"Looking at you looking trapped in love, tell the truth, do you like your wife?"
"Who are you talking about? Su Wanqi?"
"Yes, otherwise? How many wives do you have?"
"I like it, I won't deny it." Wang Xudong nodded and said, this is his character, he never tells lies or avoids anything.
"What about your girlfriend? What's her name, Qin... Qin Kexin." Zhang Xiaoyun recalled Qin Kexin's name.
"I like it too." Wang Xudong said without thinking.
Zhang Xiaoyun looked at Wang Xudong with wide eyes and said after a while: "You are really a beast."
"Why have I become a beast? What have I done?" Wang Xudong smiled helplessly.
"Tell me, are you a beast? You like Su Wanqi and Qin Kexin." Zhang Xiaoyun scolded angrily.
"What you said, why am I such a beast? What's wrong with me liking them both? There's nothing wrong with men liking women, either physically or psychologically. From the perspective of biological evolution, this is inevitable and scientific.
I didn’t do anything wrong to anyone, so how could I become a beast?”
"Then tell me, who are you with now?"
"I'm not with anyone."
"Then who do you want to be with?"
"I don't want to be with anyone." Wang Xudong said while drinking.
"What... do you mean? Wang Xudong, I don't understand you at all. Don't you like it? It's obvious that both women love you. Qin Kexin naturally needless to say, you were almost beaten to death by Brother Da Fei
That time she almost didn't choose to die for you. And Su Wanqi obviously loves you too. When you were framed by Qin Hao and you were trapped inside, she was so anxious all day long that she waited at the door of the Public Security Bureau before dawn every day.
I just want to understand your situation. If I didn't love you, I would never care so much."
"In addition, the two women are very outstanding, and you are indeed very discerning. In today's popular terms, both women are at least goddesses. They are beautiful, have good figures, and are of good background and quality in all aspects.
So it's not surprising that you like both of them, no matter who it is, you will probably like them, but the problem is, you always have to choose one, and you are suffering because of this, right?" Zhang Xiaoyun thought about it and said.
Wang Xudong shook his head and said with a smile: "I am really not in pain because of this. In fact, I am not in pain."
"Then what's going on with you?" Zhang Xiaoyun couldn't understand what Wang Xudong was thinking at all.
"I never thought that I would fall in love with a woman in my life, and I never thought about which woman I would be with in my life. I never thought about it, and I didn't dare to think about it. It doesn't matter whether she lives or dies tomorrow.
How can anyone who knows have the time to think about this? Moreover, even if there is a stupid woman willing to follow me, then I will only harm others."
"So, you say I am in pain, but in fact I am really not in pain at all. I have never thought about getting married and having children, let alone living with a woman, or even being in a so-called love relationship. Since I have never
Why should I suffer if I think about who I want to be with? The reason why I want to drink today is because I feel a little uncomfortable. Qin Kexin went to Yanjing last night. Su Wanqi and I applied for the divorce certificate this morning. I don’t
To hide it from you, I feel a little depressed right now, so I want to have a drink with you and talk, but there are some things I can only say to you."
"Thank you for thinking so highly of me, but I really can't help you if you tell me these things, and I'm not afraid of you laughing at me. I'm twenty-seven this year, and I've never been in love before.
I have never liked a man, let alone what it feels like to like someone. I have been studying since I was a child, and I have had two experiences of boys pursuing me and writing love letters to me. The first time was in high school, and I told my teacher.
Then I called the other party’s parents. The boy probably hates me even now. The last time was at the police academy. A boy in our class suddenly jumped out and gave me flowers and asked me to be his girlfriend. As a result, I beat him up hard.
I beat him up. I don’t know why, but I thought he was teasing me. After that, all the boys in the school took a detour when they saw me.” Zhang Xiaoyun couldn’t help but laugh as she spoke.
"So, when you tell me this, I really can't help you, because I have a blank slate on this matter. But what puzzles me is, why can't you be with them? You used to be in the army.
, I know that you are not in the ordinary army, where you go through life and death all day long. Maybe the army has regulations, but haven't you returned to society now? You are an ordinary person now. Why can't ordinary people fall in love and get married? "
"Ordinary people... I also hope that I am an ordinary person, but some people are destined to never become ordinary people in their lives." Wang Xudong suddenly said leisurely and took a sip of wine.
"What's going on with you?" Zhang Xiaoyun frowned.
"Actually, it's nothing. I didn't come to you to comfort me. In fact, I just wanted to talk to you and have a chat. You asked me why I can't fall in love and get married, but I want to ask you, what do you think of me compared to me?
Ordinary people, why don't you fall in love and get married? Forget about my schooling, I was still young at that time. I don't believe that no one has chased you after you went to work and entered society. You are still a beauty, although you are a bit hotter.
…”
"Believe it or not, I will beat you up."
"You're not just hot, I seem to know the reason why you haven't gotten married yet..."
"I just can't get married, what's wrong?" Zhang Xiaoyun stared, and then said: "I never thought about getting married."
"ah?"
"My parents are very anxious. Over the years, they have secretly introduced me to many people. Over the years I have been working, my colleagues at work have also confessed to me. It's not that I don't want to fall in love, and I'm not gay.
I want to fall in love and get married, but in the past few years, I haven’t found anyone that I’ve found attractive.”
"That's because your demands are too high."
"I really don't have any requirements."
"Then tell me, what is your request?"
"No requirement." Zhang Xiaoyun answered simply.
"What do you mean no request?"
"I really don't have any requirements. I don't care at all about money, housing, rights, etc. All I ask is that the other party can make me feel like I want to marry. That's all I ask for..."
The two people were talking, laughing and drinking. People who are familiar with these two people will definitely find it strange that these two people would sit together and talk about emotional matters. You know, these two people are very different in life.
People who never talk about feelings. (To be continued)