"But now, I have figured out that if I don't do it, I may regret it in the future.
Why didn't I try and work hard in the first place? Maybe as long as I made a little change, the outcome would be different.
If I do it, no matter what happens in the future, I will be worthy of my heart and worthy of the world. I have tried my best.
Ah Lin, I think we should look at this matter from another perspective.
Do your best, but don’t be imprisoned by it, don’t make yourself miserable.”
Mu Yunhan gave Gu Fenglin a warm hug in the dark.
"I always think about making your body better, wanting to stay with you forever, and wanting to have a child of my own with you.
So I am often very nervous and anxious. I would be envious when I see other people’s children, and I would be very worried when I see you feeling even a little bit uncomfortable.
But today I also figured out that some couples stay together for a lifetime, without happiness, just resentment, and their days are like years.
And I am happy every day and every moment when I am with you, so why bother yourself and make yourself unhappy?"
"So, we have to work hard and strive for it, but don't embarrass ourselves, okay?"
Mu Yunhan finished what he wanted to say in one breath, feeling suddenly enlightened.
Yes, that's what she was thinking.
Sunflower should also mean the same thing.
In the darkness, she felt Gu Fenglin smile slightly.
His tone became much more relaxed: "It seems that you have thought a lot today and gained a lot."
Mu Yunhan smiled: "Yes, I knew that Uncle Jiu was watching eagerly, so I was very worried and scared. I was sweating all over my body and felt bad all over.
Even the cute puppies, Xuanjin, and Sunflower, can only make me relaxed for a short time, and I won't be happy for long.
I felt that I couldn't go on like this because I was being harsh on myself. I thought, if I am unhappy, you are unhappy, and you must not let him succeed.
So, I thought about it, he can do whatever he likes, I will still guard against him, but I won’t torment myself. You should do the same."
"Okay, me too." Gu Fenglin stretched out a little finger, hooked it with Mu Yunhan's, and hooked with her.
"Hang yourself with a hook, and you won't be allowed to change for a hundred years. Anyone who changes will be a puppy."
The two little fingers are hooked together and the thumbs are pressed together. This autumn night is as warm as spring.
Early the next morning, Mu Yunhan woke up and found that Gu Fenglin had already gone to the palace.
She packed up, had breakfast with Mu Ying, visited the mice, discussed the prescription with the medical elder, and trained Gu Fengyuan.
Then follow the sunflower method to educate the little black spot, read the account books, manage household affairs, listen to Bai Wuwei and other shopkeepers report the matters in the medicinal dining hall, and make decisions and instructions.
I was busy until the afternoon when a guest came.
Here comes King Shou.
Seeing how haggard he looked, Mu Yunhan couldn't help but ask, "What's going on, Your Majesty?"
King Shou smiled bitterly: "Last time, my wife said that we must meet the patient in person. I didn't believe it, so I just took the Ruyi tea you gave me. The effect was indeed not very satisfactory."
Mu Yunhan said: "I am now studying medicine with the medical elders. Although I cannot say that I am proficient in this technique, I am at least somewhat familiar with it. If I adjust the formula according to real people, the effect will definitely be much better."
King Shou bowed his hand and said: "The patient is not suitable to go out. Is it necessary to labor my wife..."
Mu Yunhan has been distrusting King Shou recently and refused directly: "It's not peaceful recently. I promised my husband not to wander around casually."