong finally said with a smile.
Behind the fake smile was a hoarse voice.
Qin Kexin nodded, turned around and walked into the community without looking back, giving Wang Xudong a strong back.
Wang Xudong stood at the door of the community, lit a cigarette, smoked quietly, and watched Qin Kexin walk into the community and disappear.
After Qin Kexin walked into the corner of the community, she sat alone on a stone chair and cried loudly. She cried so hard that all the people walking beside her looked sideways.
Wang Xudong turned around and sat on the curb on the street in front of the community. He sat there smoking one cigarette after another, looking at the community where Qin Kexin lived. No one knew what he was thinking about.
.
Almost an hour later, Wang Xudong got up, stopped a taxi, and told the taxi driver that he was going to the airport.
After Wang Xudong arrived at the airport, he asked directly at the airport if there was the fastest flight to the East China Sea. Maybe he was lucky enough and there happened to be a flight that took off in an hour. Wang Xudong bought the ticket, went through the check-in procedures, and then he was there.
Waiting to board the plane.
Just when Wang Xudong got on the plane and waited for the plane to take off, his cell phone rang.
A text message came from an unfamiliar mobile phone number.
"I won't wait any longer, just pretend that the snow never fell that night, you never came, and I never loved you. You didn't keep me, and I didn't look back. From now on, we can live in peace for the rest of our lives."
Wang Xudong looked at this text message for a long time, unwilling to put down his phone. It was not until the flight attendant walking by reminded him that the plane was about to take off and asked him to turn off his phone that he came to his senses and turned off his phone.
The plane taxied on the runway, then roared into the sky. The bright lights of Yanjing below became smaller and smaller. Wang Xudong looked down from the window and saw not the lights, but Qin Kexin's face.
"The flowers on the other side bloom for a thousand years and fall for a thousand years. The flowers and leaves do not meet each other. Love is not cause and effect. Fate is destined to life and death. The glitz and vicissitudes of life are all too much pain." Wang Xudong sighed and thought silently in his heart. (