By a small lake far away from Xinghui Peak, Tang Yan tried to persuade her, but faced with Ling Ruoxi's ice-walled awareness of precautions, it was really tortured: "Okay, okay, I admit defeat, and I promise not to harass you again."
You sisters. But I mustered up the courage to come today, no matter what, I have to get results, right?"
"What result does the Tang Village Master want?" Ling Ruoxi turned her back to Tang Yan, not allowing herself to look face to face with him, not letting herself and his eyes intersect, because... the hands in the sleeves of the robe were unconsciously wringing their hands.
, showing that her state of mind is not as cold and firm as it appears on the surface.
"Confirm our relationship."
"Our relationship is like the relationship between Wagang Village and Yuhua Palace, completely equivalent!"
"What if Wagang Village marries Yuhua Palace?" Tang Yan tried to tease him again.
But Ling Ruoxi's voice was low and her temperament was cold, as if she was repelling people thousands of miles away: "Master Tang Village, please respect yourself!"
Tang Yan was really 'frozen' by Ling Ruoxi. No matter how strong his heart was, he couldn't withstand such torture, and no matter how cheerful his character was, he couldn't withstand the turns of cold faces and cold eyes: "Our relationship is to determine whether we are ordinary friends or close friends.
?Ally? Or simply an alliance of interests?"
"The last one." Ling Ruoxi left her last words and jumped into the air. This time she really wanted to leave.
"Ruoxi, don't you think it's too hurtful?" Tang Yan rubbed his forehead, feeling bitter. "Do we really have to make things like this?"
"Tang Village Master is too worried, we have always been like this." Ling Ruoxi left without looking back.
Tang Yan pointed at his heart and pulled the corners of his mouth bitterly: "Ruoxi, this place is made of meat. You poke it too many times and it hurts. After what happened that year, I persisted and begged.
I took responsibility, but you almost killed me. When I finally calmed down and stopped being intimate and harassing, things became chaotic again. Later, I promised Niya that I would never have other feelings, but now
Looking back, I really feel ashamed of you, and I shouldn't have pretended that nothing happened and completely forgotten. I came here today because I really want to clear up our relationship, or as I said, even if we really can't be lovers.
, I still crave a close friendship."
Ling Ruoxi stopped taking only three steps. Tang Yan's deep voice echoed gently in her ears. The sourness in the voice touched the ice wall in her heart that was trying to freeze. There was a long silence and a long peace.
, but I tried my best to keep my cold eyes... finally shaking...
"I'm not a god, I don't know everything, and I don't see everything clearly. I used to think that the reason for your rejection was that you really looked down on me, but back then in the Arbitration Kingdom, what your sister said to me was still...
Your words on the isolated island in the South China Sea made me very ashamed and touched." Tang Yan lowered his head, exhaled softly, and his eyes were a little warm: "I thank you sisters for always thinking about me and not wanting to make it difficult for me.
I don’t want to fight over anything, but the more you act like this, the more guilty I feel.”
Tang Yan said softly and walked towards Ling Ruoxi step by step.
Ling Ruoxi closed her eyes gently to hide her complicated and slightly trembling gaze.
"I really come here with sincerity. I don't want to see us become strangers from our initial friends. If you sisters are willing to give me a chance, I will try my best to discuss it with Niya. To be honest, I owe Niya a lot."
, I feel more ashamed of her, and I don’t want to hurt her, so I can only try my best to fight for it, but I can guarantee that I will never let anyone down." Tang Yan walked forward slowly and approached step by step: "If you really don’t want to continue,
, I really don’t want to have anything to do with you anymore. I respect your decision, but I hope you don’t become strangers and become friends, a close friend, okay? I...please..."
Ling Ruoxi's hands in her sleeves clenched tighter and tighter, her eyes trembled, and her heart trembled. Maybe it was because she had been suppressed for too long, or maybe it was too hard and hard to freeze, but this moment's touch actually shattered the wall of her heart.
It's so... fragile...
Tang Yan stood behind Ling Ruoxi, looking at her thin back and feeling the cold breath. At this moment, he couldn't help but say many more words that he didn't dare to say anymore.
Ling Ruoxi stood quietly and never looked back.
Tang Yan secretly breathed in and took the risk. "When I was young and ignorant, I longed to have you. It was vanity and arrogance. Later, I became ignorant. I respect your decision. It was naive and self-righteous. Later, I felt guilty for Niya and made a promise.
Many promises, whether right or wrong, I stick to.
