The son wants to be raised but his relatives are not waiting for him. When the wandering son returns, he does not see his father and mother. They are separated by life and death. How can he say this in desolation:
Ye Fan burst into tears. All his efforts were in vain. He came back desperately, crossed the boundless star field, but could not cross the river of time. After all, it was a step too late.
He was trembling slightly, reciting the Sutra of Saving People, and how painful it was. He read Taoist scriptures for his parents with tears in his eyes, hoping that they would pass away.
Ye Fan bit his lip, blood dripped down, and whispered over and over again, Yu Yu was stained with blood, "The whole room is full of runes, and the mark is full of the void."
For more than twenty years, his life goal has been to come back, meet his parents, reunite with them, and let the smiles reappear on their old and sad faces. For this reason, he went through life and death just to come back. However, his parents are gone...
…In one moment, his life had no purpose, and the whole world collapsed.
"Master, Mom..." Ye Fan murmured, tears kept falling, and he trembled and begged, silently reciting the Sutra to Save People. He never thought that he would see his parents off like this.
The most painful thing in the world is this.
He had a lot to say, to express his longing for the past twenty years, but he was gone, so what else could he do? He could only choke, and tears kept rolling down.
Ye Fan was in pain in his heart. All his efforts turned into nothingness in the face of time. Everything could not be repeated or changed.
Life has become pale and years are ruthless. He is so sad and helpless. He reaches into the void and can't catch anything!
He felt that he was so ridiculous, thinking that one day he could smash everything and change everything as long as he was invincible. But now, God just gave him a blow on the head, making him feel weak and kneeling on the ground, not wanting to get up to work.
"Dad, Mom, I'm back, I see you guys are here." Ye Fan knelt there and screamed sadly over and over again.
"I really miss you, but it's too far to walk. It's so far that I tried my best to get through, and then I came back... but it was too late in the end. Why is this... I would rather die!" Ye
Fan growled.
It was too late to say anything now. He grabbed his hair and felt the breath left by the two old people. He was unwilling to regret why he couldn't even meet the last one.
At the end, Ye Fan unexpectedly could only cry silently. He sat on the ground and leaned against the edge of the bed. He suddenly felt that life had lost all meaning.
What's the practice, what's the Tao, what's the holy body, what's invincible, everything is empty, what's the use if you can't even protect your parents!
He felt that he was ridiculous, that all his efforts were in vain, that despite everything, it was too late in the end, that he was just miserable and could not do anything.
He cried and laughed, coughing, and wisps of blood appeared at the corners of his mouth. He suddenly felt that he was nothing, pathetic and ridiculous.
"I can't change anything. I didn't even see my parents for the last time. I'm useless!"
Ye Fan cried for a while and laughed for a while. All thoughts were lost. He no longer had any nostalgia for this world. He felt that life was boring and suffering was greater than happiness.
He cried, laughed, and fell to the ground feebly. There was no sound, only tears falling silently. He didn't want to move, and he couldn't sleep forever.
The aging appearance of his parents appeared in front of him from time to time. Ye Fan was confused and slowly lost consciousness. He was exhausted, physically and mentally haggard, and passed out.
, "Shangfan... you are back." A gentle call rang in my ears.
"Don't be sad, don't cry. We don't blame you, we just miss you very much. We are happier than anything else to see you safe." A soft whisper, full of doting:
"Your mother and I have always believed that you are still alive and will come back to see us one day. We have been waiting for a long time, but we are really tired and can't hold on any longer. Now, it's good to know that you are safe and everything is fine.
I'm relieved." The words were old, containing both relief and relief, but they made people feel sad:
Like a dream, Ye Fan was in a coma, with tears constantly flowing from the corners of his eyes. He seemed to see two groups of lights, and tried hard to grab their hands, but he couldn't do it.
"We are leaving. You have to live well and take good care of yourself..." The words became fainter and the two groups of light slowly dissipated. The aging face faded, then turned into a rain of light and disappeared completely.
.
Ye Fan yelled and struggled desperately, trying hard to catch up and leave them behind, but he couldn't catch anything:
"Bang"
He suddenly woke up with a start, and there was nothing in front of him. He had lost the warmth of his father, the breath of his parents, and was completely empty.
"You're awake."
Xu Qiong sat next to her, handed her a glass of water, and said, "I feel sorry for you. People have joys and sorrows, and the moon waxes and wanes."
"What did you just see? Did you hear it?" Ye Fan grabbed her hand and shook it hard, causing the water in the cup to spill on the ground.
Xu Qiong frowned, Ye Fan's strength was so great, even though she was carefully controlling it, she still felt the pain, and said softly: "You miss them so much, your mind is too tired, don't think too much, just take a good rest."
"You really didn't see or hear it?" Ye Fan stood up and released his consciousness, trying to find the familiar aura that moved and got close to him.
Everything Huicai experienced was too real, like a personal experience, right before his eyes. He was a little unsure whether it was a dream or reality.
Open the curtains, the night is very dark, and a meteor shower is fading and disappearing into the sky.
Ye Fan was suddenly shaken, it was very much like the light rain dissipating in his dream. His body couldn't help but tremble, tears flowed down his face, and he stared at the dark night sky.
"It's strange, there is no warning about a meteor shower." From another window, Xu Ye held his chin, blinked his big eyes curiously, and looked at the sky.
