Chapter five hundred and forty-ninth do not give up yourself
Because he was carrying a small burden, Mu Yi's speed could not be much faster, especially without using Yubu. For most of the afternoon, the two of them only traveled dozens of miles. This was what the little girl was feeling.
Because of the lack of breath, otherwise I might not be able to walk even half the distance.
The result of trying too hard was that the little girl had a lot of blisters on her feet. At night, when Mu Yi was roasting the meat of a demon pig, the little girl sat by the fire, hugging her feet with a face full of pain, and her eyes were red.
Red, as if she had cried before.
Moreover, she deliberately turned her back to Mu Yi, not looking at him in anger, and not planning to eat his roasted demon pork. Although the smell was so tempting that she almost couldn't hold it back several times, but whenever she thought of Mu Yi during the day
Yi was so disgusting, this desire was suppressed by hatred in an instant.
Under the cold moonlight, the little girl felt cold and hungry. She couldn't help hugging her knees and burying her head in her arms.
At this time, she thought of her grandfather. Because she lost her mother when she was a child, her father left when she was two or three years old, so she grew up with her grandfather. There was no impression of her mother in her mind, and even her father became very
Fuzzy, as for those things, she heard her grandfather talk about them.
Many times, she dreamed that her father would bring her mother back, and then the family would be reunited, but when she woke up, she realized that it was another dream.
After being disappointed again and again, she simply stopped thinking about it, because this way her heart would not ache.
Then she thought about the food cooked by her grandpa, which was fragrant and delicious, so she began to miss her grandpa. But now, her grandpa has also left her. She has no relatives anymore. It seems that everyone has abandoned her and she is the only one.
People are alone.
Although she said she wanted to find her mother before, it was just a way of comforting herself. She didn't know where to find her mother at all. The underworld was so big, where could a little girl go? She was originally counting on this rescuer.
Her adults accepted her because of her pity, but they didn't expect that they didn't mean it at all. She confessed her love several times along the way, and the other party didn't know whether they really didn't understand or were pretending to be stupid.
However, the little girl instinctively felt that it was the latter. Although this adult looked smiling and very approachable, he was actually a big bad guy, and he was also very hateful, just as hateful as the village douchebag.
But now, even Erdan is dead, and no one will play with her anymore. And although Erdan is very hateful, at least he will take care of her. Every time there is something delicious, he will give it to her first. He will not be like
Just like this grown-up, he doesn't even know how to be polite.
The little girl lay there thinking a lot, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt aggrieved. She even fell asleep for some reason, mainly because she was too tired. She had walked for dozens of miles. She couldn't hold on many times, but as long as
As soon as she saw the hateful figure in front of her, she bit her lip and endured the pain in her feet, never wanting to be the first to admit defeat.
If she had known it would be so painful, she wouldn't have been so brave. But tomorrow, I don't know what will happen. Will the adult think she is a burden and stop caring about her? Then leave her alone?
Thinking that she might be left behind, the little girl suddenly woke up with fright, and then turned around in a panic. Sure enough, the hateful adult was gone.
Suddenly, the little girl felt sad and cried silently.
"What? Are you crying now?"
At this moment, the little girl suddenly heard a sound, then turned around and found that the hateful adult did not leave, but came to the other side, and there was a stone table and two stools in front of him.
She knew where it came from. On the table, there was already roasted demon pork and even some fruits. Her mouth watered when she saw it, and she even forgot to cry.
"Are you hungry?" Mu Yi asked again, and the little girl nodded quickly.
"Come over and eat when you are hungry." This sentence sounded like a fairy sound to the little girl's ears, and she suddenly felt that the adult in front of her was not so hateful anymore, and was even a little bit better.
"Ouch."
But as soon as she got up, the little girl felt her feet hurt like needles. Plus, after sitting for too long, her legs were numb and she almost fell to the ground. When she saw Mu Yi, he seemed not to notice and just ate this.
The good impression that originally arose in my heart about the demon pork suddenly disappeared.
In the end, the little girl limped to the stone table and sat down. Regardless of whether it was hot or whether her hands were dirty, she directly grabbed a piece of meat that was worth half of her head and took a big bite.
He poured all his hatred towards Mu Yi into the barbecue in his hand.
"belch!"
Unfortunately, she choked before taking a few bites and even started to roll her eyes.
"Eat some fruit." At this time, Mu Yi spoke.
