The author has resigned and wants to start a full-time life. Tomorrow...no, today is the last day of work.
Going to a strange place or leaving a familiar place will inevitably lead to a lot of trouble.
Originally March was not very busy, but because I resigned, I suddenly became very busy.
The updates during this period have been so miserable that I have no face to face the readers who are still supporting me. Even the readers have never dared to raise concerns.
It took me four months to make this decision, and when I was about to start working full-time, I became more and more worried about gains and losses.
After get off work yesterday, I just sat in front of the computer.
For four or five hours, I did nothing, just thinking about what would happen in the future.
After graduating from high school, I stayed in a factory in Shenzhen for five years. It was so long that I can’t remember whether it was four years, five years, or six years.
When I was almost numb, I left the factory and returned to my hometown of Nanchang. I chose my current industry among the jobs I could do, such as delivering food, delivering express delivery, etc.
I had no education, so I had to learn something, so I went to repair cars and become an apprentice.
I became an apprentice at the age of 24, but my master was not yet 20 years old, so he started his apprenticeship at the age of 14.
It was really hard to get used to calling a young man four years younger than me "Master" every day.
Most of the other apprentices in the repair shop are 14-16 years old, and the youngest ones are ten years younger than me.
I didn't know how to stay there for the first few days. I felt very awkward all the time, and I felt like other people looked at me a little strangely.
But I still persisted because I had no other choice. No matter what I studied, I was really old at this age.
The apprenticeship salary of 600 yuan a month made me start writing novels. After a year of struggling, this book finally produced some results.
Although the manuscript fee is much higher than the salary, I never thought about working full-time last year.
But while working, my off-duty hours are not stable, and I write books at night. There is no extra time to solve life-long issues.
I can only give up one of work and writing a book.
It took four months to make the difficult decision.
I don’t have the technology yet, I’m just a mid-level worker, and after being away from this industry for a long time, it’s easy to get rusty. Once the novel hits the streets in two years, no one will hire me for a mid-level job.
Two years later, at the age of 28, you have to learn a new technology again? That would be even more difficult.
But even if there is such a big risk and it is related to a major event in the future, I still want to take a chance.
As a high school graduate who has been in society for eight years, 26 is already quite old. Most children are in elementary school at this time.
But when I think about college students who have just graduated, they are already in their late twenties, and I am only a year or two older, so there is nothing I dare not fight for.
After making this decision, although I still can't see clearly what the road ahead will be like, at least there is a road in front of me. Only by moving forward can I know whether I can keep walking in the future.
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It’s a lot of verbosity again, and it’s a lot of nonsense for everyone to read.
I don’t really want to write any kind of sentimental words that will make me miserable. Life is not easy, so why bother adding to everyone’s worries.
Sharing a happy event with another person can make one more person happy; sharing it with two people can make two more people happy.
But spreading negative emotions will only make more people feel bad.
I really have nothing to say to anyone, so I post it here.
Across the network cable, you don't know me, and I don't know you, so we can say something. Ten years later, we are still strangers. When we meet on the street, we don't know who is who.
Enough with the nonsense, let’s get down to business.
Now that I have resigned, this book will get back on track, and I will really starve to death again.
From now on, I will rely on everyone to support me, thank you.