Ye Fan pushed open the window, jumped into the air, and quickly chased after him, turning into a golden light and disappearing into the distance:
In the room, Xu Qiong opened her mouth in surprise, and the tea cup in her hand suddenly fell to the ground, making a crisp cracking sound, and water flowed all over the construction site.
She almost couldn't believe it. Although she was mentally prepared, she still couldn't accept the fact. Ye Fan cut through the sky like a golden-winged peng. Is he still a human being?
When she suddenly saw Ye Fan returning, she thought it was related to extraterrestrial civilization. The first thing she thought of was muscle 0 beetles. But at this time, she was petrified. Is that... a civilization of gods and demons?
?
In another room, Xu Ye screamed, yelled for his mother, and yelled that a meteor had crashed into his home.
The girl was fearless and quickly ran into the room and said: "Mom, did you see it just now? A meteor seemed to pass near our house. It's amazing!"
Xu Qiong put her hands on her chest and stopped shaking. She didn't want to lose her temper in front of her daughter and tried to calm herself down. Everything that happened was too shocking.
Xu Ye was sixteen or seventeen years old, lively and active. He ran to Jichang, looked out the window, and kept looking around, trying to find where the meteor had landed.
"Mom, why are you looking a little pale? Wan is not frightened. Don't be afraid. With your precious daughter here, I will fight off all the monsters and monsters that come. Hey, hey, hey." She made a lively gesture.
The starting position of Tai Chi.
However, when he saw that his mother's face was still not very natural, she quickly put away her naughtiness and said: "Mom, what's wrong with you? I'll get you a glass of water. Hey, where is that little uncle? Why is he missing?
Where?"
Xu Qiongmi regained her composure, finally calmed down and said, "He left beforehand."
At the end of the sky, Ye Fan stood alone in the night sky, dumbfounded. He could not catch up with anything. The meteor shower had long since disappeared.
"Why, is it you, where have you gone?"
He felt that there might really be an inexplicable power in the world. Could it be that his parents were saying goodbye to him now?
However, he shook his head again. He is a monk, especially when he is so powerful. He is the most sensitive to the soul and knows its essence.
What is gone is gone, and cannot be reappeared or reborn. This is the irreversible nature of the world. Everyone dies once, even the ancient emperors are no exception.
"Maybe it's my own subconscious that's healing my heartache." Ye Fan sighed and scratched the night sky with his hands, but couldn't find anything.
He didn't believe in fate, reincarnation, and reincarnation, but Huacai's experience was both real and illusory, leaving him puzzled.
He thought of the words of the old monk who transformed into Taoism when he went to the Western Desert. In the afterlife, if you believe it, there will be it, if you don't believe it, there will be none. As time goes by, two identical flowers will eventually appear in the world. Looking back for thousands of years, one flower will wither.
, a flower blooms.
Whether they are the same flower or not is up to future generations to say, even the ancient Buddha couldn't say it clearly.
"Is my subconscious lying to myself, or are they really saying goodbye to me?" Tears fell silently in Ye Fan's eyes.
He would rather believe that it was the latter. After all, he was a step too late when he returned from crossing the star field. He could not even see his parents. Are they trying to make up for his regret?
Ye Fan muttered, no one could hear clearly what he was saying, he kept whispering, standing alone in the night sky, wanting to stay there forever.
He didn't want to think about it rationally, because if he looked deeper, the ancient sages had already discussed it, recorded it in their handbooks, and talked about reincarnation, so it couldn't possibly exist.
Ye Fan walked alone under the stars, not thinking, not thinking, his heart was empty. At dawn, he landed on the ground. After the sun rose very high, he came to the Xishan Villa area, and Xu Qiong took him
Welcomed in.
"Wow, little uncle, why did you suddenly disappear yesterday? I remember not seeing you go out." Xu Ye was sleepy and liked to stay in bed. He just got up holding a big wombat.
"Good boy, you go wash your face, brush your teeth and have breakfast first." Xu Qiong pushed her.
Although Xu Ye was only sixteen or seventeen years old, she was as tall and slender as her mother. She nodded obediently and said, "Oh, okay."
This was the biggest blow that Ye Fan had ever suffered in his life. He wanted to leave this place and avoid this world of mortals. Everything he saw made him sad and painful.
However, he couldn't leave just like that. He wanted to know the last moments of his parents and everything in the past.
"You eat something first, and I'll talk to the elephant slowly later." Xu Qiong smoothed her long hair and comforted her softly.
"I can't eat, you go and eat. I'll wait for you, and then you take me to their cemetery to take a look." Ye Fan felt that his body was heavy and he couldn't move his corner on the sofa. His eyes were astringent, but his tears were gone.
Dry and withered.
Xu Qiong sighed, she had no appetite, took Ye Fan out, drove to a distant place, and arrived at the cemetery more than an hour later.
The cemetery is very large, planted with evergreen grasses all year round, built against a low mountain, and has some green pines and cypresses, making the place solemn and solemn.
"This is it..." Suddenly, Xu Qiong showed a strange color, because there was a bouquet of white flowers in front of the tombstone. The petals fell in the wind, and there was a faint fragrance.
"Will anyone else come here to visit the grave?" Ye Fan asked.
"I don't think anyone else knows, it's a bit strange." Xu Qiong was surprised.