"Come, take a sip. Life is a cup of bitter wine. You only know the taste after you get drunk. No matter if it tastes good or not, we will drink it in one gulp. Whether it is bitter or sweet, after you get drunk, it is just
Passed through the intestines." Wang Xudong held the wine glass and clinked it with Su Wanqi, then raised his head and drank the wine in the glass in one gulp.
Su Wanqi said nothing, but looked at Wang Xudong gratefully. She knew that Wang Xudong was specifically trying to comfort her. Looking at the beer she usually hated the most, she gritted her teeth, picked up the glass, and drank the beer in one gulp.
Although I frowned tightly while drinking.
"Is it bitter?" Wang Xudong asked with a smile as he watched Su Wanqi drink the beer in one gulp.
"It's okay. It's not as bitter as I imagined, and it's not as bad as I imagined."
"Let's have some food and try Chef Wang's cooking." Wang Xudong held the food for Su Wanqi.
"Thank you, I didn't expect your cooking to be so delicious." Su Wanqi nodded.
"In this world, as long as you want to do something, there is nothing you can't do. It just depends on whether you want to do it and whether you dare to do it. Chef is just one of my many identities."
"Then tell me, what other identities do you have that others don't know about?"
"I have many identities, including security guard, general manager, shoemaker, chef, etc. Can you completely associate these professions with the same person? Moreover, I also have a very special identity."
"What?"
"I am your husband. This is the most special status, no one can imagine it." Wang Xudong laughed.
"Boring." Su Wanqi rolled her eyes at Wang Xudong and said, then she ate a few bites of food, then picked up the wine glass and took a big sip. This time she didn't frown when she drank.
"Were you... sad when your dad left?" Su Wanqi suddenly raised her head and asked Wang Xudong.
"If someone else asked me this, I would be so loud. What do you mean I'm sad? Someone's father won't be sad when someone dies, unless it's the emperor's family. But I won't be angry if you ask this question, because I know you
What do you want to ask?" Wang Xudong said with a smile.
"I went out to serve in the army when I was 18 years old. I didn't return home until I was discharged last year. I didn't come back for eight whole years. I rarely even made phone calls. Because the army is special and has strict requirements for communication. In these eight years, my father has been alone.
It is not an exaggeration to describe him as lonely. He lives in this small house, which has not been renovated before. He runs a leather shoe store, but cannot sell shoes and basically has no income. I think
Bing basically sent all his monthly money back to him, but he didn’t use a penny. When he called me, he told me that he kept it for me to use when I married my wife. In the past eight years, because of a
The old man lived alone, was bullied, and was charged protection money by a group of gangsters. Because he had no money to pay the protection money, he was beaten several times by gangsters and suffered serious injuries and internal injuries. It was because of this injury that he finally died.
."
"So, when my dad passed away, I was not only sad, but also regretful and regretful. Just like you, when your dad passed away, you cried and knelt in front of the soul for a whole day. I can understand your psychology at that time, because my dad
When I left, I knelt in front of the spirit for three days and three nights without getting up. It’s not that I believe in superstition, but because of the helplessness and regret in my heart, because at that time, you will find that there is nothing you can do for him other than kneeling before him.
Apart from that, there seems to be nothing left, and you know in your heart that the person is already dead, and there is no use kneeling there." Wang Xudong sighed, then smiled slightly at Su Wanqi, and ate and drank.
Drinking wine.
"Actually, we are very similar. Our mother died young and we grew up with our father. Now, my father has passed away. However, we are in different environments, so we have suffered different blows.
But, Wan Qi, I still say the same thing." Wang Xudong raised the wine glass in his hand when he said this.
"Life is a cup of bitter wine. Different periods have different flavors. You have been young and frivolous, accomplished and brilliant. You used to laugh heartlessly when you were happy, and now you cry hysterically when you are sad.
, but the past is gone. There is always a period of decadence in life. Everyone will have it. There is no direction, no goal, no one to ask, no one to care, and no one to help you. Remember these, it is the same.
What will pass will become what will be in the future. Believe in yourself, set a life goal for yourself from tomorrow on, continue to chase your dreams, and don’t fall. You are just experiencing your life, don’t be anxious, life is thirty years.
Thirty years from the east of the river to the west of the river, if you keep the clouds clear, you will definitely be able to see the moonlight."
Su Wanqi stared at Wang Xudong blankly, but her eyes couldn't help but turn red, and she said to Wang Xudong in a choked voice: "Thank you, Xudong, thank you..."
"Why did you start crying again while talking?" Wang Xudong quickly took the tissue and handed it to Su Wanqi.
"These days, I have truly experienced what it means to be in troubled times and human relationships, and I have also truly understood what it means to be lonely and helpless. From the time my father passed away to when I lost everything, all the so-called friends around me have disappeared. Those who once saw me
The person who lowered his head to say hello will only give me a look of disgust and gloating when he sees me now. I am lonely, helpless, and feel abandoned by the whole world. But, you are always by my side, accompanying me, helping me.
Me. If it weren’t for you, I don’t know if I could survive these days. I think if you weren’t always by my side, maybe I wouldn’t have the courage to continue living. Thank you, Xudong, thank you very much
." Su Wanqi looked at Wang Xudong with red eyes and said.
"Don't worry, give me time, I will be strong. I still have a lot of things to do. Han Caiyun and Yang Mingyuan, I will take back what they took from me, unless I die." Su Wanqi said
Finally, he gritted his teeth and said.
"By the way, this is the right state. Come, have a drink." Wang Xudong said with a smile, and clinked a drink with Su Wanqi.
"For so many years, I have always wanted to ask you a question." Wang Xudong asked Su Wanqi after finishing a glass of wine.
"What's the problem?"
"Do you still remember the first time we met?" Wang Xudong asked.
After hearing Wang Xudong's question, Su Wanqi's face suddenly turned red. She didn't know whether it was because she drank too much beer, or because she was embarrassed because she thought about the way they looked when they first met and "sincerely faced each other" while lying on the bed.
"you……"
"Don't be angry. I'm not talking about that. I'm just talking about the matter. I just want to ask you, you are not a person who likes to drink. Why did you drink so much that day? Did you get so drunk? This obviously has something to do with you.
It doesn't match his personality. It's so old. I've always been curious, but I never dared to ask." Wang Xudong asked with a smile. He deliberately found a lighter topic to lighten the atmosphere and make Su Wanqi happier. People
Once you are happy, the knots in your heart will be untied. (To be continued)