But now, I am already forty, living in the world of ordinary people, and have entered middle age. What I value more now is responsibility. I don't want my life to be stained, and I don't want to hold on to the money "you didn't want to"
This is an excuse for me to "cowardly give up". I also know that at this point, if I don't work hard, I may really have no chance in the future.
I sincerely hope that you can give me a chance to make up for the past. Even if I can't do my best or be as good as you hope, I will try my best."
Ling Ruoxi still stood in front, giving him a lonely back and soft and flowing waist-length hair.
"I can understand your sisters' hearts. You don't want to compete with others, you don't want to be gossiped about, you respect yourself, and you value reputation. But there is really no need to suppress emotional matters too much. Sometimes, if you are brave enough to step forward
With that step, you will find that your eyes are bright, not dark and embarrassing." Tang Yan whispered softly, took a few steps forward, and slowly hugged Ling Ruoxi.
Ling Ruoxi's delicate body trembled slightly and stiffened slightly, but she showed no obvious resistance.
Tang Yan hugged her, hugging her tighter and tighter. Feeling the strange coldness of her body, he couldn't help but feel a little pity, a little love, and a little affection.
Ling Ruoxi froze, stopped, and stood.
Tang Yan hugged her tightly, recalling the past.
The surrounding mountain flowers are blooming, the grass is green and the water is green, the butterflies are dancing lightly around, and the birds are chirping smartly, nourishing the peaceful and tender scene at this moment. Both of them are quiet and silent, as if they are immersed in the past world, forgetting the current environment.
until……
A drop of crystal-clear water fell down Ling Ruoxi's cheek, lingered slightly on her delicate chin, and dripped on Tang Yan's arms and wrists in front of her.
He woke up in a daze and noticed the tears falling from the corners of Ling Ruoxi's eyes.
The pear blossoms bring rain, the begonias reflect the moon, the beautiful woman sheds tears, and the sorrow is intoxicating.
Tang Yan's heart trembled slightly. He hugged Ling Ruoxi from behind, hugging her tighter and tighter. He buried his head in her cascading hair and whispered comfortingly: "If you are willing, I will stick to it."
Ling Ruoxi remained indifferent and motionless, saying nothing, but her delicate body trembled slightly, tears fell from the corners of her closed eyes again, her heart surged, and she choked with suppressed sobs.
The stronger the appearance, the more fragile the heart.
The wall of her heart that had been frozen for many years... was broken... her fragile and lonely heart... was messed up...
Tang Yan sighed secretly in his heart, unknowingly he was going to mess things up again. What should he say now? What should he do now?
One is Zhaoyi and the other is Ling Ruoxi. The two sisters are both self-respecting and self-loving. Both are too reputable and too stubborn. They even left the empire and lived in the wilderness in order to escape certain things. In fact, if it hadn't been for the absurdity that year, they would have let each other down.
With the intersection of special and common things, it may be difficult for me to break through their frozen hearts until now. But even so, they still work hard to stick to their bottom line, and would rather suffer than fight with others.
Tang Yan understands their characters and is grateful for their tolerance. However, characters like Zhaoyi and Ling Ruoxi are often suppressed too much and not only cannot they be seen, but they may sink deeper and deeper.
Think about the Arbitration Kingdom, because it was worried about Niya, felt guilty about Niya, and was eager to save Niya, so that in the confusion, it politely refused Zhaoyi's courage to comfort her. Perhaps that refusal that night was not a depressing event for Zhaoyi.
Humiliation, every time he thinks about it now, he always hates his own cowardice.
And today...feeling Ling Ruoxi's cold body and looking at her beautiful face with pear blossoms and raindrops, he seemed to be standing on the edge of the cliff again, returning to the ancient city hotel back then.
Should I just hold her like this? Or should I let go?
Tang Yan was lost in thought, and unexpectedly kissed her earlobe, teasing her earlobe gently with the tip of his tongue, burying his head in deep affection.
Ling Ruoxi's delicate body trembled slightly, and she suddenly opened her eyes, but Tang Yan slowly but firmly pulled her body over, hugged her head-on, and kissed her red lips deeply.
With tears in her eyes, Ling Ruoxi looked at the man in front of her intently, but she didn't struggle any more or take any initiative. She just stood there, letting him hug and kiss her. Only her eyes were melting, and only her tears were there.
Out of the eyes.
Tang Yan hugged her arms tightly and kissed her passionately. Ling Ruoxi's body was as cool as jade, which made people intoxicated and even more cherished. Her red lips were delicate and thin, and they slowly opened under the tip of Tang Yan's tongue.