"What did you say? Brother Pei..." Diao Jun looked at Cen Pei in astonishment, "You and I are brothers who live and die together and share adversity on the battlefield. Xi'er and I have a relationship between a man and a woman. This
It’s not a thing at all! How to replace this? You...don’t scare me..."
Although he felt that he had lost everything, he believed that Cen Pei was trying to persuade him. But the ambiguity was too great!
"Brother Jun, what kind of existence do I have in your mind?" Cen Pei asked softly.
"Of course we are good brothers who live and die together!" Diao Jun replied affirmatively, "Besides Brother Shao, you are my best brother."
"Then I'm not worthy to replace Huang Shao, or Qiao Xi's position in your heart? Can't I be your sustenance for survival?" Cen Pei asked.
"That's not the same thing!" Diao Jun gently pushed Cen Pei's hands away and backed away with some fear, "Brother Shao is a brother to me. Xi'er to me is the person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with."
Women. They are family members for life! You are my comrade-in-arms and my brother. No matter how good the relationship is, it only goes so far! Of course, this does not mean that you are not important, but there is a difference between family and friends. You understand.
?”
"Then can't I be your family?" Seeing him retreating, Cen Pei moved a little closer and stood close to him again.
"You, do you want to have a brother-like relationship with me like Brother Shao?" Diao Jun stepped back a little, "I don't know, because Brother Shao and I grew up together. I don't know this relationship.
Can it be replaced..."
"That's not what I'm talking about," Cen Pei approached again.
"Then, what are you talking about...?" Diao Jun suddenly panicked, "You, you don't like men, do you? I, I'm very confused right now, don't make such a joke...
..”
Cen Pei looked at him for a while and saw that he was really scared, so he stepped back a little and distanced himself and said softly: "Brother Jun, I don't know what you think. But in my mind, you are just like Qiao Xi."
You have the same feeling in your heart. To be honest, she was just in danger at the same time as you, and then escaped from the hands of the ghost. Just once... You and I have faced death countless times on the battlefield at least. You tried your best
You have saved me, and I have saved you at all costs. Let's eat together, sleep together, and fight together. Is there really no possibility that I can replace Qiao Xi in your mind?"
"Brother Pei, please don't do this. I'm really confused and uncomfortable right now. I'm scared if you do this..." Diao Jun looked at Cen Pei in panic and tried to stay away from him.
Cen Pei looked into Diao Jun's eyes quietly until he scurried away and was at a loss: "Brother Jun, please stop thinking about Huang Shao and Qiao Xi. It is meaningless. You don't have nothing, at least you still have me.
!No matter what happens, I will stand by your side and accompany you all the time!"
"Brother Pei, really don't joke, I don't like such jokes..." Diao Jun was even more flustered.
Cen Pei ignored him and continued: "Actually, when I was drafted into the army, I felt that I had no hope of living and no sustenance. So I wanted to tell a story of my own on the battlefield and then be shrouded in horse leather. Maybe in this way, future generations can still
There will be people who remember Qi Guo Cenpei and know that I once existed. But then I met you. After experiencing so much with you and wandering on the edge of life and death for so long, I suddenly felt that I had a new sustenance and the ability to live.
courage!"
"Gulu~" The amount of information was too much. Diao Jun's mind was already confused, but now it was even more blank, and he immediately crashed.
"No matter what you think, no matter what you think of me, I will stand by your side and never leave!" Cen Pei stood up, "Brother Jun, don't be sad for Huang Shao or Qiao Xi anymore. You
It’s not nothing!”
"Brother Pei, I, I want to go out and calm down..." Diao Jun stood up and moved toward the door in confusion.
Cen Pei directly stretched out his hand to stop him: "Brother Jun, I have something to tell you clearly. You wait for me here for a quarter of an hour. If you want to leave then, I won't stop you."
"What are you going to do?" Diao Jun didn't know how to deal with this situation.
"Just give me a quarter of an hour and I'll be back soon." Cen Pei said seriously, "Wait for me!"
"Hey!" Diao Jun wanted to say something else, but saw Cen Pei turn around and run out of the room, disappearing without a trace.
what to do?
His mind was in a mess, his temples were throbbing, and the pain was severe.
What happened to Huang Shao and Qiao Xi was enough to cause him pain, but Cen Pei suddenly said such words to him out of nowhere.
Between two grown men, don’t you find it scary and disgusting?
What on earth is he going to do? It's not a weird trick he just thought of to comfort himself, right?
But I have no intention of playing with him...
Diao Jun wanted to leave directly, but when he reached the door, he stopped again, squatted down and shook his head vigorously.
He was really in great pain, and his mind was so confused that after just a few steps he felt like the world was spinning, as if the sky was about to collapse.
In the end, he did not leave. He staggered back to the bed and sat down, staring blankly at the ceiling.
I don’t know how long it took, but light footsteps suddenly came from outside, and they quickly came to the door.
Following the voice, he turned around and saw a delicate and dignified girl in a pink skirt standing awkwardly outside the door, lowering her head and gently squeezing her fingers.
Diao Jun looked at the girl in the pink skirt with confusion. He didn't know there was a woman in the inn before.
Then his eyes fell on the woman's face, and he vaguely felt that he had seen her somewhere before, but he just couldn't remember.
The girl in pink skirt hesitated at the door for a while, took a deep breath, seemed to have made a lot of determination, stepped into the room, and walked slowly to the bed.
"This girl, you are..." Diao Jun stood up and was suddenly stunned in the middle of his words. Because he found that the girl in the pink skirt raised her head, and that face instantly overlapped with someone in his memory.
I opened my mouth, but no sound came out.
The girl in pink skirt stepped forward and gently grabbed Diao Jun's wrist: "Brother Jun, do you recognize me?"
Diao Jun was stunned for a long time: "Brother Pei? You...why are you pretending to be a woman to scare me? I know you want to tease me and make me not feel sad. But this makes me very scared..."
."
"Brother Jun, I just want to ask you, can I replace Qiao Xi and become your sustenance in your heart?" The girl in the pink skirt held his hand, slowly pulled it in front of her, and gently pressed it on his chest softly.
asked in a voice.
"Brother Pei..." Diao Jun didn't finish his words, but he instantly stiffened.
Because the palm of my hand felt completely different from before, soft and bulging.
He and Cen Pei slept together every day in the military camp, and they often touched their bodies, including their chests. But this kind of touch was completely different and he couldn't believe it.
He froze in place and even forgot to take his hand back. His whole body became as motionless as a wooden sculpture, and his mind was completely blank.
"Brother Jun," Cen Pei hugged his hand tightly on her chest with a shy look on her face, "I have always worn a corset before. After all, the military camp is full of men and we can't cheat...