Why did he suddenly come to express this meaning after not seeing each other for a while?
Miss Jun was a little embarrassed.
But if you think about it seriously, it can't be regarded as sudden. If you think about it carefully, he has indeed been very good to her since he came to Beijing.
It's just that she is used to others being nice to her and doesn't think much about it.
Now think about it again, it is natural that one person is good to another person for no reason.
And it can also be seen when a person likes another person.
Just like the bright eyes of this young man at this moment.
Miss Jun felt a little complicated.
"I don't quite understand," she said, raising her head to meet the young man's eyes.
She understood what she meant.
Ning Yunzhao felt his heart beat faster and his body felt slightly warm.
As for what she said that she didn't quite understand, he understood.
She didn't understand why she asked this question.
What I don't understand even more is that this person is her.
Just at this time last year, this girl was still chasing him crazily, looking forward to meeting him by chance at the Lantern Festival, and it was said that she even wrote a poem for him.
To him, this Miss Jun is just a stranger, just like the women who are following him behind him, there is no need to pay attention to or care about her.
Later, he left home to continue his studies, pursuing the great path without any distractions.
He who was far away in the capital would naturally not know why and what Miss Jun was causing trouble at home, and no one would tell him such a boring thing.
He only had eyes for the road ahead, and had no time to pay attention to what was behind him.
Later, she broke off the engagement, and then the two families had conflicts and became enemies.
Why do people who were once ignored and avoided, people who should be kept at a distance, become admired and longed for?
If I had known what would happen today, why bother?
The engagement has been cancelled, the past has faded away, but he comes back again.
This is indeed something unbelievable and difficult to understand.
Ning Yunzhao was silent for a moment and smiled.
"I don't understand either." He said, "It's definitely not love at first sight."
It's not love at first sight, it's natural love that grows over time.
He said such embarrassing words so calmly, as if he was expressing his understanding of the meaning of a scripture.
This kind of calmness obviously suits Miss Jun very well. The slight embarrassment dissipated and she smiled, thinking of their chat about love at first sight not long ago.
It was definitely not love at first sight. If it had been, Jun Zhenzhen would not have died, nor would she be who she is today.
Thinking of Jun Zhenzhen, Miss Jun was silent for a moment.
"It's a little hard to talk about," she said.
Her expression was serious, and she seemed to be studying the meaning of a scripture.
This is indeed a scripture.
If it were Jun Zhenzhen at this moment, she would definitely be overjoyed when she heard Ning Yunzhao's invitation.
But if it were Jun Zhenzhen at this moment, Ning Yunzhao would not say these words.
He did not fall in love with Jun Zhenzhen at first sight, but it was Chu Jiuling who made him make such a decision after getting along with her.
But without Jun Zhenzhen, he would not have had the chance to get to know Chu Jiuling.
I don't know how other women would react to this situation, but Ning Yunzhao thinks it's particularly good for Miss Jun to do this.
No shyness, no panic and withdrawal.
Just like how they fell in love at first sight when they sat opposite each other for a study a few days ago, the man and woman eat and drink openly, and they have desires but are not blasphemous.
This matter is indeed somewhat difficult to say.
We don’t need to talk about what happened in the past, but there are still many things to come in the future.
But now that he has clearly recognized his Taoist heart and made this decision, he will work hard for it wholeheartedly.
"You don't have to say it now." Ning Yunzhao said, "You can think about it."
He smiled when he said this.
"There are still two days and one night until the fifteenth night."
It was a bit embarrassing to say such playful and frivolous words for the first time, but I hope she won't be annoyed.
Miss Jun was not upset and smiled when she heard this.
Seeing her smile, Ning Yunzhao felt a little more relaxed again. No matter how difficult it was, it wasn't actually that difficult as long as he did it.
"Then I'll leave first." He said.
Miss Jun shook her head.
"No, I can discuss this issue now," she said.
This is actually a very simple thing, and you don’t need to think too much about it.
Don't you need it? Ning Yunzhao looked at her.
That's right, this kind of thing can be done as long as you follow your heart, it is indeed a very simple thing.
"Thank you for the invitation, sir. I'm just sorry." Miss Jun said.
Her expression was calm, her eyes were calm, and her voice was soft and crisp.
I'm sorry, naturally it won't be because I accepted his invitation.
Ning Yunzhao was silent for a moment.
"Can I ask why?" He raised his head and asked with a smile.
This question is still very simple.
Miss Jun looked at him without any hesitation or thought.
"It's not appropriate." She said, and then added after thinking, "I don't want to."
Inappropriate refers to objective external factors, such as the feud between her family and his family.
And if she doesn't want to, it's a subjective wish, and she follows her heart.
This answer is precise, sincere, reasonable, and there is nothing to criticize or refute.
Just like her chess style, the final cut was clean and merciless.
Ning Yunzhao smiled.
"That's it." He said and nodded, "Okay, I understand."
He answered simply and neatly, and raised his hand to Miss Jun.
"Then I'll leave first."
Miss Jun returned the courtesy, watched Ning Yunzhao walk out, and stood quietly for a moment.
Is this what it means to be liked and express your feelings?
Just like the young men and women I occasionally saw when walking outside, they looked at each other across the willow, still talking, and checking each other's pulse.
The young man is enamored, the young girl is passionate, and they wish to be together forever.
Miss Jun raised her hand to touch her face.
She has always been a bystander to this kind of thing, and has never fallen in love with or been loved by anyone. Then she got married and died.
I didn't expect to encounter this kind of thing now.
A smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.
It's just a pity, it's a pity that it's not the right time.
She is no longer the nine-year-old who was carefree as long as she treated her father's illness. She is burdened with a blood feud and wants to do something as treacherous as changing the imperial power.
She has no time and does not want her children to have an affair and get married.
Miss Jun lowered her gaze and stepped forward to close the door.
The lights in the hall were blown out, and the girl's figure swayed into the night.
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The night of August 15th came especially early. When Ning Yunzhao took Xiaoding to Ning Yan's house, the streets were already filled with lanterns and crowds of people.
"It will be very lively tonight." Xiao Ding said happily, "Where should we go to watch the lanterns then? Outside the city or inside the city?"
"Of course we will enjoy the lanterns at my uncle's house tonight," Ning Yunzhao said.
Xiao Ding was stunned for a moment.
"Master, why don't you go watch the lanterns with Miss Jun?" he asked.
"How can I go with Miss Jun?" Ning Yunzhao frowned slightly and said, "The fifteenth day is the day of reunion, and she also has her own things to do."
Xiao Ding said oh, he thought the young master suddenly went to Jiuling Hall the day before yesterday to invite Miss Jun to enjoy the lanterns, but it turned out that was not the case.
Ning Yunzhao looked ahead calmly, seemingly not seeing Xiao Ding's question. (To be continued)