Although Liu Qingmei's voice was very low, Qin Hai heard it clearly.
He sighed secretly in his heart. It seemed that just as he had guessed, Liu Qingmei really hated him and refused to even accept his apology.
That's right, a woman who was as charming as the emperor had her virginity taken away by him at the most beautiful and delicate age. She was like a delicate flower that was brutally destroyed by him. The pain must be unimaginable to ordinary people. Liu Qing
The hatred for him in my eyebrows must be higher than the sky and deeper than the sea.
How could an apology resolve the resentment in her heart?
Not enough, far from enough!
If it were another person, if it weren't for Liu Qingmei's tolerance and kindness, she might not have waited until a few years later to block him, but would have taken revenge way back then.
Thinking of this, Qin Hai suddenly made a decision in his heart, and then looked up at Liu Qingmei.
Liu Qingmei's eyes were dull and her face was very pale. Compared with when she was in the ward before, she seemed to have just suffered a serious illness, and her face had completely lost the liveliness and agility.
Qin Hai felt a sudden pain in his heart. Ever since he met Liu Qingmei, especially since they reunited, Liu Qingmei always seemed to be so confident, calm, elegant and generous.
He had never seen Liu Qingmei like this before. He now had a strong impulse to step forward, take Liu Qingmei into his arms and comfort her softly.
But he couldn't do it, at least not now, because the reason Liu Qingmei became like this was all because of him, all caused by him.
Liu Qingmei hated him so much that she could accept his comfort!
Not only that, if it wasn't for knowing that he was going to appear here, if it wasn't for blocking him, Liu Qingmei would have been dating now and enjoying the sweetness of love.
It was his appearance that completely broke Liu Qingmei's peaceful life, reminding her of the painful past again and falling into pain.
What does this mean? It means that as long as he is still there and as long as we can hear news about him, this pain will continue and even accompany Liu Qingmei throughout his life.
The most important thing he should do now is probably to disappear from Liu Qingmei's sight as soon as possible, and then never appear again, and never let her hear any news about him.
Qin Hai suddenly felt very regretful, regretting that he should have impulsively used his disguised appearance to resurrect a dead person.
Maybe the original explosion should be the best destination for him. That way, the pain in Liu Qingmei's heart would never be touched again, and she could live peacefully forever.
Taking a deep breath, Qin Hai said: "It's not just an apology. When I was young and confused, I made a big mistake. The harm I caused you cannot be compensated by an apology. Although I have been regretting it all these years, I also want to
I used to look for you, but I never had the courage to face you."
Qin Hai suddenly laughed at himself, "Others say I am the Lord of Stars and the Lord of Darkness. In fact, I am just a coward. I am a coward who dares not admit or take responsibility for what I have done wrong."
"But not anymore!" Qin Hai took out a small knife he carried with him and looked at Liu Qingmei calmly, "Sister Liu, I will repay a little interest on this knife first. When I finish the work, I will
I’ll give you a thorough explanation!”
As soon as he finished speaking, the knife in Qin Hai's hand suddenly turned around and then stabbed his thigh hard.
"stop!"
Liu Qingmei suddenly stepped forward and rushed over, then stretched out her hand to grab Qin Hai's arm.
But the moment she touched Qin Hai's arm, she stopped again and put her trembling hand back.
Liu Qingmei stared at Qin Hai, her breathing suddenly became rapid, and she even bit her lips hard, as if she was trying her best to endure something.
But not long after, she suddenly turned her back to Qin Hai and said, "Go away. I don't want to mention the past anymore. You don't need to apologize to me, and I don't need it either."
Qin Hai looked at Liu Qingmei's back in surprise. He didn't expect Liu Qingmei to forgive him so easily. At the same time, Liu Qingmei's kindness made him feel even more guilty and uneasy.
"Well, I owe you this knife for now, and I'll pay it back to you when I'm done!"
Qin Hai turned around and left, because he knew that if he stayed here for one more minute, Liu Qingmei would suffer for one more minute. For Liu Qingmei, he was definitely not a person who should appear.
"Wait a moment!"
But as soon as he took a few steps, Liu Qingmei's voice came from behind him again, and Qin Hai had to stop abruptly.
Liu Qingmei did not turn around, just like Qin Hai, the two stood facing each other.
"I just want to ask you a question...Why did you do that in the first place?"
Qin Hai was suddenly stunned. He didn't expect Liu Qingmei to ask him this question.
In fact, he had asked himself this question countless times, why he suddenly lost control that night and violated Liu Qingmei like crazy.
Was it because Liu Qingmei was so beautiful that he was so obsessed with her that he did that kind of thing to her?
Was it because he was under too much pressure when facing the enemy's pursuit and lost control of his emotions?
Or was it because Liu Qingmei's stubbornness and persistence aroused his anger, and then a series of coincidences caused him to lose control?
Before his rebirth, Qin Hai had never found an accurate answer. Even a few minutes ago, before he saw Liu Qingmei, he had no accurate answer.
But just now, when he saw Liu Qingmei's dull and unconscious look as if he had endured a heavy blow and felt distressed, he suddenly knew the answer.
In fact, Liu Qingmei has been in his heart for a long time. Even from the moment he saw Liu Qingmei, Liu Qingmei was already in his heart.
He likes Liu Qingmei, but he doesn't even realize it.
Not only that, he was just like Zeng Rou now, he was ignorant about love, didn't know how to love, let alone how to express love, so he went crazy that night.
He knows the answer now, but unfortunately, it's too late.
Should he tell Liu Qingmei now that he forced her to do that kind of thing because he liked her?
Qin Hai closed his eyes and sighed softly, with a hint of bitterness at the corner of his mouth, and said softly: "I was too young and impulsive at the time, and I did the wrong thing because of my confusion. Sister Liu, don't worry, I will definitely give you something."
You just told me!"
After finishing speaking, Qin Hai strode forward. At the same time, a crystal teardrop silently fell from the corner of Liu Qingmei's eyes.
It turns out that it was just because of youth and impulsiveness, just because of temporary confusion!
It turns out that she was always the one who was in love and had unrequited love.
Although tears were streaming down her face, Liu Qingmei bit her lips and then covered her mouth hard to prevent herself from crying.
Finally, when the sound of Qin Hai's footsteps completely disappeared from her ears, she slowly squatted down and finally burst into tears.
She has never been so uncomfortable or in such pain for so many years.
The river wind blew by, as if it was also sobbing along with Liu Qingmei's cry.