The thought flashed across the room, and the lights in the room turned on, illuminating Yuanshi at the table.
Yuan was taking off her poncho. She had already changed into her bedtime clothes. Because she came in the rain, the corners of her skirt were wet.
"I can't sleep no matter how much I think about it, what are you going to do?" she said straight to the point.
Fang Jinxiu withdrew her gaze and closed her eyes, ignoring her.
Yuanshi came over and sat beside the bed.
"Are you going to stay in the house pretending to be dead for the rest of your life?" she said, "You are only fourteen years old now, and you have a long life to live."
lifetime.
Does she have a lifetime left?
Fang Jinxiu still ignored it.
Yuanshi was silent for a moment.
"Go on, get out of here." She said suddenly.
Fang Jinxiu's hand on her side clenched tightly.
"This is not the old lady's decision." Yuanshi smiled and continued, "This is my idea."
Fang Jinxiu clenched her hands and did not move.
Yuanshi didn't want her to answer, so she simply sat cross-legged.
"I know what you are thinking. Everyone knows that I don't have my own ideas. Everything is the old lady's." She smiled, reached out and patted Fang Jinxiu, "And I always make fun of you.
Your temper is your weapon."
Fang Jinxiu seemed unwilling to be touched, so she suddenly moved inward.
Yuanshi didn't mind at all.
"Jinxiu." She said after plastic surgery, "I'm different from you. I'm actually very useless and timid, that's why I stayed in the Fang family."
At first.
Although Jinxiu was still young at the time, she had heard of the dismissal of concubines.
They were young, and the Fang family couldn't bear to let them stay with them for the rest of their lives.
Many people took the money and left happily, except for the Su family and the Yuan family who had a daughter.
"How wonderful the Fang family is. They are so rich, have good food and clothing, and live a comfortable life. Although they don't have a man, they can live comfortably as long as they please the old lady."
"I don't have any other skills, I just know how to please people."
"What's more, it's better to be experienced than to be a student. When I go out to marry a new family, I have to please them. If I please them, my life may not be as good as in the Fang family. Why should I waste that time."
"Jinxiu, you are different from me. You are the third young lady of the Fang family."
Third lady.
Fang Jinxiu's mouth twitched.
What kind of third lady is she?
Her existence is an accident or a calculation.
It doesn't matter if she is born or not.
Without giving birth, Su would not leave the Fang family. After giving birth, she would have more reasons to stay and be trusted by the people of the Fang family.
Isn't it? It would be more convenient to drag her along, so I asked her to do it when poisoning the Ganoderma lucidum.
In her eyes, is she still her daughter?
A hand patted her back again.
Fang Jinxiu's sadness and anger were wiped away by the photo, and she quickly sat up and glared at Yuanshi angrily.
Yuanshi looked at her solemnly.
"What I'm saying is that you are the third young lady of the Fang family. No matter whether anyone still admits it now, you used to be and you were carefully taught as a serious young lady."
"And you also take the young lady of the Fang family as your responsibility and work hard."
"You can read and write, you can read accounts and do calculations, you can identify incoming and outgoing bills, you can ride a horse, and you dare to deal with businessmen."
"You are smart and skilled, Jinxiu. Although you learned these as the third young lady, once you learn it, no one can take it away. Regardless of whether you are the third young lady or not, these still belong to you."
Fang Jinxiu looked at her, her eyes focused on Yuanshi for the first time.
"Jinxiu, you are different from me. I have no ability and can only please people. I have no wings and cannot fly. I can only rely on others." Yuan held her shoulders and looked into her eyes, "But you are different.
, you have so many abilities, you are young and brave, you have wings, you can fly, without the branches of Miss Third and the Fang family, even if you fall to the ground, you can still fly and fly to other places.
If you go to a different place, you will definitely live a good life."
Fang Jinxiu looked at her, her gray eyes slowly darkened, and there seemed to be tears, and she lowered her gaze.
Can she still fly?
Are you leaving here to fly?
"The family doesn't resent you, and you should be able to feel it." Yuanshi sighed and said, "It's just that when something like this happens, everyone really doesn't know how to face each other. This is really not anger or resentment, but
Awkward."
Fang Jinxiu's tears fell on her knees, and she looked at the corner beside the bed, where there was a small bundle sent by Fang Chengyu.
"Jinxiu, things are already like this. No matter how much you think about it, you can't change it. It's better to let it go and start over." Yuanshi said softly, "It's no longer the third young lady of the Fang family, but Fang Jinxiu, starting Fang Jinxiu's new life.
.”
Can starting a new life be so easy?
Fang Jinxiu looked at her knees.
"Actually, many people felt that it was very difficult at the time. The sky was falling and the earth was falling. I couldn't get through it. But everything will pass. If you get over it, it will be over." Yuanshi said, "Look, even Chengyu has been cured. If you put it aside,
Who would have thought of it before."
She reached out and touched Fang Jinxiu's shoulder again and shook it vigorously.
"Listen to my aunt, everything will pass. As long as you don't give up, nothing will be difficult for you."
Fang Jinxiu raised her head and looked at her.
"Why did she..." She started to say, her voice was hoarse, she couldn't seem to say what she wanted to say, and she was holding back tears in her eyes.
she.
Yuanshi knew who he was referring to and sighed softly.
"I really can't comment on her, and to be honest I don't understand her either," she said, "but there are many things in the world that are difficult to understand, and there's nothing strange about her."
Fang Jinxiu lowered his head.
"However." Yuanshi paused for a moment, "Jinxiu, at that time, she didn't have to say so much."
What?
Fang Jinxiu looked up at her.
"What happened at that time was already under the control of the old lady." Yuanshi said, looking at Fang Jinxiu, "The old lady asked her if she was surprised why it happened. She replied that she didn't understand, because she didn't understand this sentence, which was the same as the old lady.
My wife has said so many words, and she has made it clear how things were designed and arranged and how they ended up like this."
So what?
Fang Jinxiu clenched her hands and looked at Yuanshi.
Yuanshi also looked at her.
"Jinxiu, do you think she really doesn't understand?" she said.
Isn't it?
Fang Jinxiu watched Yuanshi's lips tremble.
"When she saw Ganoderma lucidum like that and heard the old lady asking that question, how could she not understand?" Yuan said, "She had poison hidden in her mouth. She could have committed suicide immediately, but she still asked so many questions why."
So many why?
Since that day, Fang Jinxiu has never wanted to think back, and now she recalls the scene for the first time.
Su Shi, after asking so many reasons, seemed surprised that things turned out like this.
How could a person like her not understand what happened when she saw Ganoderma lucidum like that?
Fang Jinxiu looked at Yuanshi.
"Why didn't she ask this for herself? She asked it for you." Yuanshi said.
Fang Jinxiu bit her lower lip.
"To let everyone know that you are innocent and were used by her. This matter has nothing to do with you," Yuanshi said.
Fang Jinxiu's tears suddenly welled up.
"What's the use!" she shouted, "She gave birth to me, and I will always have a relationship with her. If she really did it for me, she shouldn't have given birth to me."
Yuanshi grabbed her shoulders.
"She gave birth to you, but you have nothing to do with her." She also shouted, "You are you. You will be an independent you after you were born. It is unforgivable for others to do wrong things, kill people, and prevent fires. As long as it is not done by you, you will not be forgiven."
It has nothing to do with you, she gave birth to you, but you don’t have to spend your whole life for her."
Fang Jinxiu looked at her for a moment, threw herself into her arms and cried loudly.
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