It's 4:00 in the morning and I still haven't fallen asleep. It must have been close to three days now. In my memory, I haven't slept for a long time. I took a lot of sleeping pills and vomited a lot, but still nothing.
When I fell asleep, my cervical vertebrae and knees no longer had arteries and blood supply, so I still couldn't sleep.
I didn’t expect that I would become so seriously ill when I was almost finished and there were only a few pictures left, and I couldn’t even sleep.
Yesterday I complained a few words and then deleted them. I don’t want people to think that I am too emotional. Women’s emotional weakness is their biggest weakness. They are the easiest to be criticized.
The result is still fragile now. I don’t know what will happen in the future, but the book is not finished yet. There are only a few chapters left. There are only a few pictures left.
There are many things on my mind right now, many things are very disturbing, and I don’t know how to deal with them. I have many important things in my hands, this and that.
Now I really want to know when I can have some peace and quiet.
Hide alone in the mountains and have a good sleep.