This book will be available from April 23rd, with a two-month free period of 240,000 words.
As of the release on June 22, the total number of words is now 1.33 million. Counting the 20,000 to 30,000 words that have been blocked and deleted one after another, 1.1 million words have been written since it was released.
It’s been almost 160 days since June 22nd, with an average of 6,875 words per day. It’s not very diligent, but it’s not slowing down either.
I am still very busy at work, and like most people, I am working hard to survive, struggling to make ends meet, without a house, a car, or a wife.
Life is not easy. Although the results of this book are average, when it was put on the shelves, 1 person subscribed out of 10 people who collected it. Later, only 1 person subscribed after 20 people collected it.
There is nothing I can do about this, I can only try my best to write it well.
I don’t have anything to say to most pirated readers, just don’t come to the book review section to scold me.
Everyone has difficulties, and I am not the only one. It is not easy for everyone, and we all want to live well.
I read on a forum that a volunteer teacher suffered from leukemia and severe depression and planned to commit suicide. Fortunately, he was rescued.
I actually quite understand it, and I have also had thoughts of committing suicide.
When I was eighteen years old and graduating from high school, my mother was seriously ill and was hospitalized and required two surgeries.
Just like the bloody scene in the TV series, I didn't go to college and went south to work in a deep town.
Of course, my grades were not good either. I am a child from a rural area who has never seen the world. I originally had good grades and became obsessed with online games when I entered high school.
It was the tainted milk powder that was very popular at that time. I didn’t mean to blame the game. I didn’t have enough self-control. Even if there was no game, there would be something else.
Before the age of eighteen, I was still a child, both physically and mentally.
But after my mother became seriously ill and had surgery and was unable to go to college, I don’t know how I grew up overnight.
My parents have changed from adults to old people in my eyes.
The father who works in the city and the mother who has to lie in bed for a year after the operation and then have another surgery.
I also have a younger brother who is about to enter high school.
My grandparents only have one son, my father.
The whole family was weighing down on me, and I didn't know why I was thinking so much at that time. I just thought about what to do with this family all day long, and I couldn't breathe at all.
I went to Shenzhen in 2012 and worked in Shenzhen for several years. I only dared to eat five yuan every day.
Two vegetables and one rice, white radish, cabbage, bean sprouts, etc. cost two yuan each, and one piece of rice.
Five yuan, the minimum consumption is five yuan.
I ate it for three years in a row, at noon and at night. Sometimes I didn’t eat it in the morning, and sometimes I ate two steamed buns.
Those kind of northern steamed buns are very big and cost only one yuan for two.
Of course, this is not hard work. There are many older couples working in the factory. It costs five yuan for two people to eat, which is two boiled cabbages, cabbage, bean sprouts, etc., and rice can be added as you like.
After three years of this kind of life, I later contracted pneumonia, which turned into tuberculosis.
When I got the chest X-ray, I felt even more relaxed because I didn't have to think about the future life of my whole family.
At that time, I thought tuberculosis was cancer, and I would not be able to take care of my future life.
Later, the doctor told me that it was not an incurable disease, but it only took time. Regular blood tests, CT scans, and medication were required every month. It would usually be cured in 10 months.
The doctor asked me to go to the Chronic Disease Prevention and Treatment Hospital in Bao'an District, but I didn't go.
At that time, I lived like a machine every day, working 12 hours a day, except for sleeping.
At that time, I wanted to apply for a job at Foxconn, jump off the roof of the building, and be done with it, and I could still leave some compensation for my parents.
At that time, I often heard news about Foxconn, so I came up with this idea.
But a month later, a colleague in the paint room of the factory got cancer, the kind that could not be cured and was waiting to die.
I know him. He is a man in his 40s, with a stooped back and gray hair. He looks as old as a man who is almost 60 years old and has a large family to support.
His wife, son and daughter all came and I saw him. I don’t know how to describe the atmosphere.
Depressed to the extreme, the man could still smile and talk to his colleagues.
But I still remember the expressions on the faces of his wife, son and daughter. They were so despairing, frightening, and frightening that I didn’t dare to look any further.
I immediately took a taxi to the Chronic Disease Prevention and Treatment Hospital in Baoan District.
That was my first time taking a taxi in three years.
I didn't want to die anymore, so I went to the hospital for check-ups on time every month and took medicine on time every day.
It took nearly a year for me to recover from my illness, and then I left the factory and that numbing place.
I returned to my hometown in the central provincial capital and found a job.
Although my mother's health was not very good after the operation, at least she recovered and was able to do some light work.
My younger brother has been admitted to the second-best medical school in the province, and I want to support him in college for five years.
Although the pressure is greater, I have saved some money after working in Shenzhen for four years.
At least there is hope that my brother will be more promising than me.
I never tell him about the difficulties at home. He is still a child, and he is still a child now that he is in college. I don’t want him to be burdened with too much pressure at a young age, like I was back then.
If he wants to buy a new mobile phone, I will send him money. When he comes back from the holidays, I will take him out to play and watch movies. At his age, he should live an optimistic and cheerful life.
I also started to live like a human being instead of a machine.
Because I had no skills, the salary was not high and I was tired, so I started thinking about doing some part-time work.
It must have been May last year when I wrote an online article for the first time. I bought two books. I earned 600 yuan a month for full attendance and a manuscript fee of 300 to 400 yuan, which added up to nearly 1,000 yuan.
Although it is less, I am very satisfied.
Now this is my third book, and the results have improved a bit. With everyone's help, it has become a high-quality book, and the monthly manuscript fee has gradually increased.
Although there are 19 pirated readers out of every 20 readers now, I will occasionally scold you in my heart, especially when paying for manuscripts, haha. (face covering)
But I understand.
You and I are both mortal, born in this world.
It's hard to run around all day long and never have a moment of leisure.
I write so much not to be cynical, nor to convey any negative influence.
I just want to say that the most important thing is to live happily. No matter what difficulties there are in life, as long as you are still alive, you must live happily!
Thank you for reading the article, thank you for the starting point, and thank you for all the readers. I am very happy now. Writing online articles gives me hope. This hope is given by all readers.
Thank you all for your continued support.
There are a lot of things I haven’t been able to express, so I just wrote them here. Anyway, my relatives and friends won’t see this book, and if they do, they won’t know it’s me.
Finally, let’s talk about this book. It’s easy for entertainment stories to fall apart at the end, and it gets harder to write as you go to the end.
At the beginning, I had a lot of ideas and it was easy to write them out, but after a million words, many of my brains were almost empty.
From the fact that the fan values of many familiar names on the fan list have not changed for several months, I know that many friends have left.
I know there must be something wrong with the book. There is always only one reason why readers abandon books: the writing is not good!
However, I will try my best to write the remaining 700,000 to 800,000 words, so as not to disappoint my friends who have been following me. I also hope that everyone can continue to support me.
There is only one month left in 2018. I wish you all a happy life in the new year and many years to come.
The most important thing is to live happily, don't be overwhelmed by the troubles in life!
Let’s encourage everyone!
I unknowingly wrote so many words on my mobile phone and went to eat. I hope the cafeteria aunt can improve her skills today. She will take a break to code after eating!