"But I have heard a saying and I don't know if you have heard of it. There is no quiet time, but someone is carrying the burden for you. The reason why you can enjoy the life of Miss Huahai at any time is to be an ordinary person.
When you are young, you can enjoy the freedom of ordinary people. Behind all this is Sister Guo’s hard work and effort. You can say that none of this is what you want, but if you sit down calmly,
Tell Sister Guo what you want? You don’t, so she can only arrange your life for you according to the painstaking efforts of a mother and what she thinks you need and want. You said you want to be ordinary
In human life, she will try her best to pave the way for you and keep out all dangers for you."
"She has been doing everything for you where you can't see it. If there is only one person in the world who will block all wind and rain for you and even take bullets for you without hesitation, then I believe it must be
she."
"But in other places, she can only do more for you, especially since she has another identity. She is also the boss of Huahai, and the hardships she has endured are unimaginable. You have been working in the flagship store for a few months, and
Knowing how hard it is, what I can tell you is that reaching Sister Guo's position is only 10,000 times harder than being a shopping guide. But even so, she still has to find time to do everything for you silently
, and you can’t see any of these, or in other words, you choose to turn a blind eye.”
Wang Xudong blew out a smoke ring, and when he talked about Lin Xiaoya, he actually thought of himself, and said leisurely: "When I was young, there were times when I was rebellious. It can even be said that I was more extreme than you at that time.
Many times, I was beaten no less. Once my father was so angry that he wanted to beat me, but in the end he put the belt down again, and finally just said to me: One day you will become parents and have children.
, maybe then you will understand my painstaking efforts."
"Later I found out that my father's health was already very bad at that time. He also knew that supporting such a small workshop would have no future, so he eagerly hoped that I could make a difference and live a better life.
Life. But I couldn't understand it at all at the time, and when I came back I understood it, but the yin and the yang were already separated. Even if I stood in front of his grave and said ten thousand times that I understood it, I would be successful now.
But he will never be able to hear or see all this. Now that I have the conditions and ability, I can give him many, many things, but he can’t enjoy them anymore.”
Guo Yu looked at Wang Xudong in surprise. She didn't know anything about Wang Xudong's past. Especially when Lin Xiaoya stalked Wang Xudong at the beginning, she obviously couldn't rest assured that her daughter was having an affair with an unknown person.
There were too many connections, so she actually asked someone to investigate Wang Xudong at that time, and she knew about Wang Xudong's past and that his father lived a poor life and died tragically. However, when it came from the person's mouth, it sounded even more complicated.
Shocking.
Lin Xiaoya looked at Wang Xudong blankly, her tears falling silently. Although Wang Xudong was very calm and composed when he spoke, she could clearly feel the deep sadness.
"Now that I have the ability, when I think of my father, all that is left are regrets that cannot be filled. Why didn't I spend more time with him at that time? Didn't I greet him more when he was the most miserable and tired?
Have a decent meal with him, buy him some clothes, and buy him a pack of better cigarettes. I also used to think that he was too silent and could not speak, and would not care about his children like other fathers.
He didn’t say that he would take me to play ball with him, go to an amusement park or watch a movie, and I felt that I had less and less words to say to him. But now I understand that he has tried his best for life and for me.
.”
"Xiaoya, you keep saying that you want to live an ordinary life. My father is the most ordinary person among all living beings. He has worked hard all his life, sticking to his craft and living a poor life. He just wants to support his family properly.
I was raised by living hand to mouth, but in the end, do you know how he died? It was because a gangster asked him for protection money and he couldn't afford it. As a result, someone smashed up our store and beat him severely.
He was beaten severely, and his internal organs were seriously injured. From then on, the root of the disease was left. He persisted for another three years because he wanted to wait for me to come back and see him again.
My son. But in fact, the pain he endured in those three years was unimaginable to others. He suffered from illness every day, every minute, and every moment. Therefore, he passed away within a few days after I came back.
, his last wish was fulfilled, so death was already a relief for him. When he died, he was only 90 pounds thin. When I dressed him, his skin and flesh were loose and his bones felt
It’s like poking it out…”
Wang Xudong said, his cigarette was still lit, and the cigarette butt had burned into his hands, but he felt no pain at all. Guo Yu had already taken out a tissue from the tissue box on the table and wiped his eyes.
The circles under his eyes were still red, and he was obviously crying.
Lin Xiaoya was already in tears.
Wang Xudong is used to being a fool. He almost never mentions or recalls these things, but only he knows that in fact, he has never forgotten those painful memories. His father will always live in his memory.
, it seems that even with his eyes closed at this moment, he can still see in the dim corner of the small workshop, his father, wearing reading glasses, a leather apron and sleeves, his head buried in making shoes stitch by stitch. Even though he thought he would never shed tears in his life.
, but I still feel my nose is sore.
He calmed down for a moment before continuing: "So, Xiaoya, I don't know if you have ever thought about it. If your mother is willing to be ordinary and works hard to do a small business or drags you around at work, you orphans and widowed mothers will
I don’t know if you can imagine what kind of situation you will encounter and how much hardship it will be.”
"If possible, your mother wouldn't want to take you to and from school every day, prepare three meals a day for you and personally tutor you in your studies. But the reality is that if she did this, you might not even be able to live the most basic life in a few days.
It can't be maintained. There is a saying that if I pick up the bricks, I can't hold you, and if I put the bricks down, I can't raise you. This refers to the situation of a man as the head of the family, but in fact, your mother is in such a situation.