"Tell me, am I bad and not attractive to you men at all?"
After a while, Liu Qingmei turned to look at Qin Hai. After just a while, her eyes were already red from crying, and the look of her eyes misty with tears made people feel distressed.
Qin Hai suppressed the sadness in his heart and forced out a dry smile, "Of course not! Sister Qingmei, you are so beautiful, how come no man likes you? If you weren't my sister, I would have wanted to chase you."
Liu Qingmei smiled miserably, "What's the use of being beautiful? No matter how beautiful I am, he won't like me. I've waited for him for five or six years, and even gave birth to children for him, but it's still of no use."
"What?!" Qin Hai seemed to be struck by a thunderbolt. After being stunned for a moment, he asked hastily: "The person you are talking about is Nannan's biological father?"
"It's not him, he is the only one I have loved in my life, but -" Liu Qingmei's voice choked up again, and her tears kept rolling down.
"Didn't you say he was dead?" Qin Hai suddenly remembered Liu Qingmei's previous words and asked in surprise.
After crying for a long time, maybe the tears had dried up, Liu Qingmei wiped the tears on her face, slowly shook her head and said: "He is not dead... but he has never had me in his heart, maybe he has never loved me.
I, it’s always been my own fault...I didn’t know it until today.”
Liu Qingmei smiled miserably again and shook her head gently, as if laughing at her own naivety and stupidity.
At this time, a bright light suddenly flashed in Qin Hai's mind. Liu Qingmei said that she had been waiting for that man for five or six years, which meant that she had fallen in love with that man six years ago.
In other words, when he was violent to Liu Qingmei, Liu Qingmei actually already had someone she liked in her heart.
In other words, it is very likely that his recklessness and roughness completely ruined Liu Qingmei's life happiness.
Because of Liu Qingmei's appearance, talents and family background, I am afraid that few men in the world can refuse her. But the man she loved deeply still rejected her in the end. The only reasonable explanation is that Liu Qingmei was
When you hand it over to the other party, you may very well confess to the other party the fact that you have lost your virginity.
For some men, they may never be able to forgive their woman for losing her virginity, even though they know she was raped and the victim.
That's why the man rejected Liu Qingmei and left her forever.
The more Qin Hai thought about it, the more he felt that it must be like this, and the self-blame and guilt in his heart became deeper and deeper.
If it weren't for him, Liu Qingmei would have lived happily with her lover long ago, and Nannan wouldn't still not know who her father is.
It's all because of him, he ruined Liu Qingmei's life's happiness!
Qin Hai, who was squatting in front of Liu Qingmei, suddenly fell to the ground weakly, his face extremely pale.
The deep self-blame made him want to slap himself twice, but there was no use in slapping him. The big mistake had been made. Liu Qingmei's happiness had been completely ruined by him. Even if he died now, it would not help.
No wonder, no wonder Liu Qingmei hated him so much. If it had been another woman, she would have wanted to cut him into pieces. How could she forgive him so easily?
Qin Hai's abnormal state attracted Liu Qingmei's attention. Liu Qingmei looked at Qin Hai carefully and found that Qin Hai's eyes became dull and lifeless, as if he was hit hard by what she just said.
Could it be that he really likes me, so he is so disappointed after knowing that there is always someone he likes in my heart?
Liu Qingmei's heart trembled slightly. It was undeniable that she also had a very fond impression of Qin Hai. Although they were called sister and brother in name, she actually enjoyed the time she spent with Qin Hai.
Especially in Qin Hai, she could often feel the similarities with Man Niu, as if Man Niu was always by her side. So it would be a lie to say that she had no feelings for Qin Hai at all.
However, in her heart, Man Niu always comes first, and that burly and domineering figure can never be replaced by others.
Liu Qingmei has always thought so, and has always done so. Although there are countless men who have shown favor to her over the years, and although she knows Qin Hai has that kind of intention for her, she has always persisted and persisted.
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But it wasn't until today that she realized that all of this was her own fault and her self-righteousness.
Should we continue to persevere?
Looking at Qin Hai who suddenly became lost, Liu Qingmei was confused for a moment.
At this moment, Qin Hai suddenly turned around and picked up a glass of wine, stared at the scarlet wine for a few seconds, and then poured it all into his mouth.
Not only that, he then poured two full glasses and drank them all.
After three glasses of wine in a row, Qin Hai's eyes turned red. He kept breathing heavily, and there was a voice in his heart that kept urging him.
The decision will be made soon!
He decided to confess everything to Liu Qingmei now, and then deeply regret to her. Regardless of whether Liu Qingmei could forgive him or not, he had to do this.
Qin Hai turned to look at Liu Qingmei and said slowly: "Sister Qingmei, I have something to tell you."
Unexpectedly, a gust of fragrant wind blew towards his face. Liu Qingmei suddenly sealed Qin Hai's mouth with her palm, shook her head and said: "Don't say it, I know it. Give me more time, give me more time!"
"..."
You know everything? What do you know?
Qin Hai was stunned, his mind was a little confused, and he didn't know what Liu Qingmei meant.
But Liu Qingmei struggled to stand up, knelt down by the coffee table and poured Qin Hai another glass of wine, then picked up the glass and said, "Don't say anything, I don't want to hear anything now. Drink with me, and then let me have a good time."
Take a nap, maybe I’ll know what to do when I wake up tomorrow.”
Qin Hai was silent for a moment, nodded and said: "Okay, from now on, no matter what you want to do, Sister Qingmei, I will accompany you."
Liu Qingmei's heart trembled, and she couldn't help but ask: "What if I die?"
"I'll accompany you too!"
Qin Hai answered quickly, as if without any thought. But his eyes were firm, and it was obvious that he was telling the truth.
Liu Qingmei's heart trembled again.
After a long time, she raised her wine glass, stared into Qin Hai's eyes and said, "Cheers!"
bite!
The two crystal glasses touched together gently, then they both raised their heads and drank the wine inside.
The night is getting darker, and there are more and more wine bottles on the coffee table.
In the end, the two of them drank no matter how much wine they drank. Even Qin Hai was drunk. Liu Qingmei was so drunk that she fell unconscious. She lay softly on Qin Hai and fell asleep.
Qin Hai struggled to stand up, carried Liu Qingmei upstairs, and put her on the bed.
And he fell down on the bed and fell into a deep sleep.