Chapter 1226 1226 There really is a little brother
Chapter 16 16 Really has a little brother
The little wolf cub came out and saw Ji Yunkai. He hesitated for a moment and finally told Ji Yunkai the questions in his heart.
"Princess, when I was training Nagasawa these days, I always felt... Back then, I had a little brother by my side. He always protected me, took care of me, and protected me. However, I can't remember him or his...
Face, I don’t even know if he really exists or is just my imagination.” The little wolf cub looked distressed, and when he talked about that little brother, tears started to form in his eyes.
This incident had troubled him for several days. Especially when training with Nagasawa during the day, images of his childhood training would always appear in his mind.
In the picture, he trains like Nagasawa, and then there is a little brother who trains with him and protects him.
When you have something delicious to eat, give it to him first; when he is being beaten, stand in front of him; when he is injured, just carry him and run away; every time he feels uncomfortable and wants to cry, the little brother will stretch out his scarred hand,
Wipe his tears and tell him not to cry. It will be fine when their parents come to pick them up and they get home...
He couldn't see the little brother's face clearly, but he only knew that the little brother was only one head taller than him, just like he was only one head taller than Nagasawa.
He couldn't see the little brother's face clearly, but he remembered the injuries on his hands, the injuries on his face, and the injuries on his back. He remembered that he was very thin, and his back was full of bones. Lying on his back
It's not comfortable at all.
He couldn't remember the little brother's face, but he remembered that after the little brother grabbed the food, he was always the first to give it to him. If the food was not enough for two people, he would be the only one to eat, and the little brother would hide aside to eat.
branches and leaves, or drink muddy water.
He didn't know if that little brother really existed, but these days, he kept appearing in his mind and couldn't get rid of it.
In the past few days, the little wolf cub had been tortured by this incident so much that he couldn't sleep or even close his eyes. He had been hesitating whether to tell Ji Yunkai, but he couldn't make up his mind.
Today, when he met Ji Yunkai, and he just summoned up the courage, the little wolf cub no longer had any scruples, and told Ji Yunkai one by one all the things that had tortured him in the past few days.
"Princess...I don't know what's wrong with me. Obviously, I never remembered that I had such a little brother before. But when I was training with Nagasawa recently, I always remembered that person who was training with me.
The little brother who protects me. Princess, tell me... does that little brother really exist, or is he just a figment of my imagination to protect me?" The little wolf cub recalled everything that had come to mind in the past few days.
I told Ji Yunkai to listen, talking and talking...
The little wolf cub cried.
He felt uncomfortable, extremely uncomfortable, as if something was pressing on his heart, it hurt, it felt swollen, and he couldn't find a way out.
He had some guesses in his mind, but he couldn't make a final decision.
"Mo Mo... relax, you've tightened yourself too much." Ji Yunkai listened seriously to what the little wolf cub said. After listening...
She couldn't tell for the moment whether the little wolf cub had confused his imagination with the real memory, or whether there really was such a person and he had lost that memory before, or the memory was so painful that he chose to leave it behind.
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Judging from the little wolf cub's reaction, Ji Yunkai suspected it was the latter. If this was the case, then his little brother must have encountered misfortune, or even suffered misfortune because of him.
The little wolf cub couldn't bear such sadness, so he deliberately forgot about his little brother.
Originally, this was nothing...
When a person encounters unbearable pain, his body will automatically choose to escape and pretend that nothing happened.
However, now they have inadvertently touched a certain node, allowing the little wolf cub to recover his dusty memory.
"Princess... I don't know what to do? In my mind, I always think about him training with me and protecting me when I was a child. However, I can't see his face clearly. I try hard to see
It's clear, but I can't see it clearly. Princess, tell me, this is my imagination, it's not true, right?" As smart as a little wolf cub, he vaguely guessed that this should be his memory, it's him
Part of the past was the painful past that he had deliberately forgotten.
He didn't need to think about it to know that the past must have been too painful for him to bear, so he forgot it completely.
Now, he vaguely remembered something.
He doesn't know whether he should continue to escape or uncover everything in the past.
However, he was afraid...he couldn't bear it.
He thought that his little brother must have encountered something unexpected.
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Just thinking about it makes me feel so uncomfortable that I want to die.
"Mo Mo, do you want to know? Do you want to find out?" Ji Yunkai hugged the little wolf cub who was crying and patted his back distressedly.
This child has encountered too many injustices, too many people and things that he should not have encountered at his age. God is too cruel to him.
It’s her fault too, if I had known it, if I had known it...
She shouldn't have left Nagasawa to be trained by Mo Mo. If it hadn't been for this, Mo Mo would never be able to remember what happened back then.
She didn't know if the little wolf cub, who had lost that memory and whose memory was incomplete, would be depressed and unhappy all his life, and would always be as emotionally deprived as he was now. But when she saw the little wolf cub crying into tears, she regretted letting him
The little wolf cub went to train Nagasawa.
"I, I think!" The little wolf cub said firmly after struggling for a moment.
He cried and raised his head and looked at Ji Yunkai, his dark eyes filled with tears, but extremely determined: "Princess, I have thought clearly, I want to find out, I have to face it, I can no longer escape. If it is mine,
It doesn't matter if you are just conjecturing. I will distinguish between fantasy and reality. But if there is such a little brother, I don't want to forget him. Even if the whole world forgets him, I should not forget him."
He figured it out.
It was normal for him to be too young back then and not be able to bear it. Now he has grown up, and with the princess and little Nagasawa by his side, he is no longer alone.
No matter how cruel and unbearable the past was, he must face it.
That is his past, a past that he cannot erase.
And the little brother he forgot...
That was his little brother, the little brother who protected him when he grew up. The little brother who would rather chew leaves, eat tree roots, drink muddy water, and leave clean food and water to him;
He is the little brother who wants to protect him even though he is bleeding; he is the little brother who would rather break his head and bleed out, but will also firmly protect him who is behind him.
How could he forget about him just because he was worried that he couldn't bear it?
This is so unfair to his little brother... (To be continued)