"Then we have to reject a lot of temptations and endure a lot of pressure. People who have never experienced that kind of gap can't imagine it. The life before was so comfortable. You didn't need to learn how to eat, drink, and have fun, and it was refreshing and enjoyable.
Not tired. My former playmates called me one by one. Finally, I stopped my phone. They came to class to find me and asked me if I was crazy. There were also classmates in the class, so everyone knew me.
In the glorious history of the past, no one thought that I had reformed my evil ways, they only thought that I was crazy, and some people ridiculed me, thinking that I couldn't really want to be a good student, and they were all waiting to see my jokes."
"When have I ever suffered like this and been wronged like this? Sometimes I ask myself: Do I need it? I am Guo Yu's daughter. Even if I don't know a word, I can still eat, drink and have fun in this life. I have
Is this necessary? But I am not doing it for others, I am doing it for you. When I think of the words you said to me, I actually know that you are perfunctory with me, but I just hold back my energy. I want you to see it.
I can really do it and let you know my determination to change for you."
"In the end, I did it. Everyone thought I was great and started to look at me with admiration. But no one knew how much hardship I endured and how I got this result."
"Including me joining Dongqi, in fact, whether I want to train myself, make money or something else, I can choose to work in my mother's company, but first of all, I don't want to be under her protection all the time, but more importantly
Yes, I hope I can be closer to you, and hope that all the efforts and changes I have made can be seen by you. So I chose to join Dongqi without hesitation."
"I have never thought that selling shoes requires so much knowledge and goes through so many training and assessments. It is like passing five levels and defeating six generals. And this is just the beginning. The work is really not as simple as I thought.
He relaxed, he had to organize the shelves, scrub and clean the house every day, face so many customers, greet them with a smile, and face many ladies or people who thought they were great and looked down on others just because they had two dollars.
.I used to hate people like this the most and would just ignore them, but now I still have to face them with a smile."
"Besides you, who dared to be rude to me before? Everyone knew my identity, even if I was just a little girl or a bastard, they still wanted to pounce on me to fawn over me, but no one here knows that I am Guo Yu
My daughter, like everyone else, I have to face customers’ faces and difficulties. When an order that is obviously very likely to fail does not succeed, I also have to analyze the reasons and problems and try not to miss it next time.”
Lin Xiaoya wiped her tears as she spoke. It could be seen that she was trying hard not to cry, but she couldn't control her tears at all.
"Sometimes customers are very picky. It may take a long time to try on a pair of shoes, which often delays my get off work. When I go back, there is no bus. I can only take the subway to the station closest to the school, which still has to walk a long way.
, plus I have been standing all day at work. When I finally returned to the dormitory, my whole body was sore, my feet were covered with blisters, and it hurt so much that I wanted to cry..."
Wang Xudong was also listening. He looked very calm, but in fact he had forgotten to smoke the cigarette in his hand. He really did not expect that Lin Xiaoya could silently make so many efforts for him. He had only seen Lin Xiaoya all this time.
A change, but I didn’t know that there was so much sadness and hardship behind this change.
Lin Xiaoya wiped her tears: "I never wanted to tell you this, because I just want you to see my most beautiful and best look, but you can't even see it after I have done so many things. You haven't waited until I really become
If you are good enough to make you fall in love with me, you will marry someone else. Wang Xudong, I am not willing to accept it, I am very unwilling to accept it, really. Why does the relationship have to be like what you said, so unfair, I can stay up all night reading
You can go to a key university, or you can work hard to enter Dongqi and become an excellent shopping guide. But tell me, what do I need to do to win your heart? Am I not doing enough? Tell me what else I need to do
I can do it if I work hard."
Faced with Lin Xiaoya's hoarse voice, Wang Xudong felt like a thorn in his heart. For a while, he could only say: "Xiaoya, some things have nothing to do with fairness and hard work. And you have to believe that everything today is
You can have a better version of yourself in the future."
Lin Xiaoya smiled sadly: "You don't need to comfort me to tell me this. I am studying psychology, and my professional scores are among the top three. I can choose to be a psychiatrist to help many people get out of difficulties, including emotional difficulties, but
Facing you, I don’t want to come out. I would rather stay trapped in it all my life.”
"If it were in the past, I might have tried all my means to cry, make trouble, and fight for it. No matter what, I would never agree to you being with another woman. But it was you who let me know that no matter what I did,
What, if you don’t love me, you just don’t love me. It has nothing to do with whether I am good or bad. If I really do that, you will only hate me even more and even look down on me. I want you to know that I am no worse than her or anyone around you.
A woman is inferior, I can give you more, I can become better, but all these efforts are in vain in the end! Why did you still choose her? I know I am still not as good as her, but why did you
Can't you wait for me until I can give you a better result?"
"I like your journey. It is really full of difficulties and dangers, but I have never been afraid, because my belief is that you will wait for me at the end. But I didn't even wait for me to get halfway, and I saw you holding hands with me.
Another person's hand, you said you loved her and you wanted to grow old with her. Why didn't you wait for me?"
Lin Xiaoya finally couldn't hold it back anymore, turned around and threw herself into Wang Xudong's arms, letting her tears flow freely.
Wang Xudong hesitated, and finally did not push Lin Xiaoya away. Lin Xiaoya's behavior was not excessive, and she was indeed too sad at this time. Wang Xudong did not want to push her away and make her more sad. This was the only way Wang Xudong could
No matter what he did for her, he regarded Lin Xiaoya as his sister.
The wind by the river was blowing, and both of them gradually calmed down. Wang Xudong said leisurely: "Xiaoya, what you said to me today makes me feel very guilty, because I have no idea at all. What I know
You are the only one who is excellent, and there is nothing you can't do that you want to do, but I have never thought about how hard your journey has been, and what a girl has endured." (To be continued)