Looking at Xiaoliu who was obviously afraid of death but chose to die, and looking at the three brothers of the Xu family who were obviously reluctant but chose to give up, Ji Yunkai realized for the first time the flaws in his character...
She is not brave enough, she has never been passionate, and she has no motivation to give it a try. She seems to be open-minded and transparent, but in fact she lives a willful and self-centered life, like an outsider everywhere.
She is obviously still young, but she lives like a sluggish old man, sluggish, slow-moving, without friends. She can get involved in everything, is unwilling to invest emotions in anyone, and is always afraid of being hurt.
She thinks carefully about every step she takes and considers various consequences. She will not do it until she is sure that the most serious consequences are within her own tolerance. She is not as cautious as someone of her age should be.
She thinks she is smart and aloof, and always looks at others as a bystander, but she doesn't know how ridiculous she looks in the eyes of others.
She is indeed calm and rational like this, but she always feels that she is missing a bit of popularity, missing the impulse and courage to bravely rush to Wangfeng Cliff to rescue Feng Qi, and missing the passion to love, hate and enjoy life.
Going to Wangfengya to rescue Feng Qi was probably the most impulsive and passionate thing she did, right?
No, going to the Dao Academy to support Feng Qi and asking questions to make things difficult for the students was also the impulse of a teenager. If she thought carefully and weighed the pros and cons, she would not go to Wangfengya alone, let alone after Feng Qi won.
It's so stupid to come up with questions to make things difficult for those students!
However, she has no regrets. She did a lot of things wrong in these two matters, acted impulsively and willfully, without considering the consequences at all, but she has gained great satisfaction in these two years.
Because whether it was success or failure, she had not planned it in advance. While enjoying the process, she also got the ultimate satisfaction.
Therefore, there is nothing wrong with timely impulse and passion. After all, at her age, she is used to making mistakes. How can she know what she can and cannot do if she doesn't make mistakes? How can she be taught a lesson if she doesn't make mistakes?
Taking a deep breath, Ji Yunkai already knew what he should do and what kind of mentality he should use to face the next thing.
"Are you sure you really don't need me to save him?" For a moment, she felt full of fighting spirit, and she regained the fighting spirit and energy to go to Wangfengya alone to find Feng Qi.
"I can help several of them stop bleeding at the same time, without delaying the rescue of others, let alone the people buried in the mine." People are not frivolous in their youth, so what if she is frivolous for a while?
"Really, really? Princess." The three brothers of the Xu family couldn't believe it, but they didn't want to give up this opportunity.
"Try it, I dare to try it, what are you afraid of?" At this moment, she was proud and confident, just like when she entered college at the age of twelve, although she was young, she was
She is not afraid because she knows that nothing can trouble her in college.
She is Ji Yunkai, as long as she wants to do something, she can definitely do it!
"Okay, let's bet. No matter what the outcome is, we won't regret it." Yes, they won't regret it. As long as they work hard, they won't regret it even if they fail.
In life, it is impossible to have everything go as one wishes, nor can everything be under control. What is the meaning of such a life?
"So, you should be prepared. The first thing is to clean up yourselves, and then clean up a clean place for me. Remember, it must be very clean." And she was ready to create a miracle.
She is a genius girl who has taken the medical world by storm. She is a genius that major famous schools and medical institutions are competing for. She is a miracle in her own right.
Six years of dull military life had brought her to peace, brought her out of the haze, but also made her forget her former grace, and now she wants to get it back.
"Don't worry, Princess, we'll do it right now." The three brothers of the Xu family didn't care about the fish soup they were cooking. They called to the soldiers on the side and ran to clean themselves up and find a clean place.
"Princess, I, I..." Xu Xiaoliu was choked up and speechless when he heard Ji Yunkai's words.
He wanted to refuse treatment, but he didn't say it.
The princess is willing to take risks for him, how can he be so cowardly as to say no?
"I can't guarantee that I can save you, I just try my best." Ji Yunkai stepped forward, gave him a pill to stop bleeding, and then removed the golden needle from his body.
"You can't eat now, so I won't be polite about the snake soup." The three brothers of the Xu family had been cooking snake soup before, and it was already cooked and fragrant. They ate several meals of the bitter, astringent, and smelly wild vegetable soup.
, Ji Yunkai is really greedy, and she also needs sufficient physical strength to face the next difficulties, so...
She must eat enough.
Ji Yunkai was so rude that he directly took off the big pot and started eating from the pot.
The snake meat was delicious, and it tasted so good that it didn't need any seasoning. The portion was quite large for a big snake, but Ji Yunkai killed it all by himself, and in the end, he didn't even spare the soup.
When Xiao Jiuan came over, he saw Ji Yunkai holding a big iron pot, tilting his neck, and slurping soup. Not to mention how rude it was, there was no trace of her usual appearance, but...
But Xiao Jiuan couldn't hate him.
He always felt that there seemed to be something different about Ji Yunkai. His whole person seemed to be alive. He was no longer as indifferent as before, as if he didn't care about anything. Nothing and no one could stay in her heart.
trace.
No, Feng Qi should be an exception, and so is the young doctor Zhuge. Only when facing these two people did Ji Yunkai look like a fresh girl and seem to be alive.
Xiao Jiuan approached and looked at Ji Yunkai who was holding the iron pot without any embarrassment. He couldn't help but said: "You have changed!"
Ji Yunkai has changed. If it were her before, she would definitely feel embarrassed and rude.
This is Ji Yunkai, who is indifferent to everyone, keeps a distance, maintains a good education, and has a measured smile, kind but distant.
"It hasn't changed, I just found myself again." Now, she is not qualified to live a leisurely and peaceful life. She is obsessed with being ordinary, which is adding burden to herself.
She should be more willful, enjoy the rare rebirth, and continue to suppress herself as she did in her previous life, as if reality had come true. Then what's the point of her still being alive?
"Don't worry, whether it's the people under the mine or the injured, I will try my best to treat them and won't let anything happen to them." Although she is a little busy and a little tired, she is happy now, and money cannot buy her happiness.
"You... have really changed." Finally, someone other than Feng Qi and Dr. Zhuge could make her smile brightly and wantonly.
"I said, I just found my former self." Ji Yunkai said again, taking off the mask on his face and throwing it aside: "In the future, I will not wear a mask anymore, I always deceive myself.
Tell myself, I don’t put on a mask to hide my ugliness, but to prevent others from being disgusted. In fact, I care deeply about other people’s opinions and attitudes, so I live a very tired life.”
She seems free and easy, but in fact she has never been truly at ease.
"Yeah." Although he didn't like the dark spots on Ji Yunkai's face, he didn't mind that Ji Yunkai didn't wear a mask and exposed the dark spots on his face.
Some things don't exist unless you cover them up... (To be continued)