The little girl didn't know how to be polite, so she gave up the demon pork, grabbed a red fruit and took a bite. Immediately, the juice was fragrant and melted in her mouth. She immediately stopped choking and panicked. She took three or two bites.
Just eat the fruit with the skin and core.
Then, not satisfied yet, she grabbed another one. She didn’t know where this fruit came from. At least she didn’t see any such fruit around, but it was so delicious that the little girl didn’t pay attention to the origin of the fruit at all. As long as she
As long as you can eat it.
She only ate the second one. When she wanted to continue eating the third one, she found that the food in front of her was empty. It turned out that the remaining food went into the mouth of the adult opposite. The little girl immediately widened her eyes and kept thinking about being stingy in her heart.
"Okay, eat some meat. This fruit is not suitable for eating too much." Unexpectedly, Mu Yi explained to her.
Although she didn't know why, the little girl thought about it, grabbed the meat, and continued to eat. But for some reason, the originally fragrant demon pork had no appeal to her at the moment, and she also felt as if it was all of a sudden.
After I was full, I felt a warm feeling all over my body. Even the pain in my feet was relieved a lot, and I always felt like I wanted to sleep.
However, despite the sleepiness, the little girl still insisted on biting the meat in her hand, but the sleepiness became more and more intense. Finally, she lowered her head and lay on the table with the meat in her hand.
Seeing this, Mu Yi smiled slightly, as if he had expected it. He waved his hand gently, and the little girl seemed to be supported by an invisible force, and then landed on the leather blanket that had been prepared nearby.
The fur on it is very soft and warm.
When the little girl lay down, she couldn't help but murmured a few words of comfort, and then continued to sleep.
After the little girl fell asleep, Mu Yi suddenly felt a little bored. The demon pork on the table didn't move at all. It just sat there all night. No one knew what he was thinking about that night.
Murong Xixuan felt as if she was back to the past, living a comfortable and carefree life. She even stretched out when she woke up, as if everything yesterday was just a dream. At this moment, she felt comfortable and full of energy.
Strength, as for the feet, there is no pain at all.
"Wait, your feet hurt?"
Thinking of this, the little girl suddenly woke up, and the little bit of sleepiness she had left completely disappeared. She climbed up from the blanket and looked at the surrounding environment again. The memory of yesterday came to mind again.
At this moment, the sun was rising high, but she didn't feel any warmth at all, because after turning around, she didn't find the figure of the adult, and then turned around again, thinking that the other person might suddenly appear like last night.
in front of her.
But the result of this round was still nothing. The table was still there, and there was even demon pork on it, but that person was the only one missing. The little girl became flustered like never before, and she felt even more abandoned.
.
She didn't even know where to go next or what to do, but she still held some hope in her heart, thinking that the adult might have left temporarily because of something, and the latter went to find something to eat. For example, the fruit last night was very good.
Eat, that adult must have picked it while she was sleeping.
So this time, it must still be the case, so she stayed where she was and waited, fearing that after she left, the adult would come back and find her. But she was destined to be disappointed this time, because the adult never came back, especially when
After she saw the writing on the table, her persistence suddenly collapsed.
Because there are four words written on the table, see you later!
She still knew these words, and she even knew what they meant. In other words, the adult really abandoned her and left her alone as a little girl in the wilderness.
But yesterday he clearly said that he would take her to Jingzhou City, why did he go back on his promise now? Is it really because she is too burdensome? Or does he know that she has scolded him in her heart? But, that is not her intention at all. In fact, that is
An adult saved her and even avenged her. She only felt grateful. How could she really hate him?
But why didn't he give her a chance to explain? Why did he just leave her alone?
Her mother abandoned her at first, and then her father abandoned her again. Although she kept telling herself that her father was looking for her mother, it still couldn't change the fact that her father abandoned her. Could it be that she couldn't take her with her when she went to find her mother?
Her? Or do you think she is a burden?
Now, she was left behind again, and she still disliked her as a burden. At this moment, the little girl was so despairing that she felt that it would be better to die than live, so that at least her grandfather would not leave her behind.
The little girl sat weakly on the ground, tears like broken pearls. Finally, I don’t know how long it took, she was tired and seemed to have understood something. Her eyes were no longer just weak, but became firm again.
.
Because she remembered what her grandfather said, no matter what the future holds, don’t give up hope. Even if everyone gives up on you, you still have yourself. As long as you don’t give up on you, there is still hope!
"Yes, even if everyone gives up on me, I still have myself. I can't give up on myself." The little girl found the spear she had thrown aside before and hugged her tightly. (To be continued)
