Over the past year, she has been living on tenterhooks every day, especially in the second half of the year after she was freed. She was even more tense all the time, and did not dare to relax for a moment...
There is no one she can trust around her. She is surrounded by people from Cangnan Secret Land. She is afraid that if she relaxes, she will be imprisoned again by the people from Cangnan Secret Land.
She was afraid that she would accidentally fall into a deep sleep, and when she woke up, she would be in the cave, having her powers extracted by the people in the secret land of Cangnan, and her life would be worse than death every day...
In the past six months, Xia Xingyan tried to tie her up countless times. He wanted to lock her up while she was sleeping, so that she could not see the light of day like before and could only be at her mercy.
If she hadn't been alert, if she hadn't dared to let herself really fall asleep, she would have been locked up by Xia Xingyan.
And she knew that if she was locked up again, there would be no chance of her being free, and it would be impossible for the prince to find her.
In a cave like that, no one would be able to find it unless they were good enough to stay in it.
She was imprisoned again, and Xia Xingyan, who had suffered a loss once, would never let her go.
Ji Yunkai was really tired after not having a good night's sleep in the past year and working hard every day.
The body is tired and the mind is even more tired.
Now that the prince is here, with familiar people around her and a sense of security, Ji Yunkai instantly relaxed. She snuggled into the arms of the prince, smelled the familiar scent of the prince, and instantly let down all her guard, and then
…
He fell asleep in the prince's arms.
She is very, very tired. Although she has many, many things to say to the prince, please let her sleep now, have a good sleep, and when she is full of energy, she can leave this ghost place with the prince.
Already...
Ji Yunkai was extremely insecure. Even when she fell asleep, she hugged the prince tightly and refused to let go. Similarly, the prince also hugged her tightly and was reluctant to let go.
The person in his arms was a treasure he had lost and found. He wanted to rub her into his own bones and blood, but he was reluctant to let go.
The person in his arms was a treasure that he wanted to hold in his arms for the rest of his life. How could he be willing to let go...
Looking at Ji Yunkai's peaceful sleeping face, the prince's cold outlook instantly softened. He lowered his head and rested his forehead on Ji Yunkai's head, closing his eyes with a look of satisfaction...
The prince just held Ji Yunkai in this awkward position all afternoon. Later, Ji Yunkai felt uncomfortable sleeping and turned over, so the prince changed his position.
After changing the position, the prince kept staring at Ji Yunkai's sleeping face...
Seeing Ji Yunkai's pale and bloodless face, the frown at the corner of her eyes, and her skin that was rough and not as delicate as before, the prince felt his heart aching uncomfortably.
In just one year, his Yun Kai has aged several years. This year, his Yun Kai has had a hard time.
"Yunkai..." The prince's fingertips gently touched the wrinkles at the corners of Ji Yunkai's eyes, his voice choked with tears.
He did not betray his brother, but he betrayed his Yun Kai.
If he hadn't insisted on Yun Kai coming to the Shifang World with him, if he hadn't been unable to protect Yun Kai, if it hadn't been for him...his Yun Kai wouldn't have suffered like this at all.
During the half-year period when she was locked in a cave and had her powers extracted, Yun Kai only said a few words. Most of what she said was that she cleverly picked on Xia Xingyan, persuaded him to provoke a rebellion in the secret land of Cangnan,
Take the opportunity to gain freedom, but...
From those few words, from the way Ji Yunkai hugged him even when he fell asleep, the prince understood that the damage caused to Yun Kai in those six months would never be healed in a lifetime.
"Yun Kai, I suddenly hate myself." He didn't know the pain of having his powers drained away, but he knew how painful it was to be unable to sleep or to sleep until he could no longer wish for death.
For half a year, his Yun Kai lived like that, but he was not by her side.
He wanted to execute Ling Chi those who had hurt his Yun Kai, but those people were already dead. The rest of the people, except for the one named Xia Xingyan, were all unknowing. Even if he killed them all, he would still be dead.
It doesn't make any sense.
Tears fell from the prince's eyes drop by drop. He hugged Ji Yunkai tightly and cried silently: "Yunkai, I hate myself, how can you still like me? How can you not blame me?"
Ji Yunkai was sleeping soundly when she was suddenly held tightly by someone. She thought she was taken away again. She woke up suddenly, but before she could get scared, she heard the prince's low and choked voice: "Yunkai, what should I do...
…I hate myself, I hate myself for not being able to be with you, I wish I could kill myself.”
Ji Yunkai was startled and stretched out his hand to comfort the prince, but he froze halfway...
She didn't expect that Xiao Jiu'an would cry, she didn't expect that Xiao Jiu'an would lie in her arms and cry for her.
This man would not cry even if a knife was pierced on the tip of his heart, but he shed tears for her at this moment.
For a moment, she suddenly felt that she was not aggrieved, and she didn't blame Xiao Jiu'an for not finding her in advance.
This year, she suffered, she suffered, Xiao Jiuan was no better than Xiao Jiuan, she was not much better.
At least she still has hope. She feels that she can be free and go out. Where is Xiao Jiuan?
He searched aimlessly, like a headless fly, not knowing where to find her or when to find her...
This year, she suffered, and so did Xiao Jiuan.
"It's all over, it's all over." Ji Yunkai hugged Xiao Jiu'an, patted him on the back, and comforted him: "I don't blame you, really... I know you are having a hard time looking for me, I don't blame you.
you."
"But I can't forgive myself, Yunkai, you know? I can't forgive myself. I can't forgive me for not showing up when you needed me most." Seeing the wrinkles at the corners of Ji Yunkai's eyes,
, he felt that his heart was being pinched hard in someone's hand. It didn't hurt, but it made him unable to breathe...
"Don't be like this, don't be like this. It's passed, everything has passed, am I... not fine now? Xiao Jiu'an, don't be like this, I'm fine, I really am fine." Ji Yunkai hugged Xiao Jiu'an tightly.
, with red and swollen eyes unable to cry anymore.
"Yun Kai... I can't forgive myself." Holding Ji Yun Kai's thin body, the prince felt increasingly uncomfortable.
His Yun Kai... why is he so kind?
He would rather Yun Kai hit him, scold him, blame him... He would rather Yun Kai make trouble unreasonably than be so considerate.
Yun Kai's thoughtfulness and lack of blame made him feel even more uncomfortable.
It was his incompetence that caused Yun Kai to suffer such great harm. Why didn't his Yun Kai blame him?
Why?
Ji Yunkai didn't know what the prince was thinking. She hugged him tightly without a trace of blame or dissatisfaction: "It doesn't matter, I forgive you, I just forgive you."
She cried a lot, crying out all the fear, anxiety and grievance in her heart. She really didn't blame Xiao Jiu'an now, especially after seeing Xiao Jiu'an cry for her, she couldn't blame him... (Unfinished)