"You should be able to guess why I want to leave." Wang Xudong said lightly.
"Ah...she..."
"She has always felt guilty about you and has been avoiding me. The reason why she left was because she felt that we could not be together unless she left us, so she chose to leave alone, completely.
Let us both be together."
Qin Kexin sat quietly in the car and said after a long time: "Does she think that if she leaves, you and I can be together? She is wrong. If she leaves, it will be even more impossible for us to be together. She is too
It's selfish. It's obvious that she feels guilty about me, but now that she's gone, I feel guilty about her. How cruel!"
Wang Xudong didn't speak and drove the car quietly.
"Then what should we do now? Are we really not going to look for it?" Qin Kexin finally asked.
"If she really wants to leave, who can find her? Maybe she has gone abroad. She said she no longer wants to stay in this city that makes her sad and painful, and wants to go out for a walk and be quiet. Maybe, this
The city has indeed left her with too much pain. I think it is not a bad thing for her to go out for a walk and take a look. None of us are her, and no one can understand the pain in her heart. If she really wants to leave, who can
We can't keep her, and no one can find her. Even if we try our best to find her, if she doesn't want to come back, we can't get her back. And if one day she wants to come back, she will come back naturally."
Wang Xudong sighed again.
Qin Kexin carefully understood Wang Xudong's words, and after a long time she said gloomily: "I'm just worried about her being outside alone."
"I don't think there's anything to worry about. You can still live a good life alone in Yanjing, right? Don't think about it. Since she has chosen to leave, we all respect her choice. She doesn't want me to go find her.
She doesn’t want me to disturb her, so I won’t disturb her. There is a new store over there, and it tastes good. Let’s go there to eat.” Wang Xudong said and drove to a restaurant.
Two people were sitting in a restaurant eating, but they didn't speak from beginning to end, eating quietly, and neither of them had any appetite. After taking a few bites, they both sat there in a daze, and both of them were in a different mood.
Very bad.
"What are your plans for the future?" Qin Kexin asked Wang Xudong a long time later.
"Plan? How it was before, it will be like this in the future. The company is there, all the belongings are there, I can't ignore it. Moreover, I used to be alone, and I could do whatever I wanted, but now it's different. The company has added up
There are dozens of people, and they all rely on this company to make a living and support their families. Wanqi is gone, but I can't leave. I have to do whatever I have to do." Wang Xudong said leisurely while leaning on his chair.
.
"Are you... okay?" Qin Kexin looked at Wang Xudong worriedly.
Wang Xudong looked at Qin Kexin, smiled and said, "What? Are you worried about me? I'm fine, don't worry about me."
"Where do you think she will go?"
"Eastern Guangdong." Wang Xudong gave an affirmative answer.
"Yuedong? How do you know?"
"She told me that she was going to eastern Guangdong. If I hadn't opened this company, she would have gone to eastern Guangdong. Of course, going to eastern Guangdong is probably only temporary. She will eventually go abroad, and she will definitely do so.
Go to Italy.”
"I know this. She has always wanted to study in Italy since she was in school, but she didn't go in the end because she wanted to go back to work in the company and because she didn't want her stepmother's son to get the inheritance rights of the Su Group."
"Kexin, don't worry too much about her. She is so old and will take care of herself. With her IQ, she will also know how to protect herself. If my guess is correct, she will work in eastern Guangdong.
, and then she will go to Italy when she finds an opportunity. When she gets tired of living there, she will naturally return to China. No one knows how long it will take." Wang Xudong said slowly.
The two people were sitting in the restaurant, facing each other in a daze, each thinking about their own thoughts.
"Drive and go for a walk by the river. You can accompany me or I can accompany you." After a long time, Qin Kexin said to Wang Xudong.
"good."
So, Wang Xudong drove Qin Kexin to the riverside in his car. The two of them walked along the riverside. The wind ruffled Qin Kexin's hair and the hem of her clothes.
Wang Xudong took off his coat and put it on Qin Kexin's body, and said softly: "It's cold, so wear it."
"Does this count as betrayal of Wanqi?" Qin Kexin asked, wrapping Wang Xudong's coat.
"How can there be so much betrayal in this world?" Wang Xudong said leisurely.
"Do you miss her?"
"I think." Wang Xudong nodded.
"Are you worried?"
"Worrying, but there is no point in worrying. The path of life is her own choice. She has to taste whether it is bitter or sweet. I can only respect her choice." Wang Xudong lit a cigarette again.
"Just like when I insisted on leaving Donghai and going to Yanjing, you said the same thing."
"Yes, the choice of life is in your own hands. No one is qualified to make choices for others. The greatest respect for a person is to respect the other person's choice." Wang Xudong nodded.
"Do you feel uncomfortable?" Qin Kexin asked next.
"A bit." Wang Xudong blew out another smoke ring.
"Then when I went to Yanjing, did you feel uncomfortable?"
"Yes." Wang Xudong did not deny it.
"I don't know why, the three of us will live like this today. What was once a simple happiness will eventually turn into a broken heart. Alas! Probably, everyone will meet someone who can't be together. I can't bear to let go, but persist.
No, it's the most painful when you can't love, just like me, just like Wanqi, and just like you, love, friendship, emotion, reason, all are entangled together, making life worse than death." Qin Kexin stopped and faced
Facing the river, it is a leisurely way.
"Wanqi is so stupid. She thinks that after she leaves you, she can forget you and live happily. That may not be true. In fact, if you truly loved the other person, regretting the breakup will always hurt. Time may not be good medicine, maybe it is just a bitter taste.
That's all." Qin Kexin sighed longly.
"It's cold and late. Go back and I'll take you to the hotel." Wang Xudong looked at the river and then said to Qin Kexin.
"Okay." Qin Kexin nodded.
Wang Xudong drove Qin Kexin to the hotel to stay, but did not send him upstairs. Qin Kexin stopped him at the stairs and asked him to go back. She could just go up by herself. Wang Xudong did not force it. He looked at the elevator door and turned around to open it.
The car went home.
Qin Kexin asked Wang Xudong why his life would be like this one day. In fact, Wang Xudong didn't know why. His original ideal life was not like this. His ideal life was quiet and had nothing to do with feelings. But now, everything seems to be gone.
It's not like that anymore, and Wang Xudong doesn't know what went wrong. (To be